i would just like to share this w the worldđ«
this picture made me choke on my hibachi and hyperventilateđđ
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youâre gonna be ok (paige x reader)
summary: youâre going through a tough time and have pushed paige away but she finally realises something is wrong
content warnings: talks of depression and ed behaviours/language
requested by: @melpthatsme đ
Your girlfriend was getting suspicious and rightly so. You had just given her another lame excuse as to why you couldnât have dinner with her tonight. That was the third time this week.
At first it was âtoo much homeworkâ, then a âheadacheâ and now it was your âperiodâ. All lies.
As you lay curled up in your bed, all lights turned off, you sobbed silent tears until your pillow was saturated. You felt guilty lying to Paige but you couldnât go out, especially not to eat.
You wasnât entirely sure why Paige even wanted to be seen in public with you anyway, why she was with you at all actually. Paige was beautiful. Like the most beautifully perfect woman there ever was. Her eyes shone bright at all times and whether her hair was pulled into a tight ponytail or left natural and loose, framing her face, it looked immaculate. She was intelligent and athletic, maintaining an almost perfect GPA while simultaneously leading her team in back to back wins. Paige was everything and you, you were nothing.
You hated everything about yourself and you were usually good at hiding it. Painting on a fake smile and laughing when others laughed, mirroring your friends actions to make it seem like everything was just fine but it was getting harder to hide. You were drinking and smoking just to get respite from your thoughts. You were dragging yourself to gatherings just to count down the minutes until you could leave and be alone in your room where you could finally let your guard down.
You were proud at how long you had gone keeping this to yourself but it was almost impossible now. You didnât want to talk. You didnât want to leave the apartment. You didnât want to eat. You didnât want to see anyone. In fact, you didnât want to see yourself. You had even gone as far to cover every mirror in your room just to avoid the reflection that made you sick to your stomach.
You felt like you had cried a river this past week but the tears wouldnât stop, you thought there would be nothing left to give but you were a never ending pit of sadness.
You hear shuffling and muffled voices coming from your living room, your roommates must be home. You thanked yourself for keeping your lights off and closed your eyes so if they came into your room, theyâd think you were sleeping.
A few seconds past before you heard a light knock at your door. You ignored it. Pressing yourself further into your mattress, wishing it would swallow you whole. Then came the click of the handle being turned and the door squeaking open.
You kept your body as still as possible, holding your breath in hopes that whoever was disturbing you would think twice but that doesnât happen. Instead your bedroom light is flicked on and your door is closed with force, practically slammed.
âWhy did you lie to me?â You recognise Paiges voice immediately and itâs a mixture of pissed off but also upset and you know itâs your fault.
âWhat?â You say, even though you heard her loud and clear.
âI know youâre not on your period. Our cycles are synced. They have been for months. Why did you lie?â Paige asks again and you feel so stupid for making such a rookie error.
Paige was right. Your cycles were synced, it happened often with women and girls that spent a lot of time together, so when you were on your period, she was too. She had caught you out in your lie.
âI donât know.â You mummble into your duvet, still curled up tightly.
âYouâve blown me off three times this week. You barely answer my calls and texts, itâs like I have to force you to see me and now youâre lying to me and you canât even be bothered to tell me why?â Paige rants and even though you still havenât looked at her you can tell sheâs pacing your room.
âI donât understand whatâs going on. I thought we were good but maybe not.â She says and you physically feel your heart brake at her words but you canât bring yourself to say anything other than, âMaybe.â
âWhat?â She asks confused even though she was the one who said it first, âY/N, can you at least fucking look at me?â She snapped and you know thats the least you owe her so you slowly roll yourself around so youâre no longer facing the wall and push yourself up into a sitting position but you canât bring yourself to lift your eyes from your lap.
âI wanted to take you for dinner, spend some time with you. Just be with you and I thought you would have wanted the same but instead youâre in bed!â Paige continued and you just took her onslaught of words, you didnât have the energy to argue or even defend yourself.
âIâm sorry.â You muttered, picking at the already raw skin around your nails.
âWill you just look at me? Do you want to break-â You finally look at Paige and she stops mid-sentence, âHave you been crying?â
You ignore her question because your heart is racing and more tears are threatening to fall at what she was about to ask, âFinish what you were about to say.â You whisper but she doesnât need to, you knew what she was going to say. She was going to ask if you wanted to break up.
âWhatâs the matter? What happened? Why were you crying?â Paige asks all at once, any annoyance in her tone has been replaced with concern and her facial expression shifted from dark and frowning to soft and doe eyed.
âI wasnât.â You lie, âFinish what you were about to say.â
âYes you were. Your eyes are red and puffy, your skin is blotchy,â She walks towards you, âand your pillows wet. Why were you crying?â
âYou want to break up.â You answer your own question.
âNo. No, I donât. But I donât understand whatâs going on with you, I thought maybe you did.â She says honestly sitting on the edge of your bed.
âI donât.â
âWhy were you crying baby? Tell me whatâs on your mind.â She says placing a hand on your leg.
âI canât.â
âWhy not?â
âItâs too much Paige. My mind is too much, itâs too dark. You donât deserve that.â You begin to cry again and it quickly turns into sobs.
âHey, baby, come here.â She whispered, pulling you into her chest and onto her lap, she wrapped her arms around your body and held you close, âYouâre scaring me.â She admits, âTell me whatâs going on my love. I want to help you.â
âYou deserve more than this Paige.â You choke out in between sobs, youâre hyperventilating now, your body shaking in your girlfriends arms but she continues to hold you tight and close.
âBut I want you. I love you.â She pulls away from you slightly so she can look you in your eyes and she holds your face tenderly, a hand on each cheek, âYouâre all I want, my beautiful girl.â
âDonât say that.â You weep, jumping out of her lap.
âDonât say what?â
âDonât say Iâm beautiful. Donât say any of it. Itâs not true.â You cross your arms over yourself wishing you could shrink down into the smallest dimensions and eventually disappear.
âBaby, what are you saying? Whatâs going on?â She reaches out for you but you pull away not wanting to be touched.
Paige properly looks around your room for the first time and you watch as she notices everything and you see the cogs turning in her head as her eyes fall to your mirror, covered by a sweater. She sees the paper taped to your wall with your weight written on it followed by the harshest of words that you thought about yourself. She sees the empty alcohol bottles on your dresser and the half smoked blunt on your bedside table. And when she finally looks at you, in your oversized clothes, arms wrapped tightly around yourself, her eyes were glossy and her forehead creased as she fought back tears of her own.
âI donât know whatâs going on in your head, but I do know that I do love you and you are beautiful and Iâll tell you that everyday until you believe it.â She says as a tear slips down her cheek.
