SHE Was A Punk. HE Did Ballet. #woke #truelove

my boyfriend is in the hospital because there's something wrong with his heart

everything around me keeps getting fatally sick

my mom, my bunny, my cat. now my boyfriend

all I can think of is how no matter how hard we work on this and how much we plan to be there for him it will definitely all lead up to him dying anyways.

scared, suffering, in pain. unable to understand how there is nothing more that can be done and that this is definitely their end. and everytime I'm there to watch in agony, because how am I supposed to go on without them in my life

I'm going insane. My life is one big, cruel joke.

there's no way I'll survive if he dies. I simply can't Whatever is going on and whoever is responsible for this, take me instead. This is unbearable.

Happy plagueiversary

"WHY" you ask, because I can that's fucking why

Pecs animated study!

I started a drawing challenge to draw better on YouTube! I’m already on day 21, but even if my challenge ends I’ll continue doing these anatomy animated studies.

There also supposed to be a pixeled heart and rupee and bomb BUT I DELETED THEM BECAUSE OF WRONG LAYER

4am for christs sake I hate me so much

I hate mondays I swear

The ADHD urge to not