Just remembered that Ambessa would 100% already be in menopause so she wouldn’t be able to bear my children😞💔💔
#depression #sheshouldhavemybabies
Alcina: y/n, will you-
Y/N:
Alcina: ... i was gonna say take out the trash, but sure...
ᯓ★ Sevika who is extremely touch starved but she never lets it show. Why? Because it's a weakness. The girls at the brothel don't satisfy the hunger for love that claws her entire being. The want to be loved, the want to be smothered with hugs and kisses the moment she comes back home from a life threatening fight.
ᯓ★ However, all the woman gets is a cigarillo and alcohol. But the moment she met you all that changed and now she comes back home to warm meals and a bath waiting for her. Her apartment no longer reeks of weed and alcohol all the time, it smells like vanilla. Like you.
ᯓ★ Sevika is eternally grateful for everything that you do and she vows to herself that one day, when Zaun will finally be free, she will give you a loving family, a house you can call yours and seal it with marriage.
this is fucking beautiful 😭😭💗💗
AO3 Link! this is actually very bad, and a bit short. but here's your treat since no one wanted a trick! enjoy! make sure to tell me how cringe this is! actually inspired by this scene in a polly walker movie that I watched -----
Alcina didn’t intend on falling in love with you
You were her best friend, for Miranda’s sake
But she had, in fact, fallen in love with you
At first, she couldn’t describe how she was feeling
She’d never really had a clear representation of what love is
Alcina couldn’t even call the way Miranda regarded her as “love”
And since she couldn’t put a finger on her feelings
She asked you about it
“What do you think love is? Or perhaps, being in love with someone?”
The question shocked you, to say the least
Alcina Dimitrescu asking you, a silly little mortal, about love?
You were honest with her when answering
Telling her that love or loving someone isn’t just one thing
It’s a multitude of things
Loving someone for what and who they are
Regardless if it’s good or bad (unless it’s super bad)
You told her all the reasons you loved her
You loved her because she always made you smile, always made you laugh, knew the best remedies to cheer you up when you were feeling down
Small reasons, yes, but nevertheless those were a few that you named
You’d told her to do the same
You’d thought she’d give some farfetched reason like on loving you because your blood smelled good
But she didn’t
Instead, Alcina sat deep in thought as she contemplated her answer
Which was as follows
That she loves you because you don’t judge her for the way she lives
For what she has to do for her survival or her daughters survival
You’ve never treated her like she was a monster despite the rumours in the village
She loves you because you make her want to be a better person, so to speak
She loves you because you haven’t tried to “fix her” like others have
You countered that there was nothing to fix about her
That she was perfect the way she was, flaws and all
Alcina promptly shushes you after, but not before thanking you for your kind words
She continues on saying that you help her make better decisions regarding situations
She also mentions that she loves you because you get along well with her daughters, and vice versa
Alcina explains that she could go on and on with reasons why she loves you, but you two would be there all day
“Every second with you, Alcina, is a second I wouldn’t trade for anything else in the world,”
You hadn’t meant to be so blunt with that reply
The words slipping out of your mouth before you could stop them
You’d just begun to open your mouth again when Alcina cuts you off with a declaration of her own
“Y/N, I’m in love with you,”
And that’s how you ended up in a relationship with your best friend
Music
Pairing: Alcina Dimitrescu x reader
Summary: Alcina with an s/o who listens to music all the time.
Warning: nothing
A/N: I listen to music all the time, it just keeps me calm and collected.
—✦—
Alcina tends to listen to music sometimes when she needs to calm down. She doesn’t listen to it all the time like you. Whenever she sees you, your headphones are over your head.
She doesn’t quite understand, is it really that good? It gets kind of irritating when she’s trying to tell you something, but you can’t hear her. She always has to tap you on the shoulder or head.
So one day when you walked by, she decided to ask. She tapped you on the head, catching your attention. You pulled your headphones down to your shoulders. “Yes Alci?”
She gave an adorable confused expression before asking, “Why do you listen to music all the time? I don’t quite get it dear.” That was a question you weren’t really expecting.
