Iāve always wondered what the world looked like through his beautiful blue eyes.
I wonder what I look like through them.
I wonder what Schroeder thinks whenever he hears me coming. Does he secretly get excited behind that stoic expression of his or is he counting the seconds till I finally go home?
I hope itās not the latter.
I rest my cheek against the piano, my gaze glued onto him as I watched him play. He was like magicāno, he had to be magic with the way he played the piano. The way his fingers tickled the ivory keys, the music that seems to capture oneās mind and soul.
Yeah, heās got to be magic. I canāt imagine what else he would be.
Weāre at school, heās sat a few seats ahead of me, talking to Charlie Brown and my eyes just always seem to focus on him. Sometimes, I forget thereās the rest of the world when heās right there.
I get up to talk to him but I stop in my tracks, my world stops spinning as I watch that stupid, pretty redhead walk up to him. How could she walk up to him when heās mine? How could he look back at her and talk to her?
Thatās my Schroeder.
I shouldnāt call her stupid. Thatās not nice but I canāt help it. Why is she talking to him? I can tell she likes him and it scares me that I donāt know if he likes her back.
It scares me that I donāt know much about him despite all my efforts.
I want to tell him not to talk to her, I want to push her out of the way and pull him into my arms and take him away butā¦
He would probably hate me if I do.
Instead, I take a step back and turn on my heel before walking out of the room.
As I walk away, I can feel my mind is playing tricks on me because I swear I can hear Schroeder calling out to me.
āHey Lucy, wait up!ā
Iāve always wondered what the world looked like through her bright brown eyes.
I wonder what I look like through them.
I never really understood the way Lucy stuck around, always coming by after class to listen to me play pianoāsometimes, I donāt know if sheās really listening to me play with the way she looks at me.
What is going on through that head of hers? I wonder if she likes the songs I play, does she notice the kinds of songs I choose whenever sheās around? I wonder if she even cares for it at all.
I hope itās not the latter.
My hands may be playing the piano, my gaze may be on the keys, but my mind was solely focused on her. I canāt help but to steal glances, my heart skipping a beat whenever I see her cheek pressed up against my piano and her eyes just watching me.
Sheās got to be magic, thereās just no other way to explain what she does to me.
At school, she sits a few seats behind me. Something I consider a blessing and a curse because at least, if I canāt see her, I wonāt get distracted too much. The problem is, she still plagues my mind even when sheās out of sight so thereās really no point.
Charlie Brown had just left, leaving me to sit down on my chair and finish writing a song when a girl walks up to me. She has red hair, thatās all I care to notice about her before she starts talking.
I try to keep up with what sheās saying to be polite but I couldnāt bring myself to care. If it were Lucy, I listen to all those stupid questions she asks me, questions that make no sense yet I so desperately try to understand them, to understand her.
A sigh falls from my lips as my gaze canāt help but to look for her and when it does, I notice thisā¦look in her eyes before she turns around and leaves the classroom.
What was that? Iāve never seen her look at me like that beforeā¦I donāt like it.
I donāt bother excusing myself from the conversation as my legs quickly move to follow after her.
āHey Lucy, wait up!ā
The actual best part of episode 7?
Ekko getting to hug his dad again and tell him the words he never got to say.
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Imma go ahead and say it: there's nothing homophobic about not liking what they did to michael's character!!!!!
It's just sad for us book readers, who have read about Francesca, and Michael, plus adored their dynamic to see how they butchered him, and basically robbed Francesca of her storyline and wish which was "wanting a child and the desire to be a mother."
I have no issues with them casting poc as actors/actresses instead of keeping the canonically white folk as they were. My issue is just how they turned a canonically male character into female for no apparent reason, by all means I would have clapped and cheered if they cast a poc actor as Michael because that wouldn't really affect anything regarding him and Francesca's story, as we see with Simon and Daphne.
And If they wanted inclusivity why not just make new characters, and give them plots of their own instead of messing with og characters, and their stories?
I've been thinking about what a friendship between Penelope and Cressida would look like.
Imagine if, instead of being the Bridgerton's neightbors, the featheringtons lived next to the Cowpers.
Like at first it would be horrible for Pen, I don't think ske would have become as close to EloĆÆse as she was canonically. In their childhood Cressida would have probably joined Pen's sisters in their bullyinh of Pen BUT at some point I feel like some kind of understanding would have come for both of them.
Like Philipa and Prudence are mean but also really dumb and Cressida would have grow exasperated of them and would have reconize that Pen was the smarter one betwenn all the featherington's sisters. Cressida already pay more attention to Pen that EloĆÆse (notice how in s3e4 we learn that Cressida noticed the crush Pen had on Colin).
And I think Pen would have noticed the way Cressida's parents treat her at some point.
I can see a complicated but none the less sincere friendship between the two of them. Cressida would have catch on Pen being lady whistledown a lot sooner too.
This is a photo montage of the rowdyruff boys adopted mother in my AU.
Her name is Anastasya. She's a super villain doctor doom style. She found the boys when she was traveling to townsville to see an old friend.
