“I-I don’t think I can do this.”
“Oh come on! There’s only–what, a hundred–well, maybe five hundred– people out there! You’ll be fine!”
“When we first met, you and I, you asked me a question,” he said. “Yes, I did,” she replied with a slight smirk appearing on her face. “We were at a party. I was throwing up in the bathroom and you stumbled in, drunk and quite crazy looking. You asked me what the point of it all was. You said everything hurt. That everything always got messed up, and it was usually your fault. You were crying, hard, and you looked at me and asked me what the point was. And I didn’t know what to say, because I didn’t know. I still don’t know.” She let out a small laugh and bumped his leg with her knee. She took a deep breath and spoke. “You see, when we first met, I was heartbroken. I just got dumped, my mom hated me, I thought I had no one. I didn’t see the point of living, of doing anything anymore,” she told him quietly. “Well what about now?” he questioned. “Well now,” she spoke again, louder this time, “now I’m happy. I have you, my best friend. My mom doesn’t hate me. I haven’t fucked anything up in a while. But it won’t stay like this forever. Because I’m going to mess up again and you’ll hate me and I’ll hate you and then we’ll love each other. Maybe we’ll end up together in the long run or maybe I’ll end up wishing you would drop off of the planet. What I’m trying to say is, nothing is permanent. You won’t be happy forever but you also won’t be sad forever. Things are always changing, and you can’t stop them from doing so. The point is, that there is no point. So live however the hell you want to. We’re all destined to the same inevitable ending.”
- An excerpt from a book I’ll never write #8 (via thisvastlove)
When u can see someone u really like losing interest in u, thats when it hurts
Anonymous Asked: “Hey! Do you happen to have any prompts for two old friends who bicker a lot and are just discovering they have feelings for each other? You know, typical rivals to lovers trope… Plus an awkward confession, if it isn’t too much? Thank you in advance! I love your blog a lot!”
Anonymous Asked: “Prompts for enemies that have just started dating?”
Before
1. “You two know that you guys sound like an old married couple, right?”
“That’s ridiculous. I’m neither old nor married.”
“What about me?”
“Well, you aren’t married, anyway.”
2. “You always have to be better than me, don’t you?”
“I was trying to compliment you.”
3. “Sorry, did you just say I looked… Nice?”
“What? I do actually have eyes, in spite of your best efforts.”
“For the last time, that was an accident.”
4. “I hate you.”
“Oh, you know you don’t mean that. You’d be lost without me.”
5. “I… Thank you?”
“Did that physically pain you to say?”
Dating
6. “Hey, jerk.”
“…”
“I mean… Babe?”
7. “I don’t know how to do this. I still feel like insulting you every time I see you. But I also want you to be happy.”
8. “Admit it. That was the best kiss of your life.”
“You always have to be the best, don’t you?”
9. “So, my parents don’t believe we’re dating each other.”
“Really?”
“They completely think it’s a prank.”
10. “It’s weird, being together. I love you, but I also want to fight you.”
“Pillow fight?”
“I think we’re more mature than that.”
“Loser makes dinner.”
“You are going DOWN.”
11. “You remember when I won that science fair?”
“You remember when you stole my idea to do it?”
“I made it better.”
12. “You remember when they used to hate each other?”
“Yeah… Now we hate everyone else. Together.”
BONUS- Confession Time (I have a long post of confession options, but I’ll throw in a few here.)
13. “Why are you being so nice to me? You hate me!”
“I don’t hate you! I… The opposite of hate you.”
14. “If you must know, I think you’re pretty… You know?”
“No, I don’t know!”
“Pretty good. To be… Around, and stuff.”
15. “You’re amazing, you know that?”
“You’re drunk. You don’t mean that.”
“I do. I love you. Plus you have a good face.”
16. “I love you and all, but if you don’t stop making that noise, I’m going to throw something at you!”
“You love me?”
“…Shoot.”
~I hope these help! Thanks for the ask!~
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You could’ve chosen the girl with green eyes and long hair, who loves going out on dates and likes to cook for you, who always takes long baths and listens to music while doing her homework, who loves coffee and peppermint tea, who smiles at strangers and is crazy about sunsets, you could’ve chosen the girl who laughs like a princess and loves her parents, who reads poems and does yoga, who doesn’t eat meat and smells of vanilla, who is obsessed by sudoku and animes, who would play the piano for you and would adore your big brown eyes, you could’ve chosen the girl who teaches you how to treat a woman, who doesn’t get angry at you and isn’t jealous at all, who is passionate about photography and music, who laughs at your silly jokes and knows how to get what she wants, you could’ve chosen the girl who likes roses and “The walking dead”, who knows her worth and likes to play videogames, who would love to dance, especially for you and would love to watch with you movies about super heroes, but you chose me and I’m still wondering why.
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