Paige walks over to you, taking you by your hands first and kissing both of them. She pulls on the sleeves of your sweater and you reluctantly let her pull it over your head so your just standing there in your bra. You close your eyes not wanting to see her reaction to your body, the thought of it made you sick. You felt her lips press to your stomach and she peppered kisses up your torso, âMy beautiful baby.â She mumbled against your skin as she continued to kiss over your chest and onto your neck.
She took you to your bed, laying you down and she hooked her fingers into the waistband of your joggers, pulling them off, exposing your legs. You wanted to grab the sheet and cover yourself up but her mouth met your thigh and she pecked it gently, moving over the the other, âSo perfect.â She breathed, the tips of her fingers trailing down your legs.
You lay on your bed, eyes closed, tears streaming out and you feel Paige hover above you, âLook at me baby.â She says softly, wiping the tears that soaked your cheeks. You flutter your eyes open and look up at Paige whoâs looking down at you, eyes filled with nothing but love and care. âPlease donât shut me out. Iâm here for you. Anything you need me to do, Iâll do it. I just want you to be OK. I need you to be OK. Youâre everything to me.â She says, blue eyes locked on yours.
âCan you just hold me tonight?â You sniffle. âOf course.â
Paige lays on your bed, pulling you into her arms, she presses her lips to your head before her fingers find your hair and she runs through it gently, âYouâre gonna be OK.â She whispers comfortingly. âYou promise?â
âI promise.â
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a/n: i wrote this so tired so forgive any mistakes đ already want to write a part 2 đ„șđ„ș
there's something about caitlyn's playful stare and the fact that they're both giggling that made this scene all the more intimate to me
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Gardening has always been your passion. Owning a large, healthy garden is all youâve ever wanted in life, even if your nails constantly have soil under them and you have so many broken pots youâve lost count. Your happy place is sitting in the shade of the fruit trees that you grew yourself from tiny saplings. You wonder what your family will grow to do, and hope that they will flourish just as beautifully as your garden has. This is the start of your family legacy!
Aspiration: Freelance botanist
Traits: Cheerful, Clumsy, Loves the outdoors
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You Showed Up
summary: your boyfriend is playing in the world cup but your own career conflicts with his games. he thinks it's an issue of commitment but little does he know, with the help of one of his teammates, you'll be there in time for the final
requested: yes, by @thehappygrungelife
â ïž: none, bland ending ? help
pairing: lionel x shy!supermodel! reader
authors note: in this, reader is a supermodel so uber busy and uber famous. her and leo are dating but aren't exactly public
the end is like fluff in the sickening sweet way i do it LOLL
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It was a late night at your place. All the curtains were drawn in your Parisian apartment and the lights were on the lowest setting. You were on the sofa with your boyfriend, your head on his shoulder while you both scrolled mindlessly on your phones. With a sigh and looked up and saw his packed bags by the door.
The constant reminder that this was the last time youâd be together until the tournament ended.
Frowning, your eyes remained on the packed bags causing Lionel to look up. "What's wrong bebé?"
âJust gonna miss you when you leave." you replied.
He smirked. "Easy solution. Come with me."
You pursed your lips and gave him a matter of fact look. "You know I can't, I have fittings and castings all throughout January."
Lionel sighed. "Yeah well it'd be nice to have you watch me. You know, help make our relationship public."
A nervous laugh escaped your throat. Aside from being who you were and the career you had, your personal life was completely private. No one knew much about you or your relationships and you liked it that way. You weren't comfortable enough like Lionel to have the media and fans know every single thing about you so when the two of you began dating, he had agreed to keep the entire thing under wraps.
He saw the indecision on your face and nodded. "You don't want to."
"It's not that." you weakly smiled. "I'm just private."
"Too private to let everyone know that youâre in a relationship?â
You said nothing, running a hand through your hair. This was not the argument you wanted to deal with before his departure.
"We've been dating for a year and a half and you still dont want to go public?" he continued.
"Leo-"
He shook his head. "Are you concerned about what the media will say? Are you embarrassed?"
Your face scrunched up in confusion. "What? Get real.â
"I mean, we never go anywhere together. And if we are in the same place, you never acknowledge me in public and you refuse to even admit we're even a couple until we're in the privacy of your own place! Not even mine."
"Okay." You pushed yourself off of the couch. "This is not an argument worth having so I'll see you in bed."
Leo rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Y/n, stop. Come here."
"I'm tired, I've been working all day. I'll be in my room."
You didn't even bother looking back at him as you walked straight to your room. Being as petty as you were, you took an insane amount of time getting yourself ready for bed. Lionel was already in your bed before you even finished and said nothing as he watched you make multiple trips back and forth from your room to the bathroom.
When you finally finished, you shuffled to your bed where he waited, his hands folded behind his head.
"Nice pajamas." he smiled.
Looking down, you pulled the hem of one of his training tops that you paired with one of his pants.
"Thank you. A special man gave them to me." you joked, getting into bed beside him.
Once you were comfortable enough, you reached over him to turn off the lamp and planted a soft kiss on his lips. "Night."
"Dulces suenos mi amor." he whispered. (sweet dreams my love)
You smiled at the endearing words and laid against him with closed eyes, falling asleep.
The night went by and in the morning, you awoke to an empty bed. Confused, you sat up and yawned as you glanced around the room.
Did he leave? He wouldnât really leave without saying bye?
âLeo?â you croaked, your morning voice raspy.
No response.
With a groan, you forced yourself out of bed and to your bathroom, giving yourself a few minutes to freshen up. When you finished, you shuffled out of bathroom and passed though your room, making a direct path to your kitchen.
On your way there, you glanced at the door and frowned at the empty space where your boyfriends bags were placed not even ten hours ago.
Letting out a breath you moved around the kitchen, preparing an easy breakfast until the sound of your front door slammed shut.
âHey. I didnât want to leave without saying goodbye.â Leo said, a bit out of breath.
You turned around and smiled. âThat wouldâve sucked."
He chuckled and rested his hands on your waist. "Don't miss me too much. I'll be back home before you know it."
"No, you won't. You have a cup to win."
Leo pressed a short kiss against your lips. "I love you."
"Love you too. Call me when you can."
"I will."
The distant sound of a car honking from outside caused him to groan.
Sighing, you gave him one last kiss. "Go. Make me proud."
He said nothing more, squeezing your waist before turning on his heel. You remained against the counter and waited to hear the front door click shut.
You were honestly disappointed that you wouldn't be there for his games, seeing that your job was incredibly demanding. Even if you tried, every ticket for the games was sold and every hotel was booked. There was no way around it. Unless you got some help.
Abandoning your breakfast, you went looking for your phone, thinking of the person youâd call.
