SCORN (2022)

This is incredible!

“I write because you exist.”

— Michael Faudet

pond froggy

I don’t really have anywhere else I can confess this and I feel bad because I’m going to therapy but I’m still so goddamn sad. But what I wanna say is that I fucking hate who I am, I feel like my friends could easily move on if I died. And it’s got a lot to do with the fact that they don’t ever message them first. SB is being so off with me and it’s fucking hurtful because we were like closer than family and I don’t know what I did wrong. If I didn’t message my friends first they likely wouldn’t message me of their own volition, the only one I think who really puts in the same effort as me is Hakuna, she’s literally the only one who puts in effort to message me first and care. I know that my friends are adults and that they do care for me and they’re busy with their lives, but I can’t remember the last time someone (one of my friends) messaged me first or asked if I was okay or told me they loved me or that things would be okay. I’m such a pathetic mess and I hate who I’ve become. I used to have such a spark in myself, I was happy and bubbly both inside and out. Now I’m just bubbly outside and a fucking broken, ugly, disgusting mess on the inside. I’m not posting this to gain sympathy or attention or whatever the fuck, I’m posting this so that if I’m alive in a year I can look back and laugh at how low my life was and be thankful that it got better. Please please get better I can’t live like this anymore I’m fucking tired.

Some resin keyrings I have made :3

my first ghibli redraw!

Sante D’Orazio - Naomi Campbell & Stephanie Seymour (Vogue UK 1990)

Crying is healthy and so is dreaming, but crying because of a dream isn't healthy....

Brannon Zamile tehini

#awesome

It’s kind of scary how easy it is to tell people you’re okay and have them 100% believe you. It always makes me wonder, am I just that good at convincing people that I’m doing okay or do people just not care? Am I being pathetic in hoping someone will notice I’m screaming my head off while smiling at them? But how is telling them I’m not okay going to solve anything? It’s probably just a phase. It’ll go away. No need to bother anyone. Yeah, I didn’t bother anyone last year about it so I won’t do that now.

this is the offical ‘i care’ symbol this is how it works: basically you reblog this and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at there message. if you care about your followers please reblog