Gonna Keep Rollling This Boulder Up The Hill If It Kills Me

me explaining my ptsd diagnosis

holding hands in other words my boyfriend in 25 years he’s already got the long hair and the smoking though he smokes cigarettes and not blunts and because i am catholic and because he loves me we worship before the same altars wander round the same gardens gaze into the same statues and kneel beside each other on the same pews one day it will be like this and we will be older and different and maybe he will have started smoking blunts we will love each other into whatever futures we wish belonging forever in the kingdom of heaven each other’s arms