Regichewing - Regichewing

I love sm when I get to see how my mental health is through my art. I remember that when I was at my lowest in my ED i would draw painfully skinny girls and i would even feel that they were kinda chubby, I used to mark sm the collarbones and their connection to the neck, also the ribs, which I still love to draw bc idk I js love their shape, but I drawed them from the neck to the belly, I even thought that those 2000s supermodels werent accurate for the level of underweight I wanted to achieve. Also the legs were one my favorite part, I think that I still havent recovered bc Im still so obsessed with boney knees, and like two years ago I draw the legs like chop sticks, lol, also the hips, idk how to describe them but I liked to make them so sharp, like at the butt or smth, the lines mustve been like as sharp as possible or i sould actually get so fatphobic, one of my favorite inspirations to draw at that times was snejana onopka and the ed community from X. Anyway, now that Im better I see those drawings I get very icky but a part of me still wants to get back to this era when I was able to starve myself or to throw up whenever I had to.

Fr fr, this is just my spectrum of moods during the day

my fav saphic/religious film💞

Quite literally just a compulsive liar whos also gay and i loved that

That one feeling when u just cant split between your intense sense of justice or your need of detach all of your rage into smth or smn bc u were raised by an angry man and now u r inherently hateful but u can still hold a little bit of empathy towards ppl but yet u feel so guilty of never stoping to hate everyone even those who u thought u were the most comprehensive to

y’know what i’m gonna say it. tumblr is the superior social media site. follower counts are hidden/meaningless, there’s no way to make a profit and/or become an influencer. it’s just about looking at silly little images and making silly little comments. 

Omg ethellll caiinnn, theyre so fucking ethereal with any ethels song omagaaa

"my partner died in this room."

(i just wanted to be yours

can i be yours? can i be yours?

just tell me i'm yours

if i'm turning in your stomach,

am i making you feel sick?)

Prolly both

I guess the real glorious evolution was the homoerotic yearning we made along the way

snoopy + skippy :)

This is so niche what

kalank, 2019 / iwtv 2022