I Need To Stop Eating

🙏🏽 Everyday prayer.

I just want to loose 20kg overnight is this too much to ask 😭

Being fat and anorexic is the worst combo to ever exist I swear

dolls do not eat

the way i hate everything about myself rn

Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.

But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.

At the end of the day you only have yourself to blame for looking like a pig.

Xoxo little doll

your sw, cw and gw are somebody's biggest fear.

now lock in.

i was just thinking,

(absolutely NO hate or judgement btw)

BED is the most common ed,

why is this?

because it is the EASIEST.

stuff your face = lack of control

Ana takes time, skill, discipline & perfection

can you do it? only a few can

Eat wise

Drop a size.!

Sometimes I imagine myself skinny, like flat stomach, small thighs and legs, small arms, small chest and there's this deep yearning that I feel lol 😭