No Typing Quirk For This, Recovering From A Panic Attack And Flashback, That Was.. Awful. I Can’t Wait

Who are you slurring at 💀?

BICTHES. AND . CROS NUS. AND. THE SQUEN

SHELLBICTJ

AAHAHABAVARSTAA43629(1@)/AHHA GAVFA

Oh dear, that’s quite unfortunate. Do you need comfort?

had a nightmare ab kankri shell oh l

FOWLO ME @imhrosny

Are you okay?

FUCK YALU.

8M. MITUDA M BUCTJ. HAH4

What do you do to feel euphoric in your blood color? Do you have any tips? I feel weird and clockable wearing my symbol in my desired color, and have been mocked before for "that Homestuck shit", so if you have anything a little less overt I'd really appreciate it.

Also, what was your exploration like? I was and am afraid to be hemophobic, both internally and to trolls of other castes. How did you discover you were pink blooded?

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Hm! I supposed smaller things like jewelry or maybe clothes or even a blog theme in your desired color could help? As our clothes typically correspond with the color of our blood. As does our internet presence (unless hiding it). makeup, can help. Also! Try and look into the specific caste type and any differences they had from the other castes. Try to mimic those things! Maybe make a blog?

It was.. scary, to say the least. I had always prided myself on being otherblooded, it felt like i was throwing it all alway. I understand the fear of being hemophobic, but the best way to overcome that is to be open to correction and learning. That’s the best anybody can do. It was quite a easy thing actually, I remember once, letting a friend dress me up head to toe in fancy clothes, it was mostly pink because she didn’t have.. red. But, I liked it. I’ve decided since then that I felt pink blooded, and I wasn’t going to give that up.

“You don’t need a cane! Smartass.” We have been seizing. We were alone in our room with nobody to help us and couldn’t walk, we had to use the cane because we kept collapsing. She’s done this before. When we seized at school, we had to be wheelchaired out, she screamed at us for 30 minutes, saying we were faking, doing it for attention, all that stuff. She eventually told us that we were a burden, and that she meant it. She constantly reaffirms it.

Our brother tells us to stop being “too much” , We had not said anything offensive. All we asked is why she was mad at us, because we just got out of our room.

This is all in the span of the 3 minutes i left my room after being in it for about 2 hours.

No typing quirk for this, Recovering from a panic attack and flashback, that was.. awful. I can’t wait to move out.

⌣⌣ ✦ TRANSLEGEND ！

aka transurbanlegend | Transid identity in which one feels as if themselves/their life/experiences should be an urban legend. they could also identify as an urban legend.

already been coined? consider this a recoin or alt flag!

if you know the original coiner please let me know who it is so I can give proper credits!

I know you're otherblooded but would you or have you ever considered yourself transblooded? Maybe due to internalized hemophobia or even just exploration? Or even genuinely, an identification with another caste? Not to suggest you shouldn't be proud of your blood color of course, but moreso because I myself am questioning it and don't really have any resources or trolls in the same boat as me to look towards.

Even if you yourself don't have any experience, do you know of anyone that would, or anywhere I should look? You're kind of The Justice Guy so I sort of figured you may know something, but I guess that may be a little presumptuous on my part and also may imply some things so hopefully this doesn't come off as anything more than a bid for advice and guidance. Apologies and thank you in advance

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I actually am glad you reached out, none of this was taken in a negative light, thank you. I actually do consider myself transblooded, though, not through internalized hemophobia or anything like that. I consider myself something of a “Pink” blooded troll, though it doesn’t exist on the scale. It makes me euphoric when I imagine myself as my desired bloodtype.

I am always open to any questions you may or may not have. Nothing is a stupid question, please ask away.

This.. from my old blog.

Tr9lls are amazing and all, especially transTr9lls, 6ut if y9u are g9ing t9 j9in us, y9u sh9uld educate y9urself 9n 9ur hist9ry and culture, al9ng with p9litics and just av9id using slurs. Als9, enf9rcing caste system prejudice is a quick way t9 get 6l9cked. It is a h9rri6le thing that leaves many 9f 9ur kind suffering everyday.