I think I'm really REALLY unwell.... why did I decide to binge watch Arcane s2? I HAVE NO IDEA
Neil's face card never declines I fear🤧
kevin being the true epitome of "ball is life" even when faced with attractive people
Somehow I always end up with drawing them staring at each other (Aaron is the person sitting between them, suffering as always - bro needs to get paid for going through this daily)
why do I seem to need to? || tsc chapter 6
look at me Jean-Yves
So I made a playlist out of all the songs (that I could find) Nora shared that reminded her of the AFTG or TSC characters. I'll be adding to it as she shares more. If anyone wants to see the specific characters the songs are about, I can share my notes.
random iwtv memes because 👍
anora (2024) thoughts
aaaahhh, sean baker let me kiss you on the mouth. this film had so much personality and humanity. it's both very loud and very quiet. you not only come to root for the protagonist, anora, but you feel so fucking bad for her by the end. and it's a really complicated cocktail of emotions. because she's framed as both triumphant, yet utterly defeated, and the movie doesn't let you sit comfortably with either position. it paints this young girl with such bold colors, yet also shows you the tragedy of having a bright spark, fighting hard to keep it alive, and being crushed by the world around you anyway
and still the film leaves you with a hopeful note that sometimes, someone does notice you. someone, a really unexpected person, will appreciate you. which is why igor/anora!!!! is so good. i love that he's such a soft oddball, but with a hint of menace. and the fact that he's the side character/goon you don't expect to have depths or connect with the plucky protagonist but he doooes, and they work so well. i love that in the end, in a sort of twisted bittersweet way, anora does get her fairytale. there are references to cinderella, and anora dreams of having her honeymoon at disney. but her "prince" turns out to be the guy with the henchman name, and that's so beautiful to me lol. (he even literally gives her a ring at the end!! they were insane for that)
and they really hit those lil romance notes, because he is always quietly looking out for her, quietly brooding in the background, being sad/upset on her behalf, impressed by the way she fights, amused but also disconcerted and worried!! gah. when he tells the family they should apologize to her. ROMANCE.
also this movie is really funny, like verging on farce a couple of times, and it shifts tone all the time, but always sticks the landing, so that the last scene still feels both sweet and devastating even after all the laughs. go watch it!!!
some of my favorite things about Anora in no particular order (SPOILERS BELOW):
the goons, wow what all timer movie goons. concussed guy for goon of the year
when anora beats the shit out of those goons for a fifteen minute stretch and they get increasingly more afraid of her. comedy gold, just pitch perfect comedy treading the line between should-i-be-worried-for-her and the disarming buffoonery of the goons
ivan's mom stomping on the last step of the private jet stairs. her incredible houndstooth suit. every second of her on screen.
all of them throwing the pens at the annulment woman
ivan's dad dying laughing during the annulment as anora throws all of the moms shit on the ground
every parking in new york joke from the ticket in front of the courthouse to getting towed down on brighton beach
how the entire time, nobody pulls out a weapon, not once. and yet, the threat of violence and danger still lingers in the periphery because of the deftly constructed tension of the roving camera and contextually what we don't know about this family and the broader scope of ivan's world and the looming threat of the parents. how far can she push the goons until they get violent, and yet they never really do, but baker never lets you exhale that breath.
when they walked into tatianas..... like sean does his RESEARCH
also the t.A.T.u needle drop like i screamed
also the fight over driving or walking for five minutes in the cold. the new york specificity in this movie is pinpoint accurate, down to the mundane
the ending, her having a breakdown release of everything that had happened to her and how humiliated she was, but also how she thought she had gotten out and made a fairytale of her life. how using her body was the only power she has ever had, and how that was what she defaulted to with Igor in that last scene, but it was when he wanted to kiss her that the facade of power broke down and so did she. how she had to face her own humanity, and in that moment ask herself if she wanted to kiss him, because he was giving her perhaps her first real choice in a long time, and that opened a pathway to maybe questioning whether she truly wanted any of what had happened to her. maybe in that moment she realized that her body is not as powerful as she perhaps convinced herself it was. she was far more powerless than all her bravado and will probably always be powerless in the socioeconomic systems of the world that are built up around her. how disposable she was made to feel maybe for the first time, and how she thought she had built up that bravado and detached arrogance around herself so that she would never feel that way, but the feeling still seeped through nonetheless. all of that delivered wordlessly, in silence, buried under the falling white snow that will throw a white, pristine blanket over everything as if nothing significant had happened at all.
but also like igor, i too would fall in love with her almost instantly and tbh i did. rip to Ivan, anora i am hopelessly in love with you, and i would die for you.
