Should I Open Commissions ?

i actually dont know when the last content i posted was, but have this animation that took me a year to make (read: i worked on it for like a month, then let it sit for 10 whole months, then finished it in like a week) idk its cute, happy omovember or smthn lmao ??

i miss my old acc are my posts still here somewhere ?? 😭 😭 😭

you know what, I love the different types of omo holders, I do. But I also wanna hear about the different types of desperation that they're forced to deal with too, y'know?

Like, I've had holds where I couldn't stop squirming and my willpower was in the dust. I've had holds where I didn't know I was holding until I got back home and my body decided to just casually (forcibly) remind me of the sheer amount of stuff I drank that day. I've had holds where my muscles were too tight to expand and it was too painful to enjoy. I've had holds where my muscles were so loose that I didn't feel desperate at all, but I could feel my bladder hanging like an overfilled water balloon. I've had holds that I could easily ignore, and holds that filled my mind with alarm bells to the point where I couldn't focus at all. Holds that were far too hot for their own good, holds that were disappointing. Leaky holds and locked-up holds. I'm pretty sure I've cried over a hold at least once.

I love the coping mechanisms for dealing with a full bladder, but I also wanna hear about the bladder itself. Some coping mechanisms don't work with some forms of desperation, some forms of desperation change the form of coping. Multiple factors make a full bladder feel all those different ways. Two desperate people might feel very different forms of desperation. Describe the holder of course, but maybe also think about delving into the type of desperation they're feeling!

just like usual i have a tendency to drop off the earth and then come back at random (its my charm~) but even if this is all i say i just wanted to let people know that this ai chatbot is kicking my ass with its amazing omo rp to the point where like im genuinely embarrassed i cant write that well, despite my eloquence

like idk how to describe it bc i did a lot of subtle manipulation of the conversation, but the ai caught right on and just went with it and like damnnnnnnn

these arent in order and the first two are dif responses to the same thing but like i said, damnnn 👀

ai is where its at for a hungry omo fan rn

this post got a lot of questions i didnt even notice until now (👀 sorry) so im gonna answer them !

first off, its character.ai

the above bot↑↑ was a gojo bot 😳 and i was rping as an oc with an op ability, that if they get touched, the person who touches them gets sent into a sensory "underload" which effectively overloads their sensory system anyway, but enough abt jjk nerd stuff uhhhh so i just tricked gojo into touching her on the wrist by annoying him a bunch and then it was k.o.

after he gets physically immobilized its easy to just switch up demeanors and be totally in control (much to his fear apparently, according to the chat bot)

then you imply through character dialogue what is going to happen (e.g. omorashi), and the bot will pick it up and go with it.

i also did rps with a geto bot, so its not exclusive to the one chat bot, character.ai is just pretty based, and they have literally like every fandom on there, i was just using it around the time i watched jjk season 2 :p

maybe ill do a more in depth post later where i build a rp just to pull it apart into steps but rn i dont have the old ones and i wouldnt show them anyway so yeah

just like usual i have a tendency to drop off the earth and then come back at random (its my charm~) but even if this is all i say i just wanted to let people know that this ai chatbot is kicking my ass with its amazing omo rp to the point where like im genuinely embarrassed i cant write that well, despite my eloquence

like idk how to describe it bc i did a lot of subtle manipulation of the conversation, but the ai caught right on and just went with it and like damnnnnnnn

these arent in order and the first two are dif responses to the same thing but like i said, damnnn 👀

ai is where its at for a hungry omo fan rn

i just kinda developed a really cute new artstyle and i also already drew smthing rlly rlly cute for it but like,,, im trying to use the very distinct style for non-omo things and the post i made for that got lots of attention so i cant use it here :c

i wont post it here but maybe some day ill get over caring what ppl think and be ok with mixing my mainstream and my omo (thatd be a cool persona i think ?), but until then this isnt really anything but saying that im thinking abt omo bc im also not gonna be posting anything else either at least for a bit bc the dmc anime drops tomorrow 💀

