I Am Not An Emotionless Monster It's So Hard For Me To Push A Knife In Your Heart But I Know, I Am The

lyrics from the song Bernadette by IAMX

i also posted it on instagram here :)

rereading early orv is like. wow kdj is so detached from the rest of his companions. he still believes ysa's close to him because she's nice to everyone and he counts as everyone. he still talks about the end of the scenarios as if he expects a peaceful, happy ending to this story because he hasn't planned it out yet. he still judges yjh as if he were only a character he would utilize to get to that end. and every time i feel uncomfortable reading kdj be so heartless i remember that he hates himself exactly because of this in the later scenarios

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when orv makes enjoying it —> an integral part of the reader’s character

hc that hsy writes a lot of comfort scenes about food and sleep and mundanity in twsa because she wants kdj to be healthy btw

cue that one scene where kdj mentions that everytime yjh craves and eats dumplings in twsa he gets some for himself from the convenience store as well

some of my old fanarts that i liked from orvww and stuffs

i've lost ysa finished work and only have this left

Read the webcomic again and decided to do some redraws for warmups (plus some originals).

The Oldest Dream’s Blorbo

I am very very proud of this artwork and couldn’t help but share :’) hopefully I’ll start posting more art on here

fanart i drew of kim dokja dying in a glue trap

you know what else is so heartbreaking about orv tonight? 1863, its so painful that the arc that kim dokja almost leaves "his" han sooyoung and yoo joonghyuk for is the arc that they are at their worst. Han sooyoung is sacrificing the entire line for a chance at a better version and yoo joonghyuk has no one and is so deep in his depression that he actually is making steps to permanently kill himself.

Imagine being either of them from 1864 and learning that he almost left you for the parts of yourself that you've been trying to get rid of, Imagine learning that it is all of you that he is dedicated to and maybe the ways that you've split yourself makes you less than what he wants.

Imagine looking at less of him and realizing the same is true for you.