It didn't take long to find since you left it on your sofa. Grabbing it, you unlocked and swiped through your contacts until you found the person you were looking for.
You found the name of your boyfriends teammate and closet friend and clicked, waiting for it to ring.
It only took a moment for it to ring until he picked up.
"Hola Y/n! Como estas?"
You blanked and went back to your high school Spanish and smiled. "Bien! Look, I need a favor."
"For my best friends girlfriend? Anything."
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You waited as the phone rang on speakerphone, blowing on your wet nails.
"Bebé?"
Shooting up, you grabbed your phone, briefly forgetting about your nails.
"Congratulations! You did amazing!"
He laughed on the other end of the line. Argentina had just beaten Croatia 3-1, Lionel scoring once and Julian scoring twice.
"That goal was for you."
You laughed to yourself and stuck out your free hand to examine the dark red you chose for the winter. "It was very impressive. I followed the whole thing live."
"You know what would be even more impressive?â he asked.
"Hm?"
"If you actually came to a game and watched me. You know, so you don't have to worry about the livestream buffing or anything."
You lightly sighed. "Leo.."
He huffed. "It was just a suggestion. You know, kind of solidifying-"
"Yes, our relationship.â you interrupted. âWe've been over this."
"Yeah but it's like you're scared."
Scoffing, you rolled your eyes. "I'm not scared, I just.. I'm not ready."
You couldn't see but your boyfriend on the other end of the line, all the way in Qatar had his hand through his hair as he paced around the locker room, obviously annoyed.
"It was only a suggestion. And what do mean ânot ready?â What are you not ready for, what are you scared of?â
The end went silent and you gave yourself a second before smiling to yourself. "Goodnight honey. And congratulations, once again."
Lionel dragged his free hand down his face with a sigh. "Carino,"
"Goodnight." you repeated, adding extra emphasis on the word.
You heard him sigh and before he could mutter an apology, you spoke up. "Love you."
"Love you too."
Hanging up, you tossed your phone aside, glancing at your packed bags by the door.
Little did he know, in just a few hours, you'd be on a plane to Qatar, just to see him play the final.
No one knew except for Ăngel, a close friend of Leo's and yours. He helped you with everything, a place to stay for your brief stint in Qatar along with good seating.
You were excited. A little bit nervous, but excited nonetheless.
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The minute you entered the stadium, you only needed to flash a badge and you were almost immediately escorted to the seats where the players' family and friends were. It was crowded seeing that you got there near the end of the first half and it was 2-0. Leo put it in the net at at the twenty-third minute and Ăngel scored at the thirty-sixth minute, a moment you enjoyed watching on the way to the stadium.
You thanked the man who escorted you to the proper row and saw one open seat. Next to his mother.
Smiling, you excused the people you had to pass in front of and sat down beside her.
Celia tore her eyes from the match for a second to see who sat beside her and when she did, her hands flew to her face.
âÂĄMi niña hermosa! You came!â (my beautiful girl)
âI did!â you exclaimed, pulling her into a side hug.
The woman shifted in her seat to face you and pulled you away with a large smile. âDoes he know youâre here?â
With a shake of your head, you held her arm tightly. âNo, itâs a surprise! Iâm gonna see him after the match.â
Celia pulled a hand away from you and rested it on her chest. âHeâs gonna love this. You know heâs crazy in love with you, right?â
You laughed to yourself, suddenly feeling shy. âYeah?â
The older womanâs smile never left her face and she nodded, turning her focus back to the game. âWouldnât be surprised if I saw a ring on your finger.â
âAha.â
She winked and you couldnât stop smiling at her words as you turned to the pitch, mulling over her words.
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The minute the whistle for half time blew, it was like the entire crowd was on needles.
So far, Argentina was the one with points on the board and to you, this looked like an easy sweep.
In the wait, you headed to the restroom and when you returned, you chatted with your boyfriends family who were all incredibly happy to see you.
While you were chatting and catching up with his family, Leo on the other hand was a mess in the dressing room.
After he gave a pep talk to the team, he went to his respective spot and sulked. No one seemed to notice except for Ăngel.
Hermano mĂo, ÂżquĂ© pasa?â the man asked (my brother whatâs wrong?)
Lionel sighed. âElla no es,â he paused for a minute before shrugging in defeat. âElla no estĂĄ aquĂ.â (sheâs not- sheâs not here)
Ăngel turned his teammate around. âÂżEstĂĄ seguro?â (are you sure?)
Leo nodded. âSĂ. No pude verla cuando salimos del campo.â (yes. i couldnât see her when we left the pitch)
His friend said nothing. There was no way you didnât show. Ăngel had just texted you before the game to make sure you were coming and you confirmed. Hell, you even sent a ridiculous selfie of you at the airport in Qatar giving a thumbs up.
Lionel frowned at his friends silence and rolled his eyes. âLo que sea. No importa. Tenemos un juego que ganar.â (whatever. it doesnât matter. we have a game to win)
His friend said nothing and nodded and the team manager whistled.
âÂĄVamos! ÂĄVamos por la copa!â (letâs go! letâs go get the cup)
Cheers erupted from the group of men as they all clapped each others shoulders and passed words of encouragement as they filed out of the dressing room.
The two teams walked onto the pitch and the whistle blew, signaling the start of the second half.
The second half of the game was nearly a heart attack waiting to happen. It was nearly deadlocked the entire time and it felt like every sudden move was a make or break.
You watched with focused eyes as the players on the field moved back and forth. Whistles were blown, obvious insults were traded and the players seemed agitated and on edge, especially the ones who played for France.
At the eightieth minute, Kylian Mbappe, one of your husbands club teammates found the net. You groaned and you were even more surprised when he netted the ball not even a minute later.
The game soon went into overtime and you were nearly silent the entire time, not uttering a word to anyone, just focused on the game, praying for a good outcome.
It was at the one hundredth and eighth minute Lionel finds the ball and puts it in the net. Screaming, you stood to your feet and hugging his mother who also standing.
The two of you cheered and jumped around in pure joy.
As the game went on, substitutions happened and yellow cards were given. It wasnât until later when the scored was equalized again, thanks to Kylian.
Your eyes found your boyfriend who looked on edge. It wasnât like him and you watched as his jaw clenched before sighing. You just knew going back to club football wasnât going to be a walk in the park with those two.
The extra time runs out and the game soon goes to penalties and you were literally on the edge of your seat, your body shaking with anticipation.
France took the first kick, Kylian bringing it home.
Argentina was next and you barely cheered as Lionel made the shot. You were too focused.
Franceâs Conan missed and Dybala scored for Argentina. TchouamĂ©ni misses for France and Argentinaâs Paredes scored.
