SIGNED ?!?!?!?!? CASTIEL ANGEL OF THE LORD?!?!?!??!
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Original post that inspired this is by @legalizecatboyz
saw the post and couldn’t stop myself from drawing dan and phil as silly little clowns
Demon!Dean and Casifer out and about partying and being lawfully evil 🔥🔥🔥😈
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Castiel relaxing in the early morning hours, right when the sun comes up over the horizon. He likes watching humans from up there :D
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Will Graham
without Hannibal || with Hannibal
cas would not kiss dean first. dean would also not kiss cas first. this is their tragedy. but a shapeshifter or some kind of monster clone or djinn dream would initiate the first kiss and they would 100% return it. or the real dean and cas would've just simply fallen together somehow like tripped and fell and gravity would bring their mouths together whoops anyway they'd both take it from there - and that's not fate pulling strings it's just dumb luck for these two dumbasses (affectionate)
National Hugging Day ❤️
I was thinking about how whenever Dean hugs someone he's almost always the one hugging the other and how this links to his psychological trauma of always being the caretaker of people, making himself bigger to protect them.
Because that's how Dean sees himself, as a shield for others, and then I thought about how Cas actually is the shield, and he's HIS SHIELD, specifically, the only one who's really there to protect HIM, which is why it hits so much when we see this:
The way Cas wraps his arms around him, trying to protect him with his whole body--that he'd use as a shield and give up in a second if he could spare him from any pain and save him.
(for context: Dean was about to go use the soul bomb on Amara there, it was a suicide mission)
Bobby is another one that hits, he hugs him as the big hugger because he's his father, he loves him and he's actually here to protect him (and Dean LETS him -barely, but he lets him *and Cas* - in a way that he doesn't let Sam)
I watched a compilation of Sam & Dean hugs to check if i was right about it, but it's almost always Dean the big hugger with Sam, except when he's about to die or Sam sees him alive again after losing him.
Even then, Dean mostly tries to hug Sam as the big hugger anyway, with at least one arm, like a way to comfort him, making him feel protected, like his body language is saying "I'm here, I'm okay, I'm still strong, i can still protect you" (because their real father failed and Dean thinks it's his job).
He rarely lets himself be the little one hugged with Sam, unless he's barely conscious. Which is why it kills me so much more now that in this moment (s14, when Dean was going to lock himself in the Ma'lak box cause he was possessed by Michael) and Sam has a desperate breakdown and punches him (to stop him) he forcefully hugs him as the little hugger, the way Dean always kept him, like a way of saying "I still need you to protect me, please don't do this to yourself".
In the scene below he gives Sam his blessing to do a dangerous (possibly suicidal) mission, and one of his arms is down, but the other one tries to stay up--he's forcing himself to do it and he struggles because he still wants to protect him, but (as the seasons progress) he slowly becomes more prone to let go.
So in this view the hug dynamic becomes an indicator of how Dean sees Sam (and himself) and his protector role, how adult and self sufficient he considers Sam, and how much he lets people around him take care of him, lowering his walls and letting himself be hugged.
This is also why i think hugs from characters like Garth or Charlie are so special, because they're just like us: they see Dean and they just know that he needs to be hugged a lot, and that he's not used to it, so they just go for it-- and it's so normal and kind and spontaneous that Dean's just not used to it-- he doesn't know how to respond (especially with Garth, at the beginning, but as the seasons progress, he learns to, and he even initiates the hug eventually).
I love the hugs where they're 50/50 (one arm up, one arm down both), feels like they're equals, both taking care of each other. I feel like with Sam and Dean, this indicates a healthier dynamic, because Dean lets go a little of the role that was imposed to him and manages to see Sam as the strong individual that he is. But the same applies to 50/50 hugs with other characters, like with Cas, where I feel like it testifies how equals they feel in terms of being fighters, there's a show of respect of each other's strength that transpires by the gesture (which is even more astounding considering that Cas is literally a powerful angel).
And just to end on a destiel note, I'd like to note the possessiveness and protectiveness of Dean (rightfully so) whenever he finds Cas after he thought he had lost him, and how that translates into his body/hug language:
happy birthday to my favorite fictional character
" He asked for no pickles 😡 "
BONES BONES BONES BONES BONES
I'm not a magician, Spock, just an old country doctor.
bones is done!! idk who i should paint next
We made it through another year of that godforsaken Star Trek hyperfixation!! Here’s to ten million more 🥂
I’m on a kind of collision course myself, Jim. -McCoy, For the World is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky
I love this episode, I love McCoy, I love De’s perfect face, and I love Spones. I listened to If It Kills Me by Jason Mraz and I instantly thought of them. So I made this.
Suck clit and prosper. Or whatever.
little bones wip because i haven’t finished anything in a hot minute
criminals your mind or whatever
Bring it, pretty boy. I’ll be waitin’ for you. I’ll be there.
I love you.
love how will graham told jack crawford yea I have the perfect plan to catch hannibal lecter. see it consists of me hanging out with him all the time drinking wine and having fancy dinners while indulging my own violent impulses. this is the only way jack we'll get him this time I prommy <3333
— Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë
where would you estimate we belong, miss keeler?
you? at his side, as if you've always been there and always will
hyperfixations are so embarrassing like nooo don’t look I have a crush. on this tv show
Hey it's me, The Devil. Give yourself a choppy transgender haircut in the bathroom mirror. You'll feel so much better.
Mirrorverse commission pages how I love thee
oh my. Fucking god.
Some art I made of spirk based on “Romeo and Juliet” by Frank Dicksee!
I'm in love with the slime man there I said it!!
reading ds9 comic “fools gold” and have collected all the times the artists drew odo in the background. now for your viewing pleasure: tiny odo