I Type In Depression On Tumblr And A Message Pops Up Wth 

Bloom🌸 by cyt

reposted with permission

i still haven’t watched spider man no way home so have been evading spoilers these past few days.

not easy since i managed to turn my entire tiktok fyp into spiderman spoilers lol

banish the idea that platonic love is a lesser form of love

if you go through life not investing in your friendships the same way you invest in romantic relationships, you will always be looking for love, feeling lonely, completely blind to the love all around you

friendship is not a lower level relationship. it is not a lesser form of love.

i realized way too late that all i want for christmas is a nobara nendoroid.

or megumi. it comes with one of his divine dogs!

actually, i need them all

so cute

and they’re 4 inches tall 

😭

I haven’t posted here in nearly a year and STILL NO NOBARA COMEBACK????????????????????????????

everytime i see ‘merry christmas and happy holidays’, my mind converts it to that nsync song lol

i realize that the reason why i don't have any motivation is because i see no future and i'm just demoralized and it's hard to get out of that cycle.

and i find myself jealous of those who can be open with their thoughts and feelings cause that has never ever been me. and i feel like if i was able, it'd alleviate some of this sadness and loneliness. but i just can't.

this is my downfall and it's sad.

❖ZENIN MAKI ⸢禪院 真希⸥❖

for @wuyus​ - from your Secret Santa!