You took a deep breath and exhaled as you eyes Muani take Francesâ fourth penalty. Itâs almost silent as he preps to take the shot and when he does, the ball goes in.
A mix of cheers and groans erupt all around the stadium and your heart pounds even faster. Celia grabs your hand tightly and you glance at her. She glances back before focusing back on the pitch.
You let out a low whistle and watch in anticipation as the Gonzalo Montiel prepares himself for the pitch. Itâs like everyoneâs on pins and Celia grips your hand even tighter, causing you to wince.
Montiel lets out a breath before taking the shot. You held your breath as you watched and it was like everything was moving in slow motion. When the ball hit the net, the blood rushed to you ears as you let out a scream that was immediately drowned out by everyone else in the stadium.
Celia stands to her feet, picking you up with her as she hugs you tight, her face wet with tears. You hug her back and to your own surprise, youâre crying as well.
After minutes in each others arms, Celia pulls away from you and rests her hands on your cheeks, shaking your face with excitement before letting go and turning to her husband.
His other family members around you embrace you tightly and when they release you, youâre watching the man you love on his knees with tears in his eyes, a smile never leaving his face.
Your thoughts circle back to his mothers words to you and you smile to yourself until Celia grabs your hands.
âÂĄVamos a verlo!â she exclaims, dragging out of the row and down to the pitch. (letâs go see him)
You nod and let the older woman lead you down as you take in the energy and reactions of the crowd.
Almost everyone sporting some sort of Argentinean merch are either crying or screaming with joy. The entire way to the pitch was blur and when you felt the grass underneath your shoes, you sighed and took it all in.
âDo you want to see him now or do you want to keep it a surprise?â
You glanced at her with a smile. âYou go first. Go congratulate your son.â
Her face softened and squeezed your hand before running to her son. You watched as she grabbed his arm and he turned around in shock.
The man smiled and wrapped his arms around his mother, making your heart melt. Celia pulls her sons head down as he walks her away from the commotion on the pitch.
You shove your hands in your pocket and watch as he suddenly straightens. He cocks his head and points to the ground, saying something to his mom. She nods and he begins to look around frantically.
âLeo!â you call out.
He immediately recognizes your voice and turns around, seeking for you.
Taking a few steps his way, you pull your hands out of your pocket and cup them around your mouth. âLionel!â
His eyes continued to search until his mother turns him around in your direction.
When he turned and saw you steps away, his eyes widened. Looking at his mother, he looks your way again, earning a nudge from the older woman.
âGo.â she nodded with a warm smile.
He says nothing and smiles, letting go of his mother. He began to walk to you, slowly at first before breaking into a full spirit towards you.
Naturally, many cameras followed him and documented the sight of him quite literally jumping into your arms.
You stumbled back and wrapped your arms tightly around him before he fell to his knees, consequently bringing you down with him.
With the both of you kneeling in the grass, Leo slightly shook in your arms, his emotions taking over him all at once.
âI canât believe it,â he sobbed. âyou actually came.â
You nodded and held him tighter. âYes honey, Iâm here.â
He said nothing and continued to cry in your arms, bringing forth a multitude of cameras. Normally you wouldâve told them to go away but this was too precious of a moment to let a few cameras ruin.
Pulling away from him, you cupped his face and brought him close, your forehead touching his.
âCongratulations. You played fucking amazing.â you whispered with a smile.
Lionel smiled, mumbling a thank you before pressing a soft kiss on your lips. "How'd you get here- the seats, my mom-"
"I had some help."
He shook his head with a laugh. "From who?"
"Your friend. Your hermano." you teased.
Turning to look for his friend, you both were caught by surprise by a camera being shoved in both of your faces along with a microphone and an all too eager reporter.
"Lionel Messi, World Cup winner!" he grinned. "First, let me extend my congratulations."
Leo nodded. "Thank you."
"Of course! And you, Y/n L/n, famous model, queen of the runway. What brings you here and if you don't mind, what is Lionel Messi, the new World Cup winner to you?"
You and Leo shared a look before he stood to his feet and helping you up. Once you both were standing side by side, you rested a hand on his chest.
"This man here is the love of my life. My boyfriend."
Lionel's eyes widened and he glanced at you, his eyes dampening once more.
By now, more cameras were surrounding you and the original reporter looked incredibly pleased. "That's some news! For how long?"
You lightly nudged your boyfriends who answered the question. "A little more than a year, next month makes two years."
"So are we expecting a ring soon?" one reporter asked.
A chorus of mumbles erupted around the two of you, causing you to shyly turn into your boyfriends chest with a laugh. Lionel caught on and chuckled, walking the two of you away from the cluster of reporters.
"So this makes us official?" he joked.
You rolled your eyes and pulled him close for a kiss. "Go get your award."
He glanced over his shoulder to see the platform being set and turned back to you with a grin.
"Again," you spoke up. "congratulations."
"Lo hice por ti." he whispered with a teary smile. (i did it for you)
You mulled over his words and slightly shook your head. "Get up there."
Kissing your check, he gave your hand one last squeeze before jogging over to his teammates.
You stood there watching him with receive hugs from his mates with the biggest smile on your face, paying no mind to the few cameras catching your smile as you watched.
After the ceremony, Leo brought the trophy to you and you shook your head.
"No, Leo, don't." you warned.
He held it out to you. "Just for the pictures carino."
You glanced around. "No, it's a family thing, I can't."
Your boyfriend scoffed and lightly pushed the coveted cup in your hands and smiled. You smiled as well and after a few flashes you gave it back to him but of course, photo ops were never finshed.
He led you around the pitch, stopping for photos and interviews all with his arm around you.
He managed to get the pair of you away from everything and the two of you made your rounds, walking around the pitch..
"Te amo mucho." he said, kissing your cheek. "Mas que cualquier otra cosa en el mundo." (i love you so much. more than anything else in the world)
The sweet words made you grin and you squeezed his hand.
"Te amo." you replied.
He laughed at the way the words came out of your mouth. Even with almost two years of being together, your Spanish was awful.
"Expect a ring in your future soon."
You stopped and your mouth dropped. "Leo."
He stopped beside you and nodded. "Serious."
With a scoff, you continued walking. He walked up beside you and held your hand, fingers intertwining with yours.
"You're funny." you said with a laugh.
He chuckled and said nothing, keeping tight lipped about the ring he already showed his mother just days before.
The two of you continued to walk hand in hand, in silence and peace until it was time to go back to the hotel.
Once inside, he helped you move your stuff to his room which was only doors down, thanks to Ăngel. The two of you showered together and once you were in bed, you quickly fell asleep but he couldn't.
Lionel was over the moon. His life was everything he ever dreamed of. He finally won the one thing in his career that really mattered and all with the love of his life watching. He couldnât even close his eyes as he laid back with a silly smile on his face.
