Nephilimlm - Loverboy

I want to live there

When they stretch and groan as their joints pop, i mean i can't be the only one thinking this. Especially when their shirt rides up a little and when they pull it down its a wrinkly mess that pairs along with their messy, somehow ridiculous hot, hair. Just waking up next to them as well with that sleepy smile plastered across their stupidly cute face.

after so long of thinking i would never be loved by someone other than a f*tishist, theres no better feeling than when you say "you know i'm trans right?" and he says "yeah i know, i dont care"

autumn yearning time why do i not have a bf that will watch horror movies cuddled up wearing each other's hoodie and walking through piles of crunchy leaves and me dragging him down to the empty beach even though it's freezing so i can go and collect rocks and just have fun together

Modern Male Witch Project: Masterpost

A personal project that has become very important to me: male witches in their private dens, with their belongings surrounding them that show what kind of person they are and what kind of magic they practice. I try to make every single peace emit peace and comfort, but with a magical twist!

Separate pieces

Bedroom witch | Bathroom witch | Kitchen witch | Home Office witch | Attic witch

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TRANS MAC TRUTHERS YESSSS

woke up thinking about trans mac…

luther let him transition as a child because he wanted a son instead of a daughter anyway, so it benefits him as well as mac, but it’s all under the circumstances that it’s very hush hush and nobody finds out so that “shame” isn’t brought to their family

mac is incredibly performatively hyper-masculine because he feels the need to compensate for being born in a girl’s body

he pretends not to be gay because in his and luther’s mind, being trans is “bad enough” as it is. he was also taught to associate being gay with femininity

gets hormones/surgery with the money he makes dealing weed at high school and whilst working at the ice rink

literally has a therapist tell him he has body dysmorphia, but specifically in the sense that he worries about being too small or frail… i.e, too feminine, not masculine enough. sounds like gender dysphoria to me, pal

“button in a fur coat” = metoidioplasty or clit growth

charlie knows because he’s known charlie for the longest and as a younger kid there’s only so much he could keep secret from his best friend, but charlie forgets that mac was born female by frying his brains with glue and other inhalants

going really hard on the homophobia to compensate for being trans

we only see mac get with one other person in the whole show that lasts more than a hasty hook up… carmen. he sought her out, protested just enough to make him look like he’s weirded out by her being trans, but actually, is the whole reason he sought her out in the first place. if he can’t allow himself to be gay, then then second best option after that is to be with another trans person, somebody who will at the very least understand

the internalised transphobia ends up becoming externalised, ending their relationship. he focuses on the fact that she’s pre-op and doesn’t care to hide it that much, because he’s deep down, envious that she doesn’t hide being trans whilst he’s spent his whole life living in shame and fear that people would find out

when he does come out as gay, it takes a while to breach the topic with luther. before he comes out to him, he spends ages getting absolutely shredded, aka masculine, the most physically masculine he can possibly get himself. only then can he stand in front of his father and say that he’s gay — because he needs to make up for the associated femininity with being gay when it’s in front of him. either way, luther stands up and leaves, so mac stops holding onto the masculine front and allows himself to curl up into a woman’s lap and cry for (i think) the only time on screen

claiming to be a top so valiantly because he associates getting fucked and bottoming with “being the woman”, even if he isn’t a top deep down. he stops pretending to be a top after coming out to and losing luther (the pressure to rid himself of femininity)

also i swear to god. i swear to god he has visible scars in global warming.

mickey milkovich has done so much for the transmasc community

like honestly when he says liking what he likes doesnt make him a bitch in response to a jab about him bottoming, being a short king but everyone still takes him seriously, showing how to be queer you dont have to be soft or flamboyant, how queer people can look and act like anybody, i could go on and on

imagine an Agni Kai but instead of firebending both opponents each have only a can of hairspray and a lighter

not to sound kinda gay or anything but i really want a guy to lie in bed with, our limbs intertwined as i nuzzle my head in that space between the neck and the collarbone, resting my hand on his chest as he gently intertwines his fingers in my hair, his hand on top of mine and we feel each others warmth while rain taps on the windows of our room