See now...I know this is Armand...but in my brain I went "Ceaseless Watcher-!"
Throws another drawing of Armand looking at you like this and runs away
Mualani
EN VA: Cassandra Lee Morris
JP VA: TOYAMA Nao
Kachina
EN VA: Kristen McGuire
JP VA: KUBO Yurika
Kinich
EN VA: John Patneaude
JP VA: SUGIYAMA Noriaki
"Almighty Dragonlord (Self-Proclaimed)" K'uhul Ajaw
EN VA: Abby Espiritu
JP VA: TAKEUCHI Junko
Citlali
EN VA: Skyler Davenport
JP VA: TANO Asami
Xilonen
EN VA: Beth Curry
JP VA: FAIROUZ Ai
Iansan
EN VA: Katrina Salisbury
JP VA: OHASHI Ayaka
Chasca
EN VA: Lauren Amante
JP VA: KAIDA Yuhko
Mavuika
EN VA: Katiana Sarkissian
JP VA: KOMATSU Mikako
Ororon
EN VA: Nathan Nokes
JP VA: KONDO Takashi
Interviewer: So Andrew, I heard that you learned how to play exy while in juvie. What made you decide to take up the sport? Especially at that time in your life.
Andrew, taking a careful sip of water: There are only so many things to do in juvie, [interviewer nods] and I already learned how to make a shiv and suck dick.
The interviewer, Andrew’s agent, his professional team PR department and GM and coach, the producers, the camera crew, that one random assistant, Kevin’s spirit, Wymack’s Minyard Senses:
Andreil how it started: Andrew drugging Neil to find out if he’s a threat to Kevin
Andreil how it ended: Andrew strangling Kevin to find out what happened to Neil
Sometimes I think about how hard Andrew was working on himself, even at the beginning of the series. Unlike a lot of the Foxes - those who shunned him and labelled him as a monster - he was trying to better himself, trying to learn how to deal wih his issues.
Yes. His therapy was court mandated. But he chose to engage with it. He chose to share his issues. Not only was he attending therapy, but he was actively working through his issues, combating his trauma and bettering himself.
He realised that he needed help and was actively seeking it. He was facing his demons, even before he met Neil. I don't think andreil would have happened without it.
Honestly if I was playing against foxes I would just withdraw and let them win cuz no way in hell I’m playing against three people charged w murder AND one of them being son of mass murderer like no thank you, I’m good👍🏻
Kevin Day and Jean Moreau
one day jean moreau is gonna wake up and be so glad he lived and i can't wait
jerejean’s brains short circuiting every time they look at each other 🫠 they find each other sooo attractive how embarrassing for them
barkbark sleep paralysis demon
twitter highlights - the sequel
"who wore it better?"
twitter doesn’t disappoint
Don’t mind me just crying over Jean Moreau.
I can’t wait to see him continue healing in book 2. 😭
Lucifer: *enters the hotel*
Alastor: I cast vicious mockery 😈
An animation my sis and I made for fun
Music is Perception Check by Tom Cardy.
The Most powerful Angels' quartet 🫣 I ended up loving them ngl ngl
I graduated high school in 99.
There was a student at our school named Wayne.
Wayne was gay. It was obvious. He was unable to stay in the closet even if he wanted to. To make matters worse, he was also Black. From a bullying standpoint, that was not a great combo. Both Black and white students made fun of him relentlessly. He was ostracized from the only community that may have given him protection. Only us theater kids stuck up for him, but not to significant effect.
Wayne was bullied so much that at one point he finally snapped and attacked his bullies with a lunch tray. I was actually seated in perfect line of sight and just sat there chewing my soggy fries in stunned silence. It didn't even seem real as I was witnessing it. The image of him wailing on his main bully as the food on his tray flew off is permanently logged into my long term memory.
The bully he attacked had blood all over his face and went straight to the nurse. Other than superficial cuts, he was not injured.
Before the attack, Wayne went to teachers for help. He went to guidance counselors for help. He went to the principals for help.
He did all of the things you were supposed to do. No one helped him. They wagged a finger at the bullies and warned them to stop.
Wayne's lunch tray melee was the only thing that worked. His bullies stayed far away from him. But a week later Wayne was expelled and the bullies were given no punishment.
So... no.
No one in my school talked about being trans.
Because the only way to survive being openly queer was to bash people with a lunch tray.
Just another day for Clorinde
Archons and their companions 💗