Because you showed up.
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expect a cheesy, sappy, romcom fic soon
Simon Riley
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đ©âĄđȘ CHARACTER - Tobias Eaton (Four) x Fem! Dauntless Born! Reader
đ©âĄđȘ TYPE - smut, fluff
đ©âĄđȘ WORD COUNT - 2K
đ©âĄđȘ SUMMARY - You and Four had been together since he chose Dauntless, especially because you were one of the Dauntless born pulled into training. You both had never put a label on your relationship because it never seemed right, but everyone knew that you both were a couple, except the newest tributes you both were training, no matter how obvious you both made it. It seems you both have to make it a little more obvious.
đ©âĄđȘ STORY WARNINGS - so sorry I was writing this during a final and it might suck Iâm sorry đ || cursing || unprotected sex || creampie || oral || fingering
You were used to wandering eyes, you really were, your partner was literally the hottest man in Dauntless. It didnât really matter about wandering eyes though when they knew you both were together, label or not, but it seemed to be difficult to get through the mind of one of the new initiates.
You werenât born Abnegation like either of them, you were a bitch and you made sure everyone knew it. You were a lovable bitch though, thatâs why you were being fucked every night by the hottest man in all of the factions.
It passed through your mind to just show her, get Four to tell her something is going on in a certain area just to pull him there to fuck you. You passed it through Tori just to make sure, and she said no though, so you decided not to go through with it.
Maybe thatâs why you were watching Four fix Trisâ position because she wouldnât stick with it when Eric did it. It made your skin crawl, staring at the two of them. Maybe it did feel right that he was with someone from his home faction, didnât he like selfless people? You were selfless in your own way, right? He knew that.
âHey, you okay?â Uriah asks you, a smile quickly making its way to your face.
âOh, yeah. Yeah, Iâm okay, thank you. Iâm going to go see how some of the kids are doing, you mind telling Four?â You start collecting your stuff, inhaling deeply as Uriah follows you.
âHeâs coming over here.â
You shoot up as Four stands in front of you, his brow raised. âWhere are you going?â
âIâm going to go do my time at the school,â you say, smiling slightly. âI just⊠havenât seen King in a while.â
Four sighs. âWell⊠I can go with you in a minute, okay? King likes me, right?â
You laugh, slowly lifting your arms to wrap your arms around his neck before pausing. Public displays of affection were never really your thing, but you really wanted to.
Four saw you pause, leaning down to wrap his arms around your waist as you smiled and wrapped yours around his neck. âEveryone likes you, Four,â you teased, giggling. âBut I love you.â
He smiles back, leaning down for a soft kiss as you tugged on his hair. âI love you too.â
You pulled his hands closer to your form, pulling his face into your neck as you looked over his shoulder just enough to wink at Tris before pulling away. âLetâs go see King.â
He nods, letting you lead him out of the training area and to the school. Dauntless didnât teach like Erudite did, but they made sure that the children of the faction learned things needed to survive in the faction. King was a child of two Dauntless soldiers who had died exploring beyond the wall, and as a result, you both took him in sort of like your own.
Seeing you with a child really made Four want to give you a child, especially with how good you were with kids, but it never really seemed to be the right time.
That was until he saw you twirling another boy in your eyes, King cleaning one of Fourâs guns while the older man oiled up one of the other ones. The younger boy was named Chris, someone whose parents got caught up in a mission and you both took him home just for a while.
âShe looks good with a baby, right?â King asks, smiling. âY/N was always good with kids. She was good with me,â he mumbles now, smiling. âIâm doing well in my training. She said that.â
âYou are,â Four said with a smile. âYouâre doing really well. Ranked third, kid, youâre doing good,â he leaned forward and ruffled his hair with a laugh. âWant you to get that first spot, though.â
King grins. âI will.â
Someone knocks making you fix Chris on your hip, quickly walking toward the door as Four stands. âStay there,â he orders to King as you open the door, raising a brow when you see Tris. âWho is it?â
âUhm⊠can I help you?â
She inhaled. âI just⊠Iâm here to see Four.â
âFour, honey!â You yell out, the tall man coming behind you and settling a hand on your hip. âOne of the trainees wants to speak with you.â
Four raised a brow. âEverything alright?â
Oh, the Abnegation was coming out.
âY-Yeah, everythingâs fine-â
âPerfect,â Four smiles, taking Chris from your arms and setting him on the ground. âKing, come here!â
The older boy quickly walks over, standing just like Four. âYeah?â
âWhy donât you take Chris down to eat? Tris will join you both,â Four says making Kingâs nose scrunch. âWhat?â
âDonât forget I sleep here too.â King takes Chrisâ hand, looking back just a bit. âDonât forget I have a bed! Thatâs my bed!â
âBye, King!â You laughed as Four grinned, closing the door as his other hand held your waist.
You couldnât stop smiling, giggling as you stared up at him. âYou did that, didnât you?â
His smile grows, just a bit. âYeah, I did. Uriah kind of⊠hinted it to me.â
You hummed. âGood, because I would've done something worse,â you said, slowly stepping back and pushing your hands into his tight black shirt. âI was this close.â
âOh yeah? What did you have in mind?â He asked, smiling as the back of your knees bumps against the bed. His rough hands slip under your shirt, rubbing against your back as though he could feel the black ink you had gotten tattooed.
âWas gonna make her catch us fucking in the corridor,â you giggled as Four slipped off your shirt, humming as he leaned down. âWho said we always have to fuck on the bed? You like that idea?â
He nodded into your shoulder, lips pressing soft kisses to your skin as you started to lean back, his hands securely catching you before you could fall back fully. Carefully, he sets you down, his mouth pressing hot kisses to your neck down your chest. âI fucking love that idea,â he mumbled, his hand slowly rubbing circles against your thigh. âYou want to go do that now?â
It was a tempting offer, but you shake your head. âNo,â you say, tugging on the hem of his shirt. âYou already got me here. Why move?â
He smiled even wider, leaning down as his hands moved to your hips to slowly tug at the tactile pants you wore. âI was thinking,â he whispers as you pull him down to press kisses to his neck. You could see the black peeking out from his shirt, pulling it off of him easily as he pulled away just to slip it off before pulling off your own. âYou looked good with Chris on your hip.â
You paused, looking up at him. âYou think so?â
He nodded, his hands tugging at your sports bra as your hands dragged down his back. He kneels over your body, pressing kisses down your neck to your chest. âI know so. Youâre a natural with kids, angel, youâre fucking perfect.â
The slight husk in his voice made a shiver run up your back, your stomach twisting and heat flooding into your underwear as he lets his hot mouth suck at your lower stomach. âD-Does that mean something?â
He smiled, looking up at you. âDid I just get a Dauntless-born to stutter?â
You blushed madly, looking away. âDonât let it get to your head, Four.â
He laughs, pressing a kiss to your pelvic bone before he slowly starts to pull your underwear off, his fingers dancing along your thighs as you squirmed, gasping as he pressed a firm kiss to your clit. It makes you squirm, his fingers replacing his lips as he kisses lower and lower.
