My Recipe For Drawing Hands!

Four. Four days straight.

tw: mentions of blood/kinda gross blood stuff.

IF I GET ONE MORE NOSEBLEED I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DROWN MYSELF.

I’VE BEEN GETTING NOSEBLEEDS A COUPLE TIMES A WEEK FOR LIKE A MONTH.

I’ve gotten them DOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT.

TODAYS WAS SO BAD IT STARTED *POURING INTO MY THROAT*. I HAD TO SPIT IT OUT SO I WOULDNT SWALLOW IT. I HATE EVERYTHING

tw: mentions of blood/kinda gross blood stuff.

IF I GET ONE MORE NOSEBLEED I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DROWN MYSELF.

I’VE BEEN GETTING NOSEBLEEDS A COUPLE TIMES A WEEK FOR LIKE A MONTH.

I’ve gotten them DOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT.

TODAYS WAS SO BAD IT STARTED *POURING INTO MY THROAT*. I HAD TO SPIT IT OUT SO I WOULDNT SWALLOW IT. I HATE EVERYTHING

honestly I think this would heal me

My favorite time of the day is when my wife opens the back door, checks my tag to make sure she can still get updates on my exact location, and then my partner always says "Be Free". For the next 2 hours I explore all my spots and go as far as I want/can and once my free roam time is up they pick me up in the car and whistle to find me.

Get you people in your life that will fully embrace you for everything you are.

first artfight attack of 2024!

can yall tell i xan’t make backgroind 💔

“light fury redesign!!!!!!”

and then it’s grey night fury number three billion and one

i’m going to go rawdog four assignments, all due today. two essays, one test correction, and one assignment project thing that’s from Valentine’s Day.

i’m not surviving this

let me cook🔥🔥

My mom just had to have her gallbladder spontaneously removed???? help???

Okay, consider this. As a chronic nail biter, I can't stand my nails having any noticeable length. So despite loving the idea of having claws, I always figured that in reality it would never work. But then I really thought about why I hate having nails, and constantly bite them down, and it's starting to make more sense.

Our nail's grow from the nail matrix located closer towards the joint of our last knuckle, the nail growing along the top of said knuckle. If my nails are long and sturdy, then the action of scratching or digging into something with them will apply a force upward from underneath, essentially giving the sensation of prying my nails off while putting pressure on the top of my finger away from the tip. And it feels so wrong. Plus nails get so dirty, I have to worry about dirt getting under them and trapped between the skin and nail. And to clean them? Yep, more of that sensation of prying the nail away. Human nails were meant to provide minimal scratching and combing functionality while keeping out of the way so our broad finger pads can grip things easily.

Claws though? The claw grows from the quick, located closer to the tip of the last knuckle on the underside of it, claw fully encasing the quick like a shell. Scratching and digging will successfully distribute the force along the knuckle a lot more broadly without it being pried away. Due to the shape, the claw beds also get a lot less filthy, and cleaning them won't feel like they are getting torn off.

By biting my nails as short as possible, I'm getting rid of any possible leverage of pressure prying my nail upward from beneath. Plus the way animals like cats usually clean and groom their claws is by nibbling away any dirt, so by biting my nails, it's like I'm also grooming all the dirt away without scraping under my nails to do so.

So yeah, after thinking about it, I totally could have claws without my issue of biting them. Sure it'd take some time to break the habit, but the underlying cause that has made it impossible to break in the past will be gone

going to get psychiatrically evaluated today!!!! let’s see if there’s a reason why I act the way I do or if it’s normal and it’s just a random placebo effect!! or it’s also normal and everyone is the way I am they’re just more used to it and I’m for some reason not!!!!