“Well, listening to music just makes me feel, I don’t know how to describe it. It just makes me feel good, like a warm and tight hug.” She still looked confused, but she accepted the answer. “Mm okay, fairwell”
After that incident, whenever you were in Alcina’s room, you always showed her the music you listened to. She liked some, others not, one song she liked was ‘Bloody Mary’ by Lady Gaga.
It didn’t exactly surprise you, you always thought about her when listening to that song. You both started listening to the songs together.
Her daughters would be confused by the music their mother listened to. They didn’t question it though, they were just happy.
—✦—
A/N: I feel like Bela listens to Mitski, Lana Del Ray & Fleetwood Mac
Cassandra listens to Grimes & Lady Gaga
Daniela listens to Mac DeMarco & Taylor Swift
so cute 🥺💗💗
alcina proudly watching daniela destroy the lycan :') <3
I just know Sevika’s gotten so used to sleep holding you that when for some reason you have to leave town (maybe a work trip or visiting family) she can’t sleep for the life of her, she even tries spraying your perfume on her pillow to no avail. She gets so grumpy all week and when you finally get home she’s immediately dragging your ass to bed so she can nap on top of you
oh my god i love her
men and minors dni
honestly, at first sevika was looking forward to the weekend of sleeping by herself. you're the love of her life and all, but you're also fucking annoying sometimes.
like when you stick your freezing cold toes down the back of sevika's boxers, or you smack her awake with a pillow when she's snoring too loud, or you eat your snacks in bed and get crumbs everywhere.
so, sure, sevika's gonna miss you. but she doesn't think she'll mind having the mattress to herself for a week.
she's going to indulge herself. she's going to take a nice hot bath and then get in bed still soaking wet. she's going to spread out like a starfish and smoke a cigarette in bed-- something you curse her out for every time you catch her doing it.
and indulge herself she does. sevika almost feels like a bachelorette again, being as loud and messy as her heart desires.
she smokes her cig and talks to you on the phone, the sound of your voice relaxing her until she's struggling to keep her eyes open.
"sev?" you ask. "you fallin' asleep baby?"
"mmm." sevika hums. you giggle.
"go to sleep, love. i'll talk to you in the morning."
"'kay. miss you." she whispers.
"i miss you too." you giggle.
sevika smiles softly and pulls the blankets up over her shoulders, ready to dream of your smile...
only, sleep doesn't come for her.
sevika huffs and flops onto her other side, pulling your pillow to her chest and burying her face in it. she's tired, dammit. she just wants to sleep.
thirty minutes later and sevika is cursing as she sits up in bed and punches her pillow a few times.
why can't she sleep? she's gotten rid of her biggest distraction-- you-- so shouldn't she be sleeping like a baby right now?
"fuck." she huffs as she lays back down. it seems that despite all the things you do to piss her off at bedtime, sevika's still so in love with you she can't sleep without you next to her. or, on top of her, depending on the night.
sevika reaches out and grabs her phone. your line rings two times before you're answering. "you okay?" you ask.
sevika snorts. "i can't fuckin' sleep without you." she whines.
she listens to you relax with a giggle. "oh sevi-bear. poor thing."
"don't patronize me, i know it's pathetic."
"it's sweet!" you giggle. sevika groans.
"i don't get it! you're so annoying in bed! you kick me in your sleep!"
"hey, you kick too!" you defend.
sevika giggles. "and you're so clingy!"
"you're the one who insisted we get a queen so we'd be forced to cuddle!" you shout. sevika grins.
"you can't sleep without me, either, can you?" she asks.
you giggle guiltily. "i was five minutes away from callin' you, myself." you admit.
sevika whines. "remind me again why we're not together?"
you laugh. "'cause i'm here for a baby shower, babies freak you out, and you've got that meeting with silco tomorrow anyways."
sevika huffs. "i'd rather be well rested dealin' with a buncha baby shit than sleep deprived and dealin' with silco."
"aweeee... you love me that much?" you giggle. sevika grins.
"yeah, i guess i do."
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