âF-Fuck,â you whimper as the tip of his fingers slowly prod against your cunt, his mouth sucking and licking around his fingers as your hands push into his hair. âF-Four, youâre being too nice.â
He laughs, pulling away just for a minute as he slowly pushes a thick finger into you, watching as your hips buck into the air and your back arches. âMaybe itâs the Abnegation?â
You shook your head, reaching a hand down to push his fingers deeper into your pussy. It makes you whine, a gasp coming from your lips as he pulls them out just for a second to add another finger. âAbnegation is selfless, my darling, maybe itâs the Amity? J-Just, donât stop.â
He laughs, popping a kiss to your cunt before pushing his fingers deeper into you, watching as you squirmed. Moans fall from your lips as he pressed firm circles against your clit, the sensitive bud making you whine loudly, hips bucking.
His fingers curl inside of you, pushing his tongue into you with his fingers as you tug on his hair and your other hand finds his cheek.
You felt your stomach twisting, hips bucking uncontrollably as you attempted to ride his fingers. You gasped as his fingers curled inside of you, attempting to find that one soft spot inside of you that made your eyes roll back. It didnât take him long to find, especially because heâs memorized your body over the years and he groaned as you clenched around him.
âCome on honey, cum for me. Want to watch you cum.â
Your eyes rolled back, whimpering as he pushed his fingers knuckle deep into you to watch your pussy flutter. Your stomach twists, loud groaning falling from your lips as your stomach twists. Your hips buck, eyes rolling back as he sucked on your cunt, swallowing loudly as he pulled out his fingers.
He pulled away, sitting up as he pulled down his pants just enough to pull out his cock, hissing as you raised your legs to wrap around his waist. He grunts as he slowly pushes into you, eyes rolling back as he leaned down to hold himself up with his elbows, pulling you in for a kiss. âFucking hell, I want to see you with my kids so bad,â he groaned, gasping as you pulled him down for a kiss. âWant to see you pregnant over and over again.â
You whined, his hips moving quickly as the bed pounded into the wall, your nails dragging down his back. His cock rammed into your pussy, strong thrusts making your eyes roll back as he pressed his lips to your neck. âYou want that honey? Want to be fucked, round and full with my kids?â
You nodded, whining loudly. âYes! Yes, I do!â
He grunts loudly, slamming into you just to feel your pussy clench along his entire shaft, a broken moan leaving his lips as you cum again around him. âFuck.â
âFuck, fuck! Four!â You yelled out as he reaches down to rub firm circles into your clit, rutting his hips just a few more times as he came inside you for the first time without protection.
It was an odd feeling, but filling as he groaned loudly, your cunt continued to clench around him to milk him of everything he had. It was warm, and if you could feel sticky-ness inside of you, it would be this. You whimper as he starts to pull out, trying to reach forward to pull him back in before he grabs your legs, pushing them back so your knees were on your shoulders.
âYou donât think weâre done yet, do you? Gotta make sure this sticks.â
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His Little Girl Is Not Yet a Warrior
Jake Sully x Daughter! Reader
Plot: You are Jake and Neytiriâs only daughter. You and Loâak disobey your parents and travel to a dangerous cave where you fall and hurt yourself. Your dad rescues and comforts you while youâre being healed. The two of you have a discussion around your safety.
Warning: blood, injury
You and Loâak laugh as you race each other through the thick forest. Your chest burns and your legs are starting to ache, but you refuse to quit. He might be older, but you are for sure faster and you are gunna prove it. You pick up speed and manage to pass him for a second before he inches in front of you and tags the tree marked as the finish line.
âHa! Point for me baby sister,â Loâak says with pride as he jogs in place and pants from exhaustion.
âYeah yeah whatever, I almost had you at the end there,â you reply with annoyance.
You often hung out with Loâak while Neteyam was out hunting and going on missions with your parents. The two of you had not yet become warriors, meaning you had to miss out on all the important missions. Despite how incredibly annoying Loâak was as a big brother, you had a connection with him because you both felt like you were living in Neteyamâs shadow.
Loâak was the middle child, often ignored unless he was causing trouble⊠which he usually was. And you were the youngest, always sheltered despite being better at hunting than most kids your age. But for the most part you accepted it, knowing you would prove your worth when the time came.
You bend over with your palms resting on your knees to catch your breath after the race. Just then you got the bright idea to prank Loâak. It would be the perfect revenge for when he scared you earlier this morning. You place your hand to your chest and start to breathe heavy, as if you are struggling to get air through your lungs.
âY/N, you okay?â Loâak asks with concern, but you donât respond.
He runs over to you to see what is wrong. He takes your hand and lifts your face to look at you. âDo you need to sit down?â
âGotcha!â You shout in his face and push him backwards. He stumbles and falls to the ground.
âNo fair, youâre playing dirty!â he yells while sitting up.
âLooks to me like youâre the only one playing in the dirt big brother,â you tease him before holding out your hand to help him up.
Loâak takes your hand and proceeds to yank you down onto the ground where he is.
âAnother point for me⊠you never learn,â Loâak throws his head back in laughter.
You playfully slap his arm and you both laugh with each other before taking a break to figure out what to do next.
âWanna head back?â You ask.
âNah, itâs not even close to eclipse. If we go back now, grandmother is going to force us to do those chores we forgot about.â
âOh yeah, youâre right. Hmmm, we could check out that cave we found that one time when we were hunting!â
âI donât know⊠Dad said we werent allowed to go there without him cause the terrain seemed unsafe. He would kill me if I took you there.â
âYou scared or something?â
âIm not scared, Iâve just been on thin ice with Dad lately⊠Iâm trying not to screw up again.â
You give him an annoyed look. You couldnât believe that out of all the times Loâak would want to start a clean streak, it would be now.
He rolls his eyes at you. âOf course you donât get it, mom and dad let you off easy. Me? Not so much.â
You knew that he was right⊠your brothers always got into more trouble because your parents gave them more responsibility. But you werenât giving up that easy. You put on your best pouting face and look up at Loâak.
âYou and Neteyam got to go with dad last time and he made me stay home. You said the cave was so cool, I just want to feel included.â
Loâak looks like he is thinking the decision over. You slip your arms around his waist to hug him and plead. âPlease big brother? Iâll love you forever.â
âYou already love me forever.â
âIâll love you forever times infinity.â
After several moments of silence and contemplation, Loâak agrees.
