Fun Fact! (Not Really)

It's been 21 days since the start of the autumn equinox. I have slipped from my dreamcore/weirdcore/indie/kidcore/clowncore era to the obsession of cottage gore and fairy grunge. A new record? Perhaps.

.・✫・゜・。. ABOUT US!! We are a system of about 48 alters known in total. We are primarily feminine presenting, but do enjoy masculine presentation. ADHD + Autism + Bipolar Depression. System Name: Victorian Coven Collective Name: Vic Bodily Age: 18 Years Old Collective Pronouns: They/It/One CURRENT HOSTS!!

Silas/Silascent sign off: 🎧 source: brainmade

Asmodeus sign off: 🎲 source: brainmade INTERACT

LGBTQ+

respectful singlets

other systems

some Danganronpa fans

Monster High enjoyers

FNAF fans DNI

basic criteria (transphobes, homophobes, racists, etc.)

pro/com shippers

endo "systems"

fakeclaimers

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when ur partner has ptsd from alcohol, so even tho u know they may not have a response to seeing anything resembling it, u still make sure to add stuff to ur pinterest board of them without alcohol stuff in it. even tho they may never go thru ur pinterest board/section. -silas

"I don't identify as genderfluid. I *am* genderfluid. I identify as a bitch," - Loki, Marvel Comics & "The only straight I am is straight up bitch," - Santana Lopez, Glee have the same vibes.

girlies, boylies, and binlies, i am struggling. i can spend the entire day giving good comebacks, whether they're corny or not. i can speak my mind and that can include good flirting words. i can even be the most adorable werewolf this earth has ever seen. I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME FLIRT WHEN IM TIRED. i can't even be like.. a brat. and it's not that i haven't tried, i just feel so disgusted like what is that?? is there just a certain time that something switches in my brain and i cannot function. -Silas

Idk why I'm posting this, but I kinda just want to talk about (the topic I will talk about lol).

So, the greatest thing about Spotify and being able to make playlists (and listen to it) on the website itself is that all of us get to make our own playlists. Some of us do share them, depending on what kind of music it is and if their music tastes align, or even when they're close friends/lovers/etc.

Like, right now, I'm listening to my playlist b/c I've been mainly fronting lately and it helps me just.. focus and relax, even when I'm working on something. I love it.

Citrus (🍊)

So, apparently there is a neighborhood (?) around where I live in Ohio. The place is called "Coonville", which is located around this complex of apartments. Coonville is literally a fricking light pole and I am not kidding. At this moment (for however long it takes for our mayor to get it off), it is a location on *Google*. They plan on trying to get it off of it b/c it is essentially racist (because of the name). It's also listed as historical. However, the only historical evidence of anyone apparently 'living' there is a man's obituary. His name is Charles E. Coon, who had died in 1894 in his home. *In Coonville.* He had been a pioneer of the county of where Coonville is and had been living there for 45 years.

Apparently, from what my grandmother said, there is nothing else that pops up for historical reasonings why this neighborhood is relevant. No one can tell you why it's listed as historical or even how it ended up just being a thing. Nobody even knows *what it is*. They call it an "another type of entity" along with a possible neighborhood. I thought that when Ohio started being memed as a cryptid state, that it was a joke. I don't think it's a joke anymore, guys. This is the most cryptid thing I've heard from our history.

this shit sucks.

i did a tarot reading, like, a month ago. at least. I can't remember the cards I pulled but I do remember what it meant. basically, the first card meant that I was going to earn/receive a new connection (whether that be a person or a hobby, i'm unsure, but it was a future love reading). the second card meant that there would be a struggle bc of time differences, or we wouldn't have enough time to spend with each other or to fully talk. the third one meant that we would persevere and it did say something else, but i forgot what.

we literally JUST met a fellow system i think yesterday. im falling for one of the alters, but we're all kind of drawn to them and it seems that we share a brain cell.

i lit my god candles (mainly for Loki and Hades). Hades came by and was comforting us. we talked to him abt it and he said that it was a probable yes that this system is our new connection.

i'm so unsure but LIKE i'm so scared of it happening. now i'm in a crisis, or that's what it feels like. -Silas

We just had a realization about something, and I have no idea how we managed to think about this. Like, everyone knows about the backrooms. You fall into them at a random time, place, and everything in between. Well, we have been invested in it for awhile now. No lore or anything, just the concept of it and what we would do there. When we were younger, we remember just laying in bed. We constantly day dreamed about random things, whether they be happy things, sad things, horror things. Well, one day dream we remember is that one day, our bed would just fall through the floor and into the void. That's it. That's where it stayed, we just kept day dreaming about day dreaming in our bed that was falling in the void.

Guys, I am so mad at myself. I remember reading the Graveyard Book in middle school. It was a group reading, but I read it outside of school. It was one of my favourite books I had ever read in my life, mostly because at the time I was in my 'heavy' emo era and it's about a boy who lives in a graveyard. Like, who could ask for a better book at that time? I loved it so much. I didn't know Neil Gaiman wrote it and I saw his post about it?? Like, you're telling me I had already read a book written by him? You're telling me I had an obsession over the damn book and didn't know it was by the same person who wrote Coraline?