Kevin Day Edit With The Song "Like Him" From Tyler, The Creater.

KEVIN DAYYYY🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭❤️❤️

What? I’m not crying. My eyes are just leaking. It happens when i think about Kevin asking Jean to teach him French, about Kevin’s ‘I don’t want to lose you’, Kevin buying postcards and magnets for Jean when possible, about stupid, beautiful kevin defending Jean the best he could when he learned the hard way years ago not to speak up against Riko, about Kevin sometimes staying with Jean after, but often had no choice but distract the ravens from further hurting Jean by being insufferable.

About Kevin thinking and worrying about Jean when Kengo is dying, about Kevin trying to convince Jean not to return to Evermore even though the mere idea of defying the Moriyamas still terrifies him, about Kevin doing everything to ensure Jean got on Kevin’s favorite team because ‘their kindness matters’ and ‘some of them you like’ and because he wanted Jean as far away from West Virginia he can get because he knew how hard it was for himself to be just a state over.

About ‘breathe’ and ‘be careful with him’ and letting Bee use everything he told her even though he never trusted her enough himself.

About Kevin traveling to California to help Jean even though he has to drink to get through it, about ‘California agrees with you’ and about ‘Stay with me’ and Kevin dropping his media persona to protect Jean on television, about ‘the only brother i have left’ and ‘you’ve always known what i am’ and ‘so will you’.

About Kevin trying to talk about Riko with Jean, about Kevin convincing Jean to talk to Betsy, about Kevin seeing Jean enjoy something other than Exy and ‘I’m glad’, about Kevin seeing Jean kept the ruined postcards and immediately sending a new one.

@ edgar allen ravens

I think that Kevin making Jean promise him to stay alive was as much a promise from Kevin to Jean. Kevin once said “give me your game” to Neil and he delivered on his promise to make Neil someone worthy of being on the court with him. Kevin said “promise me you’ll never try again” and delivered on his promise to keep Jean alive.

“I was only alive because he made me promise to survive. If he died, who could hold me to that?” Kevin could not die because he knew it wasn’t just his own life on the line. Kevin could’ve wanted to die a thousand times—and a thousand more after Riko broke his hand and he thought he’d never play again—but he could never allow it to happen because he knew he knew that Jean would be on his heels. Kevin’s fear of Riko and Tetsuji wasn’t just rooted in his own survival, but also the survival of the life he’d willingly and inextricably tied to his own.

“A month in the Nest without it, maybe two, and he would have no recourse but to kill himself... I would have slashed the tires on his car before I let him escape us, and he knows it." Kevin ran to save his own life (of course he did, of course he should have) but Jean wanted to die and would’ve done anything short of killing Kevin with his own two bare hands to make it happen. Everything Kevin has done to save his own life has also been done to save Jean’s. Kevin never could’ve stopped Riko from killing Jean but he could stop Jean from killing himself and he did. He still does. “I hate you.” “Sometimes you do. I don’t care.” You can hate me all you want so long as you are alive to do it.

I have an insane need to see Kevin Day start healing in a way where his healing journey looks like him learning to do things on his own and be comfortable with himself. I want to see him start acquiring skills like pokemon that he just randomly breaks out one day and everyone is like ???? since when do you fucking ice skate Kevin wtf??? It's not that he's necessarily keeping them a secret it's more that he just does them. He learns to play piano. He starts doing things he wants to do, just to simply do them. He finds that life is in fact enjoyable outside of exy (but don't get it twisted it is still his life) but let Kevin Day fall a little in love with life after everything please and thank you

Do you think Kevin Day likes to read the Song of Achilles?

Might do a fem KevJean fanfic with the beautiful fanart in here as inspiration...

does anyone remember a drawing of kevin holding neil/andrew like this (or any aftg fanart like this)

I LOVE THIS

This was meant to be posted on Kevin’s birthday but uuuuhhhh… anyways

“Let Riko be King... Most coveted, most protected. He’ll sacrifice every piece he has to protect his throne..."