âFine, Iâll take you. But no playing around while weâre there, okay?â
âNo playing around, got it. Thank you, thank you, thank you!â
Loâak calls to his ikran and hops on. Then he takes your arm and helps you up as well. You sit in the front of him and he holds onto your stomach with one hand to keep you in place while holding the reigns with the other.
You were used to riding as a passenger because you had yet to pass your iknimaya. But the time would come soon, and you couldnt wait to have your own Ikran. Maybe then, youâd be treated a little more seriously. For now, you enjoy the feeling of the wind on your face as you lean into your brotherâs chest and begin the journey to the cave.
You arrive at the cave opening and Loâak helps you down.
âHold my hand the whole time, okay? I know the path, but I dont want you to fall.â
âOkay,â you respond and you take your brotherâs hand.
Loâak begins to lead you deeper into the cave and you look up and around in awe at the colorful crystals surrounding you. âIts so beautiful here.â
âI know right, look at these cool structures over here,â he says while pointing to the left.
âWoah!â You exclaim. Loâak smiles at you, feeling happy that you are enjoying it already.
You reach a leveled platform in the cave and he releases your hand. âYou can walk here on your own, but be careful. Step lightly.â
Excitedly, you leave his side and walk around to observe all the intriguing shapes and patterns on the cave walls. You stop and stare at one structure with spirals and shimmering purple stones. Pandora was your home, but there was always new things to explore⊠even more beautiful than the last. You turn back to glance at Loâak and see that he is admiring the illuminated stones on the ceiling.
After looking around a bit more, you see that there is a small pool of water to the far right of the area. A pond in this cave? So cool. You walk over to it and kneel down to get a closer look. There are tiny fishes swimming around, creating streams of bioluminescence the water. You dip your hand in and let them graze your fingers as they swim. It tickles, which causes you to giggle.
At the sound of your laugh, Loâak turns to see what youâre doing. âY/N! Get away from there, it doesnât look stable!â He yells.
âHuh?â You ask and you swiftly stand and move to turn towards him. But as you shift your weight, your foot slips, causing you to fall further down into the cave. Your body scrapes against the rough walls but you barely feel anything with the adrenaline from the fall.
âY/N!â Loâak screams.
You finally stop sliding and your body hits the cave floor hard. You grunt in pain, putting a hand to your head where it hurts.
Loâak runs over, carefully slides down to where you are laying, and puts a hand behind you to support your head while he examines your body. His eyes travel to your legs. âShit, this cut is bad.â
You look down and see a gash running from below your right knee to the middle of your calf. You barely felt it before, but once you see the blood, the pain begins immediately. You wince and feel the tears rising up.
Without question, Loâak turns on his comms and calls for your father.
âDad!â
âLoâak?â
âY/Nâs hurt⊠itâs a huge cut on her leg.â
âWhere are you?â
âWeâre at the old cave. I know we shouldnât be here, Dad. Iâm sorry.â
âYou should have something to wrap her cut in the pouch on your ikran saddle. Donât move her, go get it and bring it back to her. Iâm coming right now. Copy?â
âCopy.â
âLet me talk to her.â
Loâak connects the comms to your ear. âIâll be right back,â he says before leaving to start climbing the cave walls.
âDad?â You call to your father.
âHey babygirl, Iâm coming to get you. How you doing?â
âMy leg is cut, thereâs so much blood. And my head really hurts.â
âLoâak is getting something to wrap your leg and stop the bleeding. Take deep breaths, okay? Iâll be there soon.â
âOkay.â
Loâak comes back quickly, trying to be extra careful around the slippery, unstable edges. He jumps down to where you are, kneels in front of you, and lifts your leg onto his thigh. He wraps it carefully and tightly with some cloth. You hiss in pain as the fabric touches the wound and stings. The blood quickly stains the cloth, but it was the best he could do for now.
You turn to your brother apologetically, tears now streaming down your face. âIâm really sorry. I shouldnât have forced you to bring me here.â
âItâs okay baby sister, donât worry about it,â he assures you as he wipes your tears and rubs your back.
âDad is gunna be so mad that we came here. Iâm so stupid.â
âHe could never be mad at you. Iâll take the blame,â he says as he moves to sit behind you, pulling you into his lap and being extra careful around the more smaller cuts and scrapes on your body.
You and Loâak always bicker and tease each other, but you know he would do anything for you. This was a clear example of that. He is selfless when it comes to others, and you feel guilty that he is willing to do this for you.
âThanks Loâak. You can have all the points, okay?â
He laughed in response. âDonât mention it.â
âIt hurts,â you cry.
He places a hand gently on your head to soothe you. âI know, Dad is gunna be here soon and then they can fix you up.â
You close your eyes and wait for your father to arrive. After about 10 minutes, you hear the screech of his ikran and the flapping of itâs wings above.
âLoâak! Y/N!â He shouts.
âWeâre down here, dad!â Loâak replies.
You hear your father run across the cave floor and carefully slide down to meet you. Loâak moves aside so your father could get to you.
âDaddy!â you cry. Feeling the tears well up again at the sight of him.
Jake puts a hand on your cheek, âIâm here, babygirl.â He moves to your leg immediately and carefully removes the blood stained wrapping to examine the wound. Blood continues to pool out.
âFuck,â he blurted out in shock at the sight of the gash, forgetting to censor himself around his children. âThatâs gunna need stitches, baby.â He tosses the bloody bandage to the side and begins to wrap it with a new one.
You groan at this statement, anticipating more pain when you get home.
âWe gotta get you up this ledge,â he says as he helps you up. He drapes your arm over his shoulder and grabs your side. You hiss from the contact of your scrapes with his body.
âI know it hurts, weâll be home soonâ he says to you before turning to your brother.
âLoâak, go up first so you can help her.â
âHop on one leg baby, I got youâ he says to you.
They manage to hoist you up over the cave ledge and your father starts to carry you over to his ikran.
He turns to Loâak in the process, âwhat the hell were you thinking? I told you never to come here without me or your mom, and you took Y/N with you?! What if something worse had happened?â
Loâak looked ashamed, but prepared to be scolded as he was so used to it. âI know, Iâm sorry Dad.â
âYou clearly donât know, cause you did it anyway. Iâm gunna deal with you when we get home,â he says sternly.
âItâs not his fault, Dad. I begged him to bring me here, he didnât want to.â
Loâak raises his head to look over at you in surprise. His expression turned worrisome, wondering what his dad would say.
Jake looks down at you in his arms in frustration. âAlright, weâll discuss this later.â
You squeeze your eyes shut and bury your face in your dadâs chest, wanting to cry once more. Your wounds are painful⊠but surprisingly not as painful as getting your brother into more trouble with your dad.
