being able to casually give someone head just cuz ur bored is my dream
ignore your responsibilites and fantasize about older women
big fan of when stuff is the color green
when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.
need to take a femme out to a bar with our friends and just nod along to conversation like 'mhm' 'yeah' bc im lowkey staring at her tits the whole time AND shes aware + very into it. then we go home and i make her cum a lot. that would fix me i think