On Winter And Longing

Falling: Rambling #21

21st April 2022, 21:52

Do you know what I would really love to do? It’s like an itch beneath my skin that I cannot scratch. I really want to climb to the top of a really high building, a skyscraper, and simply fall off. I want to soar through the sky. I want to feel my hair flapping around me. My clothes thrashing in the wind. I want to fall and fall and fall, but I never want to hit the ground. I don’t want it to end. Just falling, falling, falling. Falling as fast as a bullet. I would smile, and I would outreach my arm. My fingertips would stretch upward towards the sky. And I would be so content. A paradise. A haven that I am weightless. I am free from pain, free from gravity. I am simply free. Falling and falling. Existing in the nonexistent. The place that one who was not supposed to exist should be.

~ 化け猫 (Bakeneko)

“What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.”

— Franz Kafka

sometimes i just get sad because i caused permanent damage to my body and no matter how much i recovery mentally it'll always be there as a reminder 💀

“I’m attracted to the extreme light and the extreme dark. I’m interested in the human condition and what makes people tick. I’m interested in the things people try to hide.”

— Johnny Depp

these scars be looking a bit lonely 👀

seems like a good fucking day to 0d, do drvgs, or cvt

fuck it, why not all at once???

I don’t have a god complex. I am a god.

when is someone going to confess that they’re obsessed with me