monpolou
undergrad , academia , application, society and science. gen z.
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A bittersweet confusing thought : My friends and I are growing now , I wonder if we will remain friends or just fall apart. But right now as I have an exam tomorrow, I am feeling a big anxiety thingy but also happy.
one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it
I have 5 1/3 days left for my master's entrance 1 and 11 1/3 days for master's entrance 2. I remember things from my first exam in Feb but I am unable to just gather my will to sit and study.
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Imma say fuck you to each and every person tomorrow!
I want to be romantically passionately loved away
― Albert Camus, Notebooks: 1935-1951
Loser. I'll remember it.
Less screen time challenge starts tomorrow for sure !
I want my boyfriend to feel my love. I want him to know that. But right now I am extremely angry with him.
Study set up for today
I have never agreed more
Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette
300122, S.T.
Productivity Day 1/90
11 Jan 2024
Mood: Anxious 😰
Slept in today. Started the python course on replit.
Day 1. Friday , 18 August
There are so many nuances to my relationship that I cannot explain people at this moment. I wish I could. I have been in a relationship with my current boyfriend for over 2 years now.
In a day that is so hot and sunny---a day in summer.... Children get to go out and play, Dogs get to go on short walks, and I get to stay at home and study physics. 🫤🙃
sometimes u just gotta stand in the shower
and leave this dimension
I want to start with a challenge. Productivity ? Or anything else. Idk. But it starts from tomorrow..
3.Jan.24
Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?
That was a mistake .
Daphne du Maurier, from The Parasites
One small cut and you start thinking of the millions of hurts you were caused before.
Stuck between becoming Mysterious and Creative Whore on my social media.
on june
emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: “all these my banners be” (via @soracities) \ annette wynne why was june made? \ pablo neruda one hundred sonnets \ virginia woolf the waves \ l.m. montgomery anne of the island (via @metamorphesque) \ sylvia plath the unabridged journals of sylvia plath, 1950-1962 \ mahmoud darwish a river dies of thirst \ emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: “ourselves were wed one summer–dear–” (via @soracities) \ philip larking cut grass \ morgan parker magical negro: “the black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truth”
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I am happy and lazy most days. Less sad days but when day come , they are here to stay longer. Recently I have been wondering if my sad days are meant to last