He presses his comms and calls to your mom. âNeytiri, do you read me?â
âMa Jake, did you reach them?â
âI got em, she cut her leg badly but sheâs alright.â
Your mom sighs in relief. âThank you, great mother.â
âWeâre on our way back now, meet us there when you can,â he tells her.
He secures you on his ikran as best as he can and you all take off towards home.
Your grandmother immediately gets to work once you arrive back at the village.
âLay still my child,â she says to you.
âGrandmother, how much is this going to hurt?â
âOnly a little stinging. Once this is over, I will give you something to numb the area. You will not feel the stitches after that.â
You nod to her to continue the treatment.
âSqueeze my hand when it hurts, sweetheartâ Jake tells you as he moves to sit beside you. You nod and interlock your fingers with his, preparing for the worst.
âTake a deep breath,â Jake tells you as he breathes deeply, instructing you to follow. He rests his available hand on your heart, mindful of the way it is racing. You feel calmer already, grateful for his presence. âItâll be okay, Iâm right here.â
As your grandmother disinfects the wound, you feel the painful stinging and you grip your fatherâs hand tight while squeezing your eyes shut. He rubs your back to soothe you.
Moâat reaches for a small bowl and passes it to Jake. âMa Itan, rub this generously on her smaller wounds,â she instructs her son-in-law.
Jake obeys and releases your grip to begin placing the medicine gently on each of your cuts and scrapes.
âDoes that hurt, baby?â He asks with concern.
You shake your head and he gives you a light smile.
Your grandmother was right, you barely felt the needle from the stitches. Your dad talked to you the whole time to distract you from it. Once it was done, he picked you up and carried you to bed.
âItâs been a long day, weâll talk in the morningâ he tells you as he leans down to kiss you on the forehead.
âIâm not tired,â you lie. You were exhausted, but you needed to speak to him now.
âHm, I wouldâve thought all that crying you did earlier would tire you outâ he teased playfully.
âStay with me, dad? Just for a little while and then Iâll sleep.â
âIâll stay with you for as long as you want me to, my love.â
He pulls you into his lap and hugs you tight. You let your body relax into his hold. âIâm sorry, I really am. I didnât mean to make you and mom worry.â
âI know,â he assures you as he holds your head to his chest and tucks your stray hairs behind your ear.
âDonât punish Loâak, he was just trying to do something nice for me.â
âI know.â
You looked up at him in surprise. âYou know?â
He laughs lightly. âYou cant fool me little one, I know your brothers take the fall for you sometimes. You give em those eyes, and they canât say no to you.â
âWhat eyes?â
âThe ones youâre giving me right now,â he says before placing another kiss on the tip of your nose.
Your fatherâs affection makes you feel so much better. You smile and lower your eyes, your face feeling warm from embarrassment.
He let out a deep sigh. âWhat should I expect though. You are my daughter, trouble calls and you answer I suppose.â
Your smile starts to fade. âItâs not like I wanted to get into trouble.â
âThen why? Why did you convince your brother to take you to do something that I specifically said not to. I told all of you that it wasnât safe.â
âBecause you took Neteyam and Loâak there last time. I had to stay home, itâs not fair dad.â
âThey are older than you.â
âIâm only 2 years younger than Loâak, but you treat me like im a baby.â
âYouâre MY baby.â
âIm serious, Dad. Even now, youâre not listening to me.â You sit up and cross your arms, wanting to create some distance between you two. You continue. âAdmit it, itâs not cause Iâm young. Itâs cause Iâm a girl, you dont think I can handle it.â
It hurt Jake to hear you say this. Had he let his little girl think she was not good enough?
âThatâs not true, Y/N.â
âYes it is! But Iâm a good hunter too, even if you donât think so! And in a year, Iâll pass that test and have my ikran, and then you cant keep me trapped here.â
Tears begin to roll down your cheeks and you quickly wipe them away, not wanting to show more weakness in front of him.
Jakeâs expression softened at the sight of you. He hated that he made you so upset. And he hated that you felt trapped. Had he been going overboard?
âCome here,â he says as he opens his arms for you.
You shake your head in defiance, not wanting to give into him.
âPlease, baby? Iâm sorry, just come here.â
You began to uncross your arms but your father closes the gap before you have the chance to. He pulls you into a hug and rubs your back. It feels nice to be back in his arms. No matter how mad you were with him, you always felt so much comfort in his embrace.
âY/n, I know youâre capable. I know youâre a great hunter⊠and youâre right, maybe I did shelter you a little too much.â
Your expression turns hopeful, surprised that he agreed with you.
He continued. âBut⊠that doesnât give you the right to disobey me and put yourself and your siblings in danger. Can you understand that I need to protect you?â
âYeah,â you reply while lowering your head, not wanting to face him.
He lifts your chin so that he could see your eyes. âIâm sorry that I made you think you werenât good enough to be out there with me and your brothers. And Iâm sorry that I donât consider taking you more often.â
You look up at him as he says this and tears start to form in your eyes again. You blink and they fall down your face.
âYou are enough, and you can do anything you put your mind to. Donât let anyone make you think differently, not even me.â
You smile at him brightly, appreciative of his apology and wise words. âThanks, Dad.â
Jake cups your face in his hands and wipes away the wet streaks with his thumbs. âThereâs that smile, so beautiful. Whereâd you get that from?â
âMom, I thinkâ you say while grinning.
He smiles at you. âDefinitely from mom.â He sighs deeply and you both sit for a little while in the silence. âYouâre still so little, even though I know youâre getting older. Itâs scary sometimes, I just donât wanna lose you babygirl⊠but I know Iâve got to let you go at some point.â
You wrap your arms around his waist and squeeze him tight. âIâm not going anywhere right now, daddy.â
Jake chuckles and squeezes you back while running his hand over your hair. âI love you so much.â
âI love you too.â
âOkay, promise me something?â he asks while he holding out his pinky.
You sit up and stare at him intently, waiting to hear the rest.
âPromise me that you wont do something dangerous like this again⊠and as long as itâs safe⊠Iâll promise to take you with me on the next mission.â
âReally?â
âMhm. You need to know what itâs like out there.â
You gasp excitedly and hook your pinky onto his. âI promise.â You connect your thumbs together to seal the deal and he brings your hand up to his lips.
ââŠafter your leg heals up of course.â
âOh⊠right,â you reply as you slump over in disappointment.
Jake throws his head back and erupts in laughter.
âNot funny!â You yell.
âOkay okay, Iâm sorry. Itâll heal in no time, sweetheart.â He pats the spot next to him. âCome on, letâs go to sleep.â