Tiny Lil Update I'm Probably Gonna Post Later Tonight Or Something

YO!

it's low key been a Lil while. But i want you all to know I somewhat have therapy!! 😃 can we get a "yippee" or a "yay" for me?? LOL Anyway I don't actually have a therapist (tho I need one) but i decided to (well not me I was somewhat forced) write about my day from know on! It's alright I guess but I'm a bit TO honest in there... yeah send help... anyway I'm not even supposed to he in my phone rn! I'm supposed to be asleep 👁👄👁 (I have school at 6:00) it's currently 10:24 am? Epic the musical X dandy world will ve out soon I'm just a but lazy and tired and oh god how my body's begging me to sleep rn!! Ugh I'm tired so bye for now (I'm probably gonna stay up a Lil more tho.. just to torture me 😗💅✨️)

Love you all! Bye ❤️❤️

OMG!! THE ITHICA SAGA!!!!!

okay so first off WTAF!?!??!?! LIKE THIS SHIT GIT ME CRYING!! Also RAHHHHHH!!! PENELOPE SINGS!!! LIKE YAS GIRL!! GET YO MAN!! OMG I WAS ...okay I gotta stop typing in all caps sorry.... singing alone because some absolute angel put the lyrics in the comments!! Like Ty!! Also like wtf!?!? They were gonna r@pe Penelope!?! Like god damn and God lord help me but he was so slay when he was all like "you dint think I know my palace? I built it!" Thaks to @lemonboywriter for reminding me again your a real savoir!!

WHY!!!!!!!

Omg I was literally set!! I had a bandaid a bottle o' pop and a Medkit!!! I was doing so well!!!

MY FIRST TIME AEEING VEE!!!!

Im going crazy! I'm so happy!!! <3 🎀🎀

There was also this floating Cosmo saying they were a cosmic god. Slay I guess ✨️✨️💅💅

See those four Rodgers right there? We called ourselfs

THE RODGER ARMY!!✨️✨️

I FINALLY HAVE MY BABY!!!

Jokes on me I'm still not gonna sleep >:3

Achievement: New fear unlocked!!

Help... okay so I was showering right?! And I was singing along and planing what u was gonna do tonight (because I'm staying up till like "get ready for school" time) And all of a sudden BOOM!! A giant spider is outside if the door of the shower (the Door is see-through but blurry. Not outside the door to the whole room) I screamed so loud 😭 and then there was another tiny-ish spider that decided to crawl down and Starr winging in front of me and I Screamed again!!! Omg I was so scared. Eventually my brother was all like "lemme kill it" but by this point I'd gotten out of the shower w/my towel on (duh!) And he tried to find em but couldn't since one was on the roof and the other was probably dead due to the fact I threw cloths at it. He got out and i went back to shower but I finished so quickly because a third one started moveing. I COULD NOT HANDLE BEING AROUND SPIDERS. so yeah... bye now 😀😀

TW!! Vent

y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.

Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]

wow I'm so tired

At least the sides look better

Welcome to the first and maybe only episode of.. WILL IT RIP!?

*cries* yeah... it did....

ITS OKAY! I KINDA SAVED IT!

Okay I'm done fir now ..I still need her little antenna thingys but I don't have anything for them!! 😭😭😭

(Remember I literally did this out if no where)

Bye for now!!!

more progress

Imma need more paint...

Chat.... im so tired... i haven't slept in like four days. Send help

OMG TY I love ur art <3

HI! Boxton could you tell Glisten that he's still very much slay 💅💅✨️✨️ please and thank you! <3

"O-oh! Thank you! Even if... I don't know what you're trying to tell me that I'm 'still very much slay'? But that sounds like a compliment!"