it’s like I DO want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. if I’m performing feminity I don’t want it to be read as an inherent reflection of my gender and who I am. I don’t want someone to call me ma’am or be called a girl. like. it’s drag. only it can’t be drag for me, because it’s not actually subverting anything, is it? so I’m in this spot where I either cannot allow myself any femininity or I do and accept the consequences of perception. my wearing eyeliner isn’t a subversion, a quiet rebellion, it’s perceived as fulfilling an expectation. somehow I can never be masc enough to be percieved as I want to be, so any introduction of femininity feels like a defeat. and yet sometimes I want to wear the pretty things that are still in my closet! or play around with makeup. but it isn’t a young boy getting into his mother’s vanity and heels, it’s growing up into the fulfillment of the wants of the mother and the rest of society as a blank whole.
me trying to plug in my phone blind and missing the jack like 500 times: you know i really should have known that bbc sherlock was bad way sooner
psychic *reads my mind*
Me;
I got bored and finally made a uquiz where I ask you generic uquiz questions and tell you which dead meme you are.
It's my first time making one of these and I'm sort of proud of it.
In South America, after Cas says "I love you", Dean says "and I you, Cas".
If the reciprocation was in the original script and the CW cut it off cause they decided to go with that shitty ending, this is the proof. They forgot to tell their homophobic plans to SouthAmerican countries.
Fuck off homophobic CWUSA. We win.
new mother-daughter bonding activities just dropped: psychoanalyzing your father
every time you reblog one of my posts another wizard spawns somewhere on this earth
decriminalize:
sex work
addiction
criminalize:
golf
he/they, no longer an aspiring lawyer!! (hopefully)
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