My-ugly-organs - Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!

you will be missed it hurts so much I'm struggling so much in this depressive episode to do anything Beloved hobbies and artistic projects that are dying slowly Once they kept me alive and helped me through previous depressive episodes And this one got so bad i don't have energy or motivation to do them now Not even to vent or give cathartic release to my feelings And my doctors still dont give a shit They dont even bother to change my meds even after being in the psych ward Rest in peace artistic side of me