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I’m Sorry

An argument after attending an awards show together leads to Yoongi confessing how he really feels.

“You know what Y/N I can’t do this any more.”, Yoongi shouted before walking out slamming the door behind him. The two of you had just gotten back from an awards show, the first one that he had brought you along to. The night started off amazing. He looked so handsome in his suit and you were wearing a stunning floor length backless dress. Yoongi couldn’t take his eyes off of you. Unfortunately neither could anyone else which is what lead to the argument and ultimately him walking out.

Yoongi never considered himself to be the jealous type. Then he met you. He thought you were perfect in every way not just physically but emotionally and mentally. You never judged him. You were his rock and you were there for him when he needed you most, even when he couldn’t be there for you. Lately he felt like he was there for you less and less yet every time he needed you, there you were no questions asked. Every time he opened the front door to your shared apartment he prepared himself to find it empty with all your belongings gone and a note saying goodbye, but instead he always finds his dinner neatly stored away in the fridge and you laying in bed waiting for him with open arms. He’d always quickly get in bed to feel your warmth and comfort, always scared this will be the last time.

He was nervous about taking you to the award show. It’s not that he was embarrassed or anything. He just knew you’d be the star of the show and the more eyes on you the more of a chance someone would come along and steal your heart from him. He saw you interacting with all the other idols. Your face lighting up every time they introduced themselves. You were always more out going than him. He saw how they eyed you up and down. He felt his chest start to tighten and his mind racing. Suddenly all his insecurities came up. He wasn’t tall enough, he looked chubbier compared to everyone else, he didn’t have huge muscles, he was a workaholic who put his work before you more times than he could count. He wasn’t a good husband.

He kept an eye on you for the remainder of the show. Once in the car you kept telling him about how much fun you had and how you loved the whole experience. Yoongi remained silent, staring out of the window. “Baby what’s wrong?”, you asked reaching for his hand but he pulled away from you. He didn’t like this jealous feeling and he always tried to hide it from you. He didn’t know how to process it so he often turned to anger. You were hurt at his coldness, “Yoongles, did something happen?” He could only scoff, “You wouldn’t know any ways Y/N. You were too busy flirting with everyone else.”

The two do you had been together long enough for you to know how to handle him when he got like this but truth be told you were tired and just had a great and you weren’t in the mood for him to sour it. “Yoongi you know that’s not what I was doing at all. I was just talking. Everyone kept telling me how talented you were and I was bragging about you the whole time.” He just rolled his eyes still refusing to look at you. “Whatever, I’m not dealing with this right now.”, you mumbled crossing your arms.

The car pulled up in front of your building and the two of you got out. Normally Yoongi would open your door and hold your hand all the way back to your apartment. This time he stormed off leaving you to struggle getting out of the car in your dress. You had to run to catch up to him. The elevator ride up to your floor was silent. Once the bell dinged and doors