theflyingmuffin
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Your butthole is shrinking btw
I am jealous of the people who have actually developed personalities and are actually real and there. insane
Every moment of my life hurts, I'm perpetually suffering in a vicious cycle of pain and misery. Can someone explain this to me please?
maybe…i Dont love titties….
I can be shaped by more than the things that hurt me
I feel so lonely. I want friends. I want to experience the world and socialise and have friends and have fun and exist
Made a girl cum ☺️✨✨🤩💫🌟💥🥹☄️☀️
I did it you fuckers
Deny Defend Depose
How do i fill the void inside me? In the sense that the void is the absence of a personality, i have nothing, no direction of thought, i feel i don't exist and it's painful.
The sun is not yellow, it is white
Bright red sky after a storm when I was working at Walmart a few years ago. Still one of my favorite pictures
Having a "bpd-depression-idk what to call it yet" meltdown (that may last for weeks) is a lose-lose situation. You feel so empty that you desperately seek attention and love from others and when you're with friends it's extremely painful because you can't be yourself and you need attention constantly and fail to have fun and they all dislike you and hate you and you hate them now and i hate them all and even you do and say embarrassing things because there is no filter, no clear mind to act naturally. So what do you do? You stay away from people, it's the best course of action cause being around any people is extremely painful. In isolation tho you scream and suffer from the pain of loneliness where you don't even have yourself for company. Your self doesn't exist. There is no coordination of thought, no sense of self, nothing brings you joy for there is noone to enjoy it. You do things mechanically. You don't exist and oh the loneliness. You can't even enjoy chocolate or pepsi! Maybe pepsi but that's because pepsi is really good. No therapist can help you, no-one can. You're stuck there. And you wait till you magically snap out of it. It's crazy when you suddenly feel yourself slipping into the meltdown and you desperately cling to something so you escape it in time. But all is in vain. There is no escaping it. Lay on your bed. Listening to music doesn't help either cause no music can bring you pleasure. Every song feels like a chore to listen to. Idk what may help. It sucks it sucks it sucks! Someone help me :3
@reggieisnotdead HELL YEAH US <3 <3
I just LOVE it when i make a really good drawing
The lighters I've stolen so far (87)
I love stealing lighters, I'm a sneaky little goblin, I've become so good at stealing lighters that i steal them in front of people's faces and no-one sees me hehe :3
I drew myself in a perfect universe where I'm a woman and a techpriest and badass