She had recently founded her own country and she needed a way to impose herself and make sure no one would try to attack her.
She had the idea of taking the boys in and turning them into her own "heroes" that would represent her country internationally
Jason is just a fun lil guy. He loves the thought of fucking around with his brothers like how normal siblings would. Playing extreme tag, making pillow forts, running around in stores with them. He loves the idea. But the bats don't know this because they don't ask. To them, Jason is a big brooding guy who has a moody reputation to keep. Why would he want to do silly little things with them?
So the batkids have all this fun with each other minus Jason, because they don't think he's like that sort of thing, and minus Damian, because he's not interested unless his big brother is there too.
One day, Tim wants to film a TikTok. He goes to Dick, but he's too busy. Dick jokingly says to just ask Jason, and Tim is like: "Yeah, alright." So he does.
Jason: *Reading on the couch in his safehouse*
Tim: *Climbs through window*
Jason:
Tim: "Can you make a TikTok with me?"
Jason, suspicious: "Why me? Don't you usually go to other people for that shit?"
Tim: "Is that a yes or no?"
Jason: "Well, if you want me to.. what is it?"
Tim, pleasantly surprised: "We're going to play rock paper scissors to battle for our food."
Jason: "What-"
Jason and Tim in a weirdly lit, empty parking lot
Tim: "Ok, ok, rock, paper, scissors, shoot" *Rock*
Jason, holding up scissors: "Fuck!" *Starts running like his life depends on it*
Tim: "Haha, ok-" *Starts eating some chicken nuggets* "Hell yeah, these are good."
Jason: "Stop stop stop I'm back-" *Rock*
Tim: *Paper*
Jason, running away: "SHIT!"
The video ends with Jason finally winning a round. He starts to shove as much food in his mouth as he can. Tim trips on his way back and Jason laughs so hard he spits everything out and starts to choke.
Tim goes to Jason to do dumb shit now, and Dick is concerned for the rest of the world, unsuspecting of his brothers' BS.
This look like the kind of post that should have someone add on in a reblog... unfortunately that's not me.
Rebloging this in hope someone add on it.
his is such a stupid theory/headcanon but I just get the vibe for numerous reasons. Yes I know theyāre four year olds and four year olds can do random things +most disorders like autism arenāt figured out until the kid is older. But screw it im projecting a tad being autistic myself so Iām putting it out there.Ā
We all know the RRB definitely have PTSD so Iām not going to get into that one. Iām more gonna focus on autism and adhd.Ā
Off the bat a big thing I can mention is stimming. The boys stim quite a bit. Mainly Butch and Boomer. And itās usually triggered when theyāre excited and canāt stay still or control said excitement. Biggest examples being The Boys Are Back In Town. Lots of stimming there.Ā
Ways of speech and miswording. -Ā People can stretch this to the boys being super young and thatās valid. Itās common in young kids. Show examples would be Bubble Boy, when Brick writes his graffiti. āBRIK WUZ HERā. But the main spots Iāve seen this happen is the comics. For example, CN Action Pack #6, Butch mixing up āinvisibleā with āinvincible.ā Certain ways they talk as well can be seen on the spectrum. Or at least thatās how I see it. Like when Brick mentions a bus to help their heist in CN Action Pack #4. Instead of Butch adding to the convo. he speaks on how much he likes buses and why. Or Brick stating he likes eggs randomly in CN Action Pack #6. Again kid stuff too, so see it how you like.Ā
MANY examples here.
Distractions - Kid thing again but could be spectrum as well. The boys have sort attention spans and get bored super easily. An example here from CN Action Pack #1. Which also makes me think they would get distracted by their fixations a crazy amount.Ā
Fixations - Ok this is cheating cuz I spotted this in Multiversus but since itās Ruff media Iām adding it. The boys definitely fixate to specific things. Like Butch with his constant ticks and urge to fight, while Brick fixates on The Joker. Wanna see what I mean? Watch these two videos.Ā
Brick - https://youtu.be/paA3XZ0-Feg?si=PTaho72oYo18ZTVS
Butch - https://youtu.be/s92Ksrdk5aw?si=JvOlCBrV5yUIgf
Sleep Issues - Also Multiversus but itās something I found interesting. The boys HATE getting up early and constantly have the urge to sleep. Perhaps from sleep issues or staying up late being mischievous. This one hit personal for me. Wanna see for yourself? Check this video out.Ā
Triggers - Comic based this time, and this can line up to PTSD a bit more. But autistic people including myself can and do have triggers so Iām adding this too. The boys have a huge trigger to the idea of being kissed. As shown in CN Action Pack #6, when the girls defeat them with cooties. The boys donāt even try to fight, and fly away in tears. I count this up to PTSD, but I can definitely see the boys getting overstimulated in their own ways.Ā
Repetitive behaviors - I feel this one speaks for itself. If you watched any RRB episodes youāll see what I mean.Ā
Honestly Iām out of topics so imma end this here. If you disagree thatās cool, I just like exploring characters' heads.Ā
OP hiding a whole poem in the tags
Eywa's fleecy little lamb ā the blood sacrifice of Her chosen one