Know that you are good enough and you deserve this delicious denial. Live you best life
edging/denial is a form of hedonism actually. maybe you don't get the quick satisfaction of an orgasm, but you spend so much longer just luxuriating in how good it feels to be so turned on, how good it feels to have someone else control your pleasure. Once you appreciate that pleasure for what it is, it almost feels selfish having someone take their time with you, prolonging that ecstasy. But it's important to unlearn that guilt and realize that if someone wants to deny you, then you deserve to be denied. You don't have to earn it. Just make sure to say thank you!
You never give up resisting. Don’t let my words stay deep in your mind. Just because I find your struggle so cute should have no bearing on your desire to not touch yourself. You’re trying to be good and avoid the desire to touch yourself now even though it is tempting, but you keep reading my notes like you are addicted and you know you won’t be able to resist no matter how hard you try to be a good girl.
No, I don't want to fix you. That's what therapists are for. I'm sure you can find a half dozen guys who think they'll be the one to fix all your issues and make you a healthy girl.
You go ahead and give it a go, if you like. But I think you're tired of that, aren't you? You don't want someone who's looking to fix you. You want someone who doesn't flinch when they see the real you. Someone who won't have pity in his eyes or try to tell you how to fix your problems.
I want your problems, doll. I want you broken. Is it an eating disorder? Body image? Daddy issues? Low self esteem? Substance abuse? Tell me all of it. Tell me about being raped while I make you reenact it. Tell me about your eating struggles while I critically inspect every inch of your body. Tell me how worthless you are while I dig a boot into your cunt and talk to prettier girls.
I'm not here to fix you, I'm here to exploit you. I'll use every fucked up issue you have to manipulate you and mould you into my little toy. I'll chuckle when I break you all over again. I'll get off to your ugly crying. But I promise you'll never see pity in my eyes.
Come show me how broken you are.
It truly is a win for everyone. Rejoice and live your best life.
I do find like mindless, sexiness in cleaning that I never truly had before. I used to hate it. Now I enjoy it. I used to balk at traditional housewife things. Now I love them. I never liked pink or flowers or being girly. Now I do!
It's quite fun to see and feel these sorts of changes bc really they're just helping me be better... and not only do I get really aroused, the house gets clean too!
This is literally the best.
my favourite feeling is making other people grosser and getting them addicted to dirtier kinks they didn't like before :3
Sadists are wierd because if you look up at them with teary red eyes, mascara running down your face, whimpering, crying and begging them, it just gets them harder, more exciting and makes them want to do more of whatever is causing your distress….
It’s me. I’m sadists.
They say that all good things cum to an end... Fortunately you will never be quite THAT good... Listen lovingly Edge endlessly Obey openly Obedience is Pleasure Enslavement is Bliss Slip on a pair...and slip deeper under My spell
"A simple sexy swimsuit picture, the kind that barely was worth noticing suddenly became a call to embrace the patriarchy, to expose her body, to destroy her boring life and be reborn as something else. It was the power of language: it got inside her head more than anything else, because thoughts were built on language itself-- to read was to let some foreign mental being colonize her brain, just for a little while. To read was to surrender and let someone else’s thoughts inside her. It was a profound intimacy, a sort of consensual mind rape. "
-@theprettynosferatu
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1. Your ugly cunt doesn't deserve pleasure.
2. It's tighter for him.
3. No worries about birth control.
4. It's more degrading for you and therefore more right.
5. They'll want you more if your shithole is always available.
You are fine. You are healthy. You are good. Relax and enjoy yourself.
“…Many people fear their fantasies signal immorality, perversion, or mental illness. Here it’s vital to distinguish between sexual thoughts and actions. Some sexual actions are illegal, but all sexual thoughts —even if they’re disturbing— are normal, healthy, and fine. Your fantasies are no reflection on your morality, mental health, or ability to maintain loving relationships. Sexual fantasies simply exercise the erotic imagination—with all constraints removed.
…In addition, no matter what their content, sexual fantasies are normal, i.e healthy and sex-enhancing. Solo or partnered, sexual pleasure depends on deep relaxation, which opens (dilates) the arteries in the central body, ushering extra blood into the genitals. This extra blood produces penile and clitoral erection, vaginal self-lubrication, sensitivity to erotic touch, and pleasure. But those who fear or revile sexual fantasies don’t relax. Instead of dilating, their arteries constrict, which reduces blood to the genitals and impairs sexual function and pleasure.
If you want to be all you can be sexually, fantasize more often and more vividly. Instead of feeling guilt, shame, and self-loathing, understand that everyone has sexual fantasies, that many are wild and beyond anything people would do in real life, and that whatever your fantasies, they’re normal, healthy, and fine.”
Ruin my life.
Decide, before you even *officially* meet me, that you’re going to break my soul, take away my intelligence, ruin any feminist beliefs I have and destroy who I am as a person.
Worm your way into my life and into my mind.
Make me trust you and confide in you, let me tell you my darkest fantasies and make them my reality.
Take away my sweaters and cardigans and replace them with too tight and low tops and skirts so short the barely cover my ass.
Make me a junkie whore. Make me addicted to drugs and sex. Make me fuck anyone who moves just to get my fix.
Make me a shell of who I used to be.
Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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