Hii, I'm Elian - artist, 25 yo ✨he/they, transman/ enby✨Dont reupload/NFT/AI my art🔞may contain mature content 🔞
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Shivers [Medium:Sucsess] : Two middle aged RMC officers stand in the appartment theyve shared for the better seasons of the year. They look like middle aged men in young love.
surprise attack
Kithuss 😚
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sketched kim working on the kinemma,, will likely stay unfinished unless i get inspired somehow :(
Self Portrait I’m calling “Twink Death” and is about me learning to accept gaining weight and my body shape as the Italian stallion I am😔
Basically trans male fatness is something that has been on my mind as it feels society puts such a pressure on Ftm people to be either effeminate and twinkish or perfectly passing and fit to be desirable, and where self love and attraction comes in for trans mascs who are neither of those things
There's more I could wax poetic about but alas I'm sleepy.
Aggressively queer Kim!
That's also my response to @YaGrandmaPeach challenge for knifed up Kim :> Link for that challenge is here.
i've realized that a lot of the things people who abide by the social expectations say are from their own perspectives and they cannot be accurately applied to my trans experience.
'don't transition, you're just insecure/mentally ill/traumatized(/whatever other reasons they have)' are all the failed attempts of a cis person empathizing in a way that ranges from inconvenient at best to transphobic at worst, depending on where they take their assumptions, and these perspectives don't take dysphoria (or euphoria, on the contrary) into consideration as a reason someone might want to transition, because cis people don't know the extent of our dysphoria, as well as the other experiences that we experience alongside it.
this attempt shouldn't be taken too seriously; it happens with many other people as well. 'you're just lazy' (against disabled people) 'you'll meet the right one someday' (against aspecs) 'just go outside, you'll feel better' (against mentally ill people and those facing worser issues besides mere depression) 'just go ahead and try it' (against neurodivergent people as well as those with physical disabilities), 'you'll be grateful when you get older' (against people who faced parental abuse), do these perspectives sound familiar? they all come from the people giving you advice in a way that worked for them, as a person abiding by the social expectations; many people aren't sure what empathy really means, and ao they empathize by giving eachother advice. those answers genuinely work for others like them; they won't for us. in worser scenarios, we're judged or hated because of their failed empathization. and because we're kept near the sidelines, and they manage to help eachother, anyone who doesn't empathize in the way they do is thrown out. people with low empathy and those expressing it in different ways also suffer from this. but even those who abide by the social standards aren't entirely accurate with their empathy, if they have it.
and i just wanted to share this, for anyone who's suffering from internalized transphobia (and perhaps other self views about other parts of your identity), in case it might help you distance yourself from it and worry less about whether they're right. they're not, because they're judging you from their viewpoint as a cis person. try not to take it to heart; you're fine the way you are, i promise.
Submitted May 27, 2023
Harry looked so sad in the sketches... so i wanted to cheer him up a bit and made Kim comfort him :'>
I'm experimenting with shapes and my "simpler" style a bit, so lemme know what you think about that
I think they look absolutely cute and squishy now!
do u base ur harry dubois design off jschlatt😭
maybe that's just how all men with huge sideburns look tho...
Noo, i don't know him tbh
I think that's just the sideburns vibe hah
Yes, that's the secret communication system💕
artists drawing Harry Du Bois with his stray hairs like this is my fav. he gets to telepathically communicate with Kim.
There's a reason for the fingernail biting. To escape repression, trauma, etc...
However, even if you lose all your nails, you will never lose what you fear.
Hurry up Hurrier, find your truth.
And find your people, though don't mistake who you believe in.
(Sorry if I'm applying a character you don't like to your favorite persona!)
Beach time fun
Kim used his one ampoule for his camera to make this selfie and safe this moment :>
Happy pride disco folks!
Happy pride! I had a second to sketch out a bit updated portrait of me with my flags :> I have a bit longer hair now and different cut, surprisingly i feel even manlier like that xD
A dastardly creature!!! The Scarlet Kimpernel, a manifestation of repressed desires, must be stopped at all costs!
the thing about the garden of eden is that while eve was partially deceived into eating the fruit of knowledge, she primarily did it of her own volition because she wanted to know. whereas adam only ate it to be with eve. she's everything he's just ken
your art is soo pretty
Awh, thank you, i'm really glad you think that! (didn't see that message before, sorry that i answer now)
...maybe Kim doesn't see much without glasses here
but he likes what he sees anyway
I was just printing some new art i did and pinning it into my corkboard, but then i realized what happen to be besides one another...
I think i'm gonna keep it that way.