Moonlightstained

Sorry for being alive it won’t happen again

getting better is too hard why cant i just indulge in self destruction forever its so much easier im too tired and i just dont care anymore everything is so daunting

I'm surviving on nothing but coffee, cigarettes, selfharm and music rn

being in your twenties is like I should've k*lled myself but now it's too late

funny how i'm starving to lose weight just so i can fucking kms already

i want to throw up so bad but i have emetophobia, so that's not gonna work

Perhaps suicide isn't the answer but I'm not looking for an answer, I'm just looking for a way out

the urge to become the worst version of myself and self destruct, just to see how much i can take