having a superiority god complex along with self-hatred is so funny like yes yes i hate myself with all my being and would literally love to vanish my unworthy existence but atleast y'all peasants ain't better than me lol
whatever was left, that was ours for a while.
sunrise - louise glück
Genshin RP
This might be a long shot, but would anybody be the Bennett to my Razor?
I can write a lot, and I primarily use Discord. Any theme is acceptable. I would like to headcannon and get to know my partner, too. I can even text in character or play the game in character with you.
Like this post or send me a DM if interested!
(I am 18+, so preferably 16+)
I hate how the antisocial dial being cranked up to full volume makes me have the urge to claw my way out of my own skin. Everything is unbearably boring, annoying, or just not enough for me when I'm like this. Something I don't like happens? Rage. I manage to actually enjoy something? I have to bleed it dry in an attempt to feel satisfied. I won't be.
It's extremely hard to care about anything I say or do, and my ability to mask drops to just about nothing.
- Rift
Zainab Aamir
the feminine urge to smoke a cig and then just kms idc
"I felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside me."
-Christa Wolf, tr. by Jan Van Heurck, from "Cassandra:A Novel and Four Essays".
Slowly coming to the conclusion that no amount of love or reassurance can heal what has already been done to me. I seriously think I have met too many people in my life that fucked me up so bad, I simply will never be able to trust anyone anymore.