noelleybelly
Just a they/them bisexual who likes to talk about themself a lot :)
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Love
My boyfriend is so pretty!!! He treats me so great and I really love him :) I think this is the healthiest and most loving relationship I’ve ever been in. He makes me SO happy, and I hopefully make him happy too lol. We’re going to prom together soon and I’m actually committing to trying out long-distance with him (which has been a strict relationship ender for me in the past) because I love him so much and we both want to make it work for as long as it will be healthy for us!
Bought a whole bunch of plants to add to my collection
Reflecting
(TW // sexual coercion)
With all of the awful stuff happening on Twitter I recently read an article about sexual coercion on Planned Parenthood’s website, and a lot of the warning signs sounded very similar to something I experienced in a past relationship. There were constant repeated attempts to “convince” me to let them do something to me no matter how many times I said no. There was a lot of “Up-Negotiating” like waiting a year until or just sitting near their face with my legs open. I always felt incredibly guilty and uncomfortable for saying no to them so often and eventually one day I gave in because I had been broken down so much, I thought “I’ve said no so many times, I’m a bad partner, they want it so I can just get through it for them”, and then they proceeded to react with disgust when I finally gave them what they were badgering me for throughout our whole time dating. I’ve never let someone try to go down on me since then and it’s been so hard for me to accept that I was coerced by repeated badgering and pressure. I don’t harbor any deep-seated resentment since it took me so long to realize that this is what happened to me, I had a lot of time to process it and work through it in therapy. I wish this person a life filled with therapy and love.
in a relationship, you should be able to say, "this is the healthiest love I've ever experienced." if you can't say this, keep looking. - renuka i. chemistry is great, compatibility is great, love is great, but what we're looking for now is a relationship that nourishes your soul. one that makes you want to be the best version of you - for this person, and for yourself. do not settle. follow for more inspirational quotes @renukawrites
It's not hard to respect people's pronouns.
It doesn't hurt you at all to respect people's pronouns.
It's not hard to respect people's pronouns.
It doesn't hurt you at all to respect people's pronouns.
It's not hard to respect people's pronouns.
It doesn't hurt you at all to respect people's pronouns.
Homecoming Soon!!!
I’ve got a killer outfit for Homecoming and I can’t wait to get to dance with my girlfriend for the first time :)
I’m really excited to go to a dance with them and get to see them more, I really like her a lot!
I’m also throwing a Halloween party this year and dressing up as (slutty) Ghostface and I invited her, I really can’t wait for all of these firsts with my girlfriend! :)
Outside Lands 2023!!!
I got to see Megan Thee Stallion!!!! :))
I’ve Had The New Piercings For A Bit Now
I recently got 3 piercings, my bellybutton, vertical labret, and rook, and I really love how they turned out. The ear still hurts but it hurts less than it did a few days ago, my lip piercing is doing great and I love playing with it I also think it looks really hot, and my bellybutton has healed so well I think I might change the jewelry soon!
One of my favorite wallows songs, really encapsulates the feeling of wanting someone and not being able to do anything about it.
Piercing Craze
I just got my bellybutton pierced and I already booked an appointment to get 2 more piercings 😭😭😭😭
I’m officially obsessed
There’s a Difference
I am not a “you’re doing so good” praise enjoyer.
I am a “you’re so gorgeous” praise enjoyer.
wallows was right i am a scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle
HOW
I just watched the 2021 movie CODA and omfg HOW IS THE FANDOM NOT BIGGER?!??!? I absolutely loved this movie, I cried a couple of times and could rewatch it infinitely. CODA is really a work of art and I wish there was a bigger fandom so I could gush about it with other people!
Marlee Matlin’s SAG Award acceptance speech for Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture for CODA (2021) directed by Siân Heder
TROY KOTSUR wins the Oscar for Best Actor in a Supporting Role for his role in CODA and is the first deaf man to win an acting Oscar.
I Got my Results!!!
So today I got to leave school a bit early (I had to come back after lunch tho) to hear the results of my evaluation! I met some of the criteria for ADHD and Autism but not nearly enough to get a diagnosis, it’s something I should keep an eye on but not extremely possible from what they’ve seen so far from me. I got a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder AND Social Anxiety Disorder, which wasn’t very surprising but I wasn’t expecting 2 diagnosis. I’m now eligible for medication and a 504 plan for my debilitating Social Anxiety, I’m really excited for next year to be able to have accommodations that will hopefully help me do even better and feel more comfortable in school than I already do!
I have therapy after my Driver’s Ed today so I’ll be excited to tell my therapist that I finally got a diagnosis and we can work out how to best move forward from there.
SH Scars
(Trigger warning for mentioning of self harm scars)
I have a bit of a history with self-harming and self-harming behaviors and fidgets. When I’m stressed out I tend to unconsciously cause myself pain and one thing that I stopped doing years ago was chewing the skin on the insides of my cheeks. I have these long scars running up to the corners of my mouth on each side on the inside of my mouth from the skin being chewed off, and recently I don’t know what triggered this relapse but I’ve been causing more damage to the scarred areas and making the lines longer than they used to be.
I don’t know how to stop since I started again and I’m really worried that I’m going to cause more lasting damage. I luckily haven’t made myself bleed but I have been making the scars longer, I’m going to look into ways to try and help myself stop.
✨Appreciation✨
Just a shoutout to my friend (I’ll call him Gamer, I’m sure he’ll know who he is) for reading like every post and providing the best commentary! He got a real good laugh from something I said in one of my very first posts, I’m glad I’ve managed to entertain him lmao.
Prom Plans!!!
So prom is happening in a few weeks and I’m really excited! I asked my ex partner (I’ll call them Avery) a few weeks ago if they wanted to come to prom with me and they were really excited and said yes!!! :) Avery lives out of state and goes to college so this is the first time I’ll be meeting them in person for the first time ever (I’ve had FaceTimes with them and have seen their drivers license don’t worry lol), I’m really happy to get to finally meet them in person and share this night with them. Since we have a guest room in my house Avery will be staying overnight too!!! :)))
Exhausted and Evaluated
So guess who got excused from school today (it was me :))!
I had a neurodivergence evaluation earlier today, it went over the appointment time and I didn't get to do a whole section so I hope that doesn't impact my results.
I get my results in about 2 weeks and I'm really nervous and excited to find out what I have!
I'm really tired cause it was HOURS of testing and I haven't eaten a real meal today :(
I'll update in a couple weeks about my results!! :)
New to Tumblr
My first official post! I've never used tumblr before, I'm happy to be joining the platform!