If Only I Could Approach People Normally And Not Be Weird As Shit Sisuisjd.

I am a Caenis simp, Kama simp, and a simp for any woman of age and that is beautiful.

Bite me idgaf. But I'd mainly simp for Caenis and Kama.

So I did a gif edit of the whole selfie of her NP!

Sucks she's an Arcade Exclusive currently. I'd love to have her in my Chaldea on mobile.

So, Scáthach came home on the day she arrived.

Albeit I opened up my wallet...

Soon afterwards, when Jalter's banner dropped, a shit ton happened. Mordred came home on the first multi. Achilles came on my second to last ticket. And Jalter came home when I only had 120+ SQ after the multi that she came in.

And oh lord. Jokingly to my friends, I said I'd get Beni-enma on my first multi of her banner hella early in the morning (hours after I rolled for Jalter).

And low and behold, first multi - she came home.

I am now suffering from success due to lack of mats.

THE VIDEO HAS ME SOBBING ALL THAT NOSTALGIAAAA

I -

One of my favorite artists just started following me, I'm -

WHAT DO I DO?

WHAT DO I EVEN SAY???

HOW DO I ACT LIKE MYSELF WITHOUT MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF???

Yoshitsune isn't... Summonable???

I woke up, saw the 5* thing on JP. You DO NOT KNOW how fucking fast I went. Probably faster than the Flash.

And all I see with Ibuki is Babbage, Paracelsus, and Medea (Lily).

I don't doubt that she may come on New Years or Christmas or whatever, as they said the Christmas lotto event is related to LB 5.5 but that was all they'd say. But still, I just.

I was waiting for Ushiwaka content of ANY sort so badly. I have fallen into despair.

So -

I have an iPad and Apple Pencil from Christmas. Been wanting to use them to draw. But I'm quite literally just -

Afraid, I guess? Like lmao, it takes practice to get better and stuff. But I guess I just want to start off strong. But hope you all are doing well!

Morning time??? Pog.

Got Okita to final ascension this morning on JP, just gotta level her up to 90.

Glancing at other accs for NA and JP. Anywho, I gotta keep the grind going. Especially NA, as I got to Babylonia yesterday.

Jahajhdjd NO PROBLEM OMG SJSSH. I just can't help simp for your Kama. And your Ash got me all 🥵 and it makes me cONFUZZLED.

And likewise! I actually don't know a single thing about Kamadeva other than certain tidbits here and there from mythology outside of F/GO. And omg same, Waver + Skadi owners UNITE 😌✊ Can't wait to have a solid Quick team for once in my l i f e.

And I totally understand! People who favor her first ascension ... really make me feel uncomfortable. Because I fabor her other two, especially the last one *cough* femdom me Kama *cough*.

And I truly want to experience Ooku for the first time, hence the avoidance of spoilers on my part, because she just interests me so much and if I don't summon her I will actually cry like a lil bitch.

And I read the TAGS FJDSJDWK. I JUST GOT OUT OF CAMELOT SO I FELT THAT PAIN.

Hello hello. From one Kama simp to another, how hype are you that we'll be getting Kama in about 5 to 6 months from now? Also love your art. Kama in your art style is by far my fav art style for Kama hands down.

hi there !!!! ☺️🙏😌 <--- us !!

THANK U SO MUCH FOR UR MESSAGE, THIS REALLY MEANS SO MUCH... i'm gonna keep improving at drawing them 🥺💖

IM... VERY EXCITED BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO FINALLY START READING FGO FOR FUN, and im the type of person who cant play unless i have a fav servant in my team!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 so im waiting INTENSELY for ooku and yuga kshetra!!!! i have skadi and waver on NA so im ready for kama and ash soloing ☺️💖

...other than that: theres a lot of creeps everywhere in the fandom so i wont lie, i Am afraid. because i dont want to see people being disgusting about kama's first ascension tbqh... its tiring like... can these ppl stop being freaks now ????

but i'd like to stay positive in these trying times and i'll say that !! i'm very excited to have people discover kama's beast self in the ooku!!!!! the nuance between kama and mara is very important when it comes to understanding kama assassin !! mara is feral and kamadeva is lavish, kama assassin is the mix of them both and the despair kama feels towards the end of ooku is... 😳🤫 I'LL STOP THERE BUT idk man, ive always liked villains more than heroes !!! its the vulnerability, the despair, the pain... the ability to Grow after slowly healing from ur wounds... and kama assassin having flaws makes them so interesting because of that fact!! "perfect" marysuey characters are boring tbqh jdndjfnd but anyway i hope you'll love them even more after experiencing the event in NA!!

Thank the Lord up above for this.