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HELLO HELOO i am. alive. ermm. ok so long story short i am very very tired and unable to do like. anything. :P oof.

here's a toby drawing i completely forgot??? that i did??? like months ago??? found it in my files while looking for any drawings I've actually finished recently and im pretty happy with it so I'm posting it here :''3

honestly i just haven't been happy with anything i've been drawing so only stuff i've done are studies because i want to improve but idk. i feel really self critical. yk how it is being an artist, never feeling happy with your skill level :p i'm working on it though, got pretty into traditional painting for a change? idk i'm trying new stuff to find inspiration. hopefully more art SOON (for sure this time) (idk if i can promise that)

okok health update:

been very very stressed out, basically. got bad again, getting better again?¿? got more help though, so i should be getting therapy maaaybe and help getting back into school, not sure, trying to make something work out. not looking at my phone has been helping

in other news; fall is awesome, love halloween !! birthday is coming up aswell, which is pretty cool 👍👍👍 been hanging out with friends again, which is very nice too. uuuhhhhh the silent hill 2 remake finally came out!!! and it's actually good!!! like really good!!! life has meaning again!!!!

TLDR: I am so very tired. but it will get better, for sure !! just need more time? maybe? in any case, i will be back to post more whenever i am able to. thank you for enjoying my art, it does mean the world to me.

i have decided i just want to be a robot now that’s what i desire in life

doodle

One loves to tell stories, the other loves to listen. Sounds like a match made in heaven to me~

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Splendorman doodles

The pink color is so pretty here omg

I want to keep drawing him and the fam to get more used to their proportions and their individual features. But especially Splendor since I'm still focused on him and trying to explore his character and design a little bit.

Also a sneek peak on his black hands because I forgot to give him gloves and was too lazy to fix it when I started coloring.

Trender might be the next member I'll make a post about since he is a fashion-focused character and I love fashion and clothing so much, but he might be tricky because the character the fandom has made seems to have a very boring hipster & business casual style and I have a bone to pick with those. But it works for him so I'll have to suck it up and see what I can do while make him a little bit unsettling since he's still a blood-thirsty eldrich entity in my vision

Thank you so much!!!! 😫💖

Happy Pride Month!!!

Have a free for personal use rainbow Roddy!!

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What's Neyon Hartz's backstory? Also, your art is awesome! :D

Thank you!! :D

Neyon was built by someone who was essentially building robots illegally. And though they had good intent, what they were doing drew concern to the people of Cynodome (a bustling futuristic city under a glass dome in the middle of a barren wasteland).

But Neyon was built specifically to be loved. The little heart on his chest? It's like a little glass vessel that fills with "love". It's literally his heart. And without love, he would not be able to function. It's like his blood.

Anywho, he was very loved by his creator until one day, they were taken away from him and killed. Neyon was now alone, and he knew if there was no one to love him, he would basically die.

So, to get revenge for his creator being taken away from him, he manages to take over Cynodome, forcing the people to love him. And it works. Why? Because he was able to hold the empress of Cynodome hostage and threatened to kill her if he didn't get his way. So her and her people give in (mostly because they didn't know what Neyon was cable of and didn't want to risk it) and it only fuels him to the point where he just becomes a huge narcissistic asshole hungry with power.

Cynodome is completely overthrown by him. And many citizens even start to side with him, turning Cynodome into his own little empire. Rules are changed. Everything is chaotic. And Neyon loves every second of it.

..And all of this happens just because he simply wanted to be loved :')

I hope all of this made sense XD! And thanks for the question!!