I feel like I should make a separate blog for my art stuff. I probably will
when all the game sites are blocked at school
I see the joke a lot, but every time I do, I’m just like “Same!”
Hello world! I’m here, I’m queer. 💙💛💖 I decided to make a poem to introduce myself to tumblr. My name is Sinylene (but not irl) and my goal is to make life funner. Don’t judge me; poetry’s hard! I wish i had a business card. That would be easier than this.
Crap, I forgot what I was gonna post as I was typing it 😐
Here in the closet, I think / And sometimes I sink / into the void of ink / that is fear and nervousness and so many things. / These things / they feel like stings / from a thousand bees / in my mind, destroying the ease / I hide. / But I hide it. / Bit by bit. / I’ve been in the closet for so long. / I left one, / thought I was done, / but I was wrong. / Now I cry, / ‘Why? / Why did the light catch my eye / from out beyond my reach?’ / Now I feel like I have to hide / deep in side / from all sight / but my own. And I’m scared. What if when I leave the closet / I’ll realize that it / was better inside? / And I wonder. Staring outside / at the sky / wondering why / a rainbow is there. / Is it a sign that people will care / for me? But it’s gone. And the rain / of doubt and pain / and ink / is back and I start to sink / but I scream no! / I will let my face, my colors show! / I don’t want to stay / locked away / where I can only hope and say / maybe one day / it will be okay / to leave. I will make the key! / And everyone will see / who I am! And then I sigh. / Maybe not tonight. / I’m not ready yet. But I’m getting closer.
So Idk if I’m nb, trans, cis, fluid, or what. I’m a boi, and I’ve started wearing some more feminine clothes. One day when I looked in the mirror, I saw I looked pretty feminine and I got really happy. \_(^^)_/
I made my own Pan-Scan!
*beeps loudly at me*
See? It works!
I personally have a certafied, top quality Pan-Scan
I’ve re-done this many times, might as well do it again. Hi! I’m Sinylene, or at least that’s what I like to go by on the internet. I also go by Noel. I use she/her. I don’t post super often, and when I do it’s probably either serious, a story, or a meme.
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