People forget the true definition of xenogender, which is a gender that cannot be described or experienced or fully explained by humans. And while this often leads to hoards, as people try to capture their understanding of their own gender. But for me, it’s been slimming down instead of gaining, turning to one point.
My gender encompasses the gender experience of animals, most specifically, the animals I am as a nonhuman. Parts of my gender are obvious, I wear brown feathers like the mallard, I avoid the mane when I can. But underneath there is this iceberg. The xeno part of my gender that I can only describe as the gender an animal experiences. A gender I in a human body will never fully quantify.
Lets for example, take the bird. Humans like to make it simple, applying their gender norms to them, female takes the eggs, male fucks off. And yet male emus are the most devoted fathers, female cuckoos abandon their clutches for other hens. Okay then, maybe males are big and flashy, and females are brown. And yet, a large majority of bird species are not sexually dimorphic. Femininity and masculinity encompass and share so many aspects that they don’t exist. And the “social construct” aspect of gender is exposed, and the rules break. Human gender means nothing to an animal.
The lioness who hunts for the pack grows a mane, the mallard who cares for the chicks grows in their iridescent colours.
And that, in some way, is me. Femininity, nullness, neutrality, transness, binary. All of it, in all its wonder, and all of it that i cannot handle to think of, is mine. I’m a female animal and that basically just means nothing and I love it. It fulfills everything neutrois and nonbinary is meant to be. I feel so gendered, it’s just in a way that humans don’t understand.
I’m brown like the mallard. It makes me female and yet it just doesn’t. and I have nipples on my belly like a lion and a lioness. None of it means anything and all of it is everything. It makes me want to chirp loudly with joy.
MY FAV AND MOST GORGEOUS LIGHT FURY REDESIGN LITERALLY PERFECT!!!!!
LF redesign and Tooth
going to get psychiatrically evaluated today!!!! let’s see if there’s a reason why I act the way I do or if it’s normal and it’s just a random placebo effect!! or it’s also normal and everyone is the way I am they’re just more used to it and I’m for some reason not!!!!
MEEEEE EXCEPT IM HER SPECIFICALLY
i am not original
tw: mentions of blood/kinda gross blood stuff.
IF I GET ONE MORE NOSEBLEED I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DROWN MYSELF.
I’VE BEEN GETTING NOSEBLEEDS A COUPLE TIMES A WEEK FOR LIKE A MONTH.
I’ve gotten them DOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT.
TODAYS WAS SO BAD IT STARTED *POURING INTO MY THROAT*. I HAD TO SPIT IT OUT SO I WOULDNT SWALLOW IT. I HATE EVERYTHING
I’m a MORON who is posting this 32 MINUTES LATE but happy birthday me 4/20.
Call me a glazer if u want but the light fury isn’t that bad of a design imo
Like yeah I understand that her concept design worked far better for what she is- a night fury variant but if they just called her something different she’d be far more well received
You cannot look me in my eyes and tell me that a sleek white dragon that hunts in the clouds and fog- the literal personification of you never saw it coming- isn’t a sick ass idea for a dragon??? And the glitter just adds to the idea of her being clouds and mist in a dragons body
But in execution,,,,,,;it was something alright,,,,
Honestly they shoulda named the light fury a Mistdancer and rlly played into that idea of her having to be sleek n perfect because she hunts in a high visibility environment
my first mine-imator animation.. :3
When I was like eight I put into my diary, word for word, “I am a semimer. I am part cat, wolf, and bunny.” (if any of yall get the semimer thing I will marry you.) I was also fully convinced I was turning into the light fury.
I am even worse.
- signed, a lightfury and mermaid otherkin, felid and canid claedo and cheetah therian. i am so, so much worse.
therian, furry, inkling, berkian, skyborn, and lesbian!!I love the light fury she’s so me<3 minor!! also minecraft story mode is here too?? for some reason??
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