Idk I Just Wanna Sit In A Dark Library At Night In The Candlelight Wearing An Oversized Sweater And Exchange

The love-hate relationship with the exam season. I’m so tired. Getting up to study early enough to see the sunset. Tea with sugar and cream. Oh god, I forgot to eat. Going on short runs to restart my brain. Messy buns. Fruit and candy. When was the last time I got a full night of sleep? Blasting rock in my headphones so I don’t doze off. I shouldn’t drink so much caffeine. This is my fifth cup today. I’ve been wearing this sweater for a week. I LOVE biology. I don’t want to see amino acids at least for a month. This chapter is fascinating. I’m becoming Rory Gilmore. Band t-shirts. Reading fantasy books when I need to distract myself for a bit. Journaling. Hold on I need to romanticize this. This is the best time of the academic year. I’m so tired. But god, the aesthetics…

hi! i've changed my major but i've also switched universities at the same time, so i'm not sure if my experience is relevant to what you're going through. nonetheless, let me know if you want to talk about it together! i know this can be a very difficult experience, and i hope that you will find peace, happiness, and success no matter how it turns out in the end <3

Thank you so much for answering and offering your help!

First of all the current situation: I'm starting my third semester in Medical Engineering next month in a town very far from my hometown. I'm not a very social person and the only friend I had in this town decided to move away a few months ago. I think the main reason why I want to change is because I'm lonely and homesick, I miss my old friends who all study in the same area.

At the same time I've always been torn between studying biology or engineering and now I'm thinking biology might be a better fit. That would also allow me to move back home.

It's not that I don't like engineering, I enjoy maths and I would definitely be able to finish this degree with good grades.

I'd love to talk to you about this, about what made you change and when you knew it would be the right decision

What I used customizing my iPad

ADHD and unattainable perfectionism had a baby and called it 'chaotic academia'

“Whether or not they exist we are slaves to our gods.”    ―   Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

Current mood:

✨ staring at my mechanics assignment humming Adam Lambert’s „Whataya want from me“ ✨

Please send help 🙃

My plan to digitalize my notes on my iPad didn't happen today, since the Apple Pencil I bought on eBay is not working at all. Like -this thing is clinically dead. Also I had to move to the living room, since my boyfriend typing on his keyboard is currently the most annoying sound in the world to me. Needless to say, I didn't start my study session in a good mood.

But: I did what any sane person would do and made myself a macchiato and a bowl filled with sweets.

It's a beautiful day outside and I already feel a bit better, now that I've actually started.

The crows as Barbie movie characters

Bassed on this twitter thread of the crows as disney princesses (1) nicky (taylor's version) en Twitter: "the six of crows as disney princesses ✨ a thread:" / Twitter

Nina- Erika

Bonds with bff/soulmate trought singing (quality may vary)

Dog like cat named wolfie//Dog like wolf lover boyfriend , pretty much the same

Works to get out of a shitty deal

But algo loves to indulge in fine things like royal food and bubble baths

Feel in love with a king while disguissed as a blonde

Matthias-Clara

Life changes after being screwed over by a rat like man (or boy)

Little patience with younger people

Winter person /christmas vibes

Sheltered (imprissioned)

Jesper-Genevieve

Always late

Defies autority

Sneaks at night to have fun

Dances to cope with their problems

Loves their dad

Kaz-Eden

Scrooge variant

Thats all you need to know

Wylan-Anneliese

Rich people problems

The science one

Has nailed their tutor at one point

Get philosophical with love interest whose names starts with a "J"

Almost gets killed by adult they knew their whole childhood and after that, has to work on the streets to survive

Kuwei (by Kevin Wada) -Rapunzel

Imprissioned in one country, wanted in another one

Doodles/paints in their free time

Someone disguises themselves as them as part of a ploy

Inej-Anika

BLADES!

Bonds with a horse girl (a boy horse girl and a literal horse girl)

Marries the most obnoxious guy they could find (but its THEIR obnoxious guy)

Wants her parents back

Frees slaved girls

Probably the most usefull out of all these in an adventure

I think you know this one: has contemplated murder

BONUS:

Jan Van Eck- Tika

Ugly

Can't let people be happy , ugh