Gaming And Giving Gives Me So Much Joy

the oh hellos are just like “yes i love god. yes i hate the church. yes rich people are ruining the world and we have to deal with consequences. yes this song is about an abusive relationship and also jesus and also mental illness. yes humans are small and insignificant and a beautiful miracle. and yes, of course, all our songs slap”

Bonding activities.

Aubreey

A trip down memory lane

THE LAST OF US - Left Behind

movies (for when you want to cry)

believe it or not, my blog was supposed to be all about movies and film (thus the name filminah, innovative i know) i don't know if i enjoy torturing myself or what but here are some movies that made me cry. when marnie was there (anime 2014) - follows teen anna sasaki through a journey of self exploration that takes place due to a mysterious girl she meets named marnie. now, this is definitely not the best ghibli film ever, a little awkward at times especially in the dub but miyazaki does not know how to make a bad movie. the twist was kinda expected but it's ghibli and it's so damn charming you can't help but get attached to anna and marnie and feel everything the way they do. i want to eat your pancreas (anime 2018) - the title is weird, i know. an introverted boy, haruki finds out the secret of his very popular, bubbly polar-opposite-of-him classmate named sakura. she is affected with a severe pancreatic disease. the way they build the connection between the main two characters is so so good to watch, fulfilling what you know will happen in the most unexpected way and showing the aftermath of the movies major events. a silent voice (anime 2016)- this was the first movie i ever found sad enough to make me cry actual tears. ishida shoyo bullied a nishimiya shouko in middle school. shouko is deaf. now a highschooler, after being unable to commit s**c*d* he finds himself becoming friends with shouko, helping her get better and maybe himself along the way. imo this film is one of the best representations of a lead with struggling mental health and they show that incredibly well in both visuals and dialogue, kyoto animation always impresses with their work and the sound work is impeccably done with the way they establish an atmosphere or put you in a characters shoes, embodying them. link to pt 2 (to be added)

Grasp

Inspired by the Pillars of Creation star cluster

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p.s. Store will close middle of next week as I will be going away for a bit. 

p.p.s. Thanks to everyone who came to visit at TCAF and Anime North! :D  I had a blast at both events and it was great to see friends and meet you all!  Next event will be Tomo arts market (Aug 5) and Canzine if I get in.  I was not able to get into Otakuthon this year so I will be staying in Toronto. 

Actually we can headcanon any character as a-spec as long as they don't reveal their orientation in the story.

"But they had sex!": clearly a sex-favorable ace 🤷🏻

"But they've find true love!": after not having feelings for anyone else, so it's a Demiromantic 🤷🏻

I could go on with this list forever...

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