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2 years ago

I'm Jake, and I'm an addict. I've spent over 40 years of my life using various mind altering substances. Everything from alcohol to crystal meth. I decided to make a change in my life about 6 months ago when I realized that all I was doing was running away from things in my life that I didn't want to deal with. Everything from anxiety to physical pain. By the time I was 15 years old I had tried ever drug available on the street at least once. At one point I began selling drugs to support my own habits, and this led to my first time in an institutional setting. I spent 6 months of my life in juvenile prison. I came out of said institution and avoided everything except alcohol for 7 years. At the end of that 7 year period, I found myself still not wanting to use, but in a position that I felt like I had no choice. I was on the tour bus with one of my favorite musicians, and he was offering to smoke a joint with me. It was like hitting the lottery in my mind. Especially since I am a huge music nerd. I gave up my 7 years without drugs at that point. I now understand that alcohol is also a drug, but at that time alcohol was the only thing I was doing. I grew up in a family of alcoholics only I didn't accept it at the time. It led me to be an alcoholic as well. Since I have become involved in 12 step programs, my views have changed. I was substituting other things for the drugs I had given up. I was having sex with anyone that gave me the opportunity. I was eating things when I wasn't even hungry. I spent way too much time playing video games. Over the years I would only use drugs if I was around a band that was using since I was involved in music. I finally got tired of who I am when I'm using and have given it all up. For the first time in my life I'm happy and drug free by choice. I may not have any money, but I have my sanity and my own mind back. If anyone has an addiction they need to talk about, I'm always willing to listen and try to help.

2 years ago
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2 years ago

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2 years ago
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2 years ago

I spent all day Saturday at a hog roast. It was a great day of sober fun. It was the first time I have ever been sober at a hog roast. There were games, food, live music and karaoke. The karaoke started with Walk by Pantera. I had to jump in on it since Pantera is one of my favorite bands. I ran into a lot of friends as well. Friends from other sober living programs and meetings at least. I made some new friends as well.

1 year ago

Hey , How are you doing

I'm doing good

1 year ago

Qual seu nome

I don't know what that means, I only speak English

2 years ago

Daddy is off the market. I have found my queen, and I'm no longer looking to fill that position.

2 years ago

It seems like I will be working weekends and 1 day during the week for awhile.

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scarfiend - From Fiend To Clean
From Fiend To Clean

An addict shares their journey to sobriety. 48/m/oh I'm engaged to my soulmate, and too poor to pay attention. So I'm not looking to hook up or buy anything. All I can offer anyone is friendship or possibly a short story if the muse comes out. I write on another page though.

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