What.

oh my god i just remembered my dad said he would give me 15-20 dollars if i cleaned up my room. oh my god. i might actually get a boxcutter and just get it with something else so i dont look suspicious. oh my fucking god.

TW: SELF HARM

jesus fuck. its gotten so bad im currently cutting my fucking lips. MY LIPS.

ITS HERE!!!!!!!!!

IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS FUCKIN HAPPY IN MY WHOLE FUCKIN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tw: mention of blood, s/h (kinda), religious stuff

so erm shit went down at my house. i had the most intense mental breakdown and violent outburst ive ever had. screaming, sobbing, bleeding, banging of doors, fighting (punching, pushing, slapping, shoving, kicking), praying, being held down (was actually being held down while my parents were praying, felt like i was being crucified or some shit, scared the absolute hell out of me), brother noticed the screaming, was a little scared and concerned about me, but then everything calmed down. my dad offered to take me on a car ride to calm me down, actually helped. actually thought of edward nashton and my friends and lover comforting me, helped me a lot. but now there are slight tints of blood covering the doors from banging my hand so hard on the door 👍 life is so good

the fact that so many peoples first response to seeing all these palestinian children orphaned is not ‘wow we should really do something to ensure these children live in a world where they don’t have to fear waking up to a bomb being dropped on their parents heads’ and instead is ‘oh em gee how can i adopt these children whose culture i have 0 knowledge of whatsoever and bring them to my homeland thousands of miles away, thereby thrusting them into another deeply traumatizing situation’ is actually kind of wild to me.

please be so serious …. they don’t want you adopting their children. you guys do realize that arabs have a deep sense of family and community right… even with 0 family members left there are still so many people who will step in and make sure those children are looked after. those kids don’t need rescuing from their homeland, they need their homeland to be safe so they can have yknow, a chance at life. they don’t need new families, they need for their families to not be murdered in the dead of the night. why don’t we work on that instead and drop the savior mindset please????? to do nothing towards the cause of palestinian freedom but offer to adopt their children is nuts.

ps. it would benefit a lot of people to do basic research and realize that the process of adoption into a lot of western countries serves to completely erase the identity of the child and also is not in line with the principles / general process of adoption in islam (which is the religion of a fair majority of these kids). ‘offering’ to take them from all they know is disrespectful enough without the consideration that in doing so you would completely be overstepping multiple rules and processes of their religion and culture.

none of us want any more kids to die but ‘save the children’ doesn’t mean the solution is to let anna from florida have them. it means the solution is to make sure they have a future where apartment buildings don’t fall over their heads while they sleep.

goodbye!!

hello, this is thrasher speaking. we are currently going to create a new tumblr account, as we have totally thrown this one out into the trash. so um, goodbye!!

motherfuckers be like "I'm pro mental health" until

• age regression and related

• coping through kink

• coping through fiction

• poor hygiene

• disordered eating

• self destructive behaviour

• "evil"/"scary" disorders (cluster b, schizo-spec, dissociative, paraphilia, etc)

• and other that I can't currently remember

Hey, please reblog and add the name of a palestinian artist, musician, novelist, poet, etc. If u want to include a pic that awesome, but not necessary if u don't have it at hand. U know a cool book on a palestinian contemporary art? Give the name! U know the name of a palestinian craft or a tradition that is share between Palestine and neighbours? Put it here.

This will not only help me to educate myself better, but also to tell others and keep palestinians in the tags not only with news and terrible traumatic pics and testimonies, but also with the culture that the colonialist pretend to erase and appropriate. Palestine can't be in our minds only the resistance and the horrors, and the dying. They are people, cultures, life, the daily things too.

she was a fairy…. <3

hey everyone!

please dont tag this post as anything; t*mblr hides posts like this to the best of their ability

my boyfriend asher is having extreme issues at home and is trying to gather the funds to leave. he cant get income from commissions like he usually does because of internet access being cut off, but i’ll do a digital sketch for anyone who donates as long as they contact me and provide proof of donation.

sharing and/or donating is very much appreciated 🫶 hes really important to me and deserves to be somewhere safe. you can read more on the gofundme page itself.

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My name is Asher. My cat’s name is Lavender. My current living situation is … Asher Avalos needs your support for HELP A TRANS MAN AND HIS