when Clark was a baby and first learning to walk, Jonathan would always follow close behind with his arms out, ready to pick Clark up the second he tripped and fell (as all babies do when learning how to use their legs)
30 years later, when every time he watches his boy—Superman—leap from the front porch and take to the sky, he still feels his arms twitch with the urge to reach out and catch, just in case. even if it’s unlikely that Clark will ever fall again.
I must say, I have never felt so involved in a fandom before; I used to write for other fandoms on other platforms and while I did always have some type of communities there, it all was kinda isolated. Hence why I know shit about fandom discourse or why it's useless asking me about my "unpopular opinions" because fuck if I know what's popular.
But I still do feel like I miss out a lot, but now it's for the sole reason that half of the fandom spaces are banned/blocked in my country :D
Twitter? Banned. Tiktok? Banned. Discord? Banned. AO3? Banned. YouTube? "Slowed down" which essentially means it's not working as if it was banned.
And yeah, obviously I know how to use VPN or mirror links or boosters for YouTube. But it's just. Kinda exhausting, because they sometimes don't work due to my weak internet connection. Or aren't compatible with my university wifi. Or have time/traffic limit.
Also I have personal reasons to be cut off from offline fandom like conventions or cosplay fests, but you can add some actual bans/government pressure on there too, because they have been raided not once, some of them just stopped existing because of that.
So yeah. The world just doesn't want me to have a proper community (says Juju as they actively procrastinate creating art to be a part of said community).
I swear I am trying to write for requests and asks. I just feel my hands literally fill with lead after I write a proper non-rambling sentence. Have no fucking idea what's wrong. Although I have one suspicion and if it actually is connected to my periods... I'm gonna rage.
Don't remember what was the point or reason of this rant actually, maybe I got jealous of people mentioning having fun on discord when I literally can't access it cuz VPN is too weak to handle that. Eh. Doesn't matter in the end of the day.
I'm going to get evicted if I can't catch up my rent immediately!
Please buy some artwork. Paintings can still arrive before Christmas or Hannukah for most in the US. The prices I give on Tumblr are roughly a 70% Off discount from Etsy pricing. There's no benefit to waiting for after Christmas sales.
I'm hanging on by a thread this Christmas without my mom. I can't take any more without breaking completely.
Venmo- Kate-Havekost
Paypal- havekatart@gmail.com
giggling because my sister watched the f4 teaser & was like “[johnny] looks kinda fruity” & i responded being like “i mean he is a lil gay in the comics. especially for spider-man” & she was just like
??????why is everyone in the comics gay for spider-man???????????
my take on human caldarus while i sit in the waiting room.
idk how to explain but he feels very rune factory 4 leon to me <3
I hope you guys had a great Halloween! 🎃
♬⋆.˚ Well it's a little bit dangerous, my friend˚.⋆♬
fossil record patisserie
A series of my favorite zoomed out comic book characters
Dick Grayson or Sticky Man Wall Climber?? It's the same picture
My little cook frying someone in the back of the head
Little baby Spiderman... somehow fitting into a cradle
Batman learning about gravity
I can't tell if he is farting out a jet, or if he is just floating in the air
I don't think this one needs a caption
Wall have ears. They also love gossip and having your attention 🫶✨