My Grunlings take a walk in the colorful October forest
The illustration was done for the "Fuck Yeah!" calendar, that is organized by comic artist Johanna "Schlogger" Baumann. It features the artwork of another german artist every week of the year.
Regnator's new horns đ
started out as a sketch - an initial redesign of Kamisch's horns. i decided to turn them into a more antler-like shape by merging the double horns. i also included horn accessories :)
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me: maybe i'm not arospec... maybe i'm just confused...
also me:
*avoids love songs unless they remind me of a fictional pairing i ship*
*experiences romance-repulsion on a fluctuating but regular basis*
*is consistently frustrated by romantic plot lines*
*scared by amatonormativity*
*vehemently hates the "love at first sight" trope*
*constantly afraid of leading my girlfriend on bc i don't feel romantic attraction, even though she knows and has repeatedly told me she still loves and wants me*
*feels guilty for not feeling romantic attraction*
me: but what if i'm not arospec... what if i'm just confused...
Aro culture is screaming internally when the shippers (derogatory) insist two characters can't be friends because friends don't "______"
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This is how their second meeting went right
Iâm getting into the TMA brainrot now
when i showed this to my friends they didnât believe me that sonic had a sword in one game
FOR MY SOUL HE MADE AN OFFER TO THE DUST AGAIN I FELL OH THAT DEVIL'S GOT A HOLD ON ME NOW 'CAUSE THERE WASN'T ANY WATER IN THE WISHING WELL
(Spoilers for A Silent Voice/Koe no Katachi)
Shouya Ishida is one of my favorite anime/manga characters ever, and Iâve been meaning to make a post about him. In my opinion, he is the poster child for the perfect redemption arc. I want to talk about some of the reasons why his change of heart was foreshadowed/under the surface right at the beginning, and why we as an audience are rooting for him, despite the horrible things he did to Shouko.
A Silent Voice is currently one of the top anime movies of all time, and while I do really love the movie (KyoAni is amazing) I am a much bigger fan of the manga; it has more time to expand on the characters and introduces some smaller important plot lines. In this post I will be quoting some moments that were in the manga and not the anime, aka, Shouyaâs internal monologue. Anyway, letâs get into it. I want to start with why I think Shouya went down the bullying path in the first place.
Environment and Role Models
One of the biggest factors that influenced Shouyaâs classâs toxic environment and led him to be a bully was having an uncaring ableist teacher. In the manga, the phrases âsomething we just have to deal withâ and âthis is your responsibilityâ, things that the teacher said to him regarding Shouko, repeatedly echo in Shouyaâs mind whenever he interacts with her. At some points, the teacher actually laughs when the other students make fun of Shouko, letting Shouya (as well as the others) believe that itâs an ok thing to do. If Shouya had an adult figure in the classroom with a stronger sense of morality, he might have changed his tune earlier.
Shouya was also highly influenced by his peers (which makes sense because he was literally 11 years old). When another teacher comes into the classroom to explain what sign language is, thereâs a very small panel before anyone else says anything, where Shouya thinks âthat sounds funâ. At first, heâs interested in sign language and may have been willing to give it a shot. But then, Ueno suddenly starts complaining about how itâs much easier for them to use the notebook than sign language, and Shouya absorbs this and immediately goes back to thinking about how much of an inconvenience Shouko is to him.
Another influence on Shouyaâs behavior is his home environment. I do not want to shade Shouyaâs mom completely because overall I think she is a loving parent, but unfortunately she was not able to fully be there for her son because she is a single mom with a full time job. Even though he was in a caring home, he was not necessarily in one that gave him enough attention, and by the time Miyako realized what her son was up to it was too late. If she had given him more guidance earlier on in his involvement with Shouko, they may have been able to avoid disaster.
But all of these reasons arenât excuses, theyâre explanations. Regardless of why, Shouya contributed to Shoukoâs severe trauma and did unforgivable things. So why do I think heâs the best case for redemption in anime?
Recognition/Guilt
Shouya is repeatedly shown as having actual remorse for his past actions. This is why other bully characters like Ueno and Kawai are seen as far less likable than Shouya. Other people on here might have actual analyses about those two characters, but as for this post all Iâm going to say is that I believe they are much more widely hated than Shouya because of their initial denial of having done anything wrong.
Itâs also important to remember that Shouya changed his tune as soon as Shouko left. It wasnât years after she left his school that he realized he was wrong, it was days. He as an 11 year old realized he was wrong for hurting her; he figured it out as soon as he noticed how she was protecting him from being bullied. And once he himself started to be harassed by his peers, he finally recognized the full weight of what he had done to her.
Some might criticize this moment, saying âShouya only realized bullying was bad because he got bullied himselfâ, but frankly, whatâs so wrong about that? Many kids who bully donât realize the full extent of the emotional damage theyâre doing until it happens to them. Through this experience Shouya was able to realize, âthis is how much pain she felt from the things I did to herâ. And that unfortunate shared experience is what drives him to have so much guilt and a desire to change.
Change of Behavior
After his realization of the severe damage he had done to Shouko, Shouya started actively being more kind and thoughtful to others. He learned sign language in order to properly apologize to Shouko. He started helping out strangers and not judging people who are different (Tomohiro, Yuzuru). He acknowledged the severe financial strain he put on his mother and worked hard to pay her back.
And the whole point of the ending of the story is that him feeling sorry for himself and hating himself for the rest of his life isnât going to undo his past behavior. All he can do now is operate with a better mindset going forward and make a positive difference instead.
Obviously, no one should be forced to or feel obligated to forgive their bully/abuser. But the story isnât about whether Shouko should forgive Shouya, itâs about whether Shouya can change into a better person. I think itâs a very harmful ideology to believe that people who were bullies as children will be the same person forever. The world isnât divided into âgood peopleâ and âbad peopleâ, itâs made up entirely of people who are capable of doing both good and bad things. And I really like how the protagonist of A Silent Voice is someone who had done bad things but is now choosing to be different.
Anyway, this was super long so thank you if you read all of it. Please let me know your thoughts on Shouya or any other characters from this movie/manga.
Thanks for reading!
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