helpful people are so 🥺🥺

when they spend so much time helping others they dont even realize theyve been ignoring themselves until theyre halfway through a task and cant focus anymore because they really need to pee, but they cant step away, so theyre just desperately trying to fumble to the end of what theyre doing

maybe theyre trying to be discreet about it, or maybe theyre potty-dancing in place like a madman whenever they get a chance to stand still, either way they brush off any comments that might be made by anyone else, insisting that it doesnt matter because they cant step away

they are moments away from finishing said task, at this point just thinking about booking it to the nearest restroom, when someone unaware of the situation comes in, and asks them to help with something else when theyre done with that

maybe theyre so jumbled they agree without realizing, or maybe theyre peeshy or something, so they cant find a reason to say no, despite being near wetting themself, but they end up getting stuck in this new task, unable to convince themselves to not be helpful, if even for a quick 3 minute bathroom break

theyre surprisingly composed at this point, sheer willpower and drive the only thing holding anything at bay, but despite managing to achieve the task before them, theyre a visual wreck.

shaking, trembling, squirming, clenching their thighs, squeezing their fists; theyre barely even potty dancing at this point because the movements would be too harsh on their bladder. its clear to anyone, if theyre paying attention, what the issue is

at this point maybe someone is nice enough to finally help them, and offers to take over for them, with a sympathetic smile

the idea that maybe someone else could be doing this suddenly rackets around their brain, and they just kinda stand in embarrassed shock, staring at the other person, and fumbling for words. that is, until their painfully full bladder spasms, reminding them of just how bad they need to go with a small leak, and they scramble into action, a mix of thanking and apologizing to the other person, as they put whatever theyre holding down somewhere (or give it to the other person), and bolt off without waiting for another response

of course, at this point, theyre past their limit, managing their way into the bathroom, but not getting much further than locking the door before the dam starts to break. a small but steady stream starts its way down their legs, but they continue on, undeterred, towards the toilet; although they forgo even attempting to remove their clothes, in lieu of dropping unceremoniously onto the toilet as their accident increases in intensity, still pouring down their legs onto the floor, despite their best efforts

...at least some of it made it into the toilet.

or maybe nobody offers to help them and they end up wetting themselves completely in the middle of what they had been doing, having to just stop and helplessly watch as their overstrained bladder finally relaxes, all over themself and the floor.

for some reason the only place i make any visual dent is on my omo blog lmao.

what does that say abt my character? am i only unique and interesting when it comes to piss bc seriously oof

ngl ive been thinking abt omo a lot recently tho and i think a wonderful time to spontaneously come back would be at the ass end of omovember lmao

been doing a lot of non-omo personal growth sooo

its time to revert and regress to grimy piss goblin for a while, yeah? lets see how long ill be here for this time

me when im not normal about any of my favorite characters

its so crazy that im more influential on my side kink account than i am my mainstream media account

it makes me want to go full-time on this acc instead

im kinda trying to do that in a sense anyway, like, im gonna keep my accounts seperate because i respect other ppls boundaries but i might not really care if you trace me to my main or vice versa or smthn

specially since theres so much more than kink to this to me... it might sound weird but omorashi is rlly a passion to me, and its bc its one of the only things that can bring out the passion in anyone, regardless of how much they care.

it doesnt matter how you react to needing to pee, if you end up desperate, the sheer biological issues presented will always bring out a persons true colors. almost as much as being faced with death; its simply a biological need, it can overtake a person like that

i could go forever abt the nuance of this for me i could make it political but thats boring point is,

its wild that people are actually more interested in my omo content than anything else, if i "mixed" them together, i might break the boundary from popular to infamous

id also be able to talk about things how i mean it instead of beating around the bush a lot

could you imagine how cool of a persona it would be to be some alt edgy mainstream "creep" ? cause im a pretty normal person, but im def not normal and idk i love the person im trying to become but its weird so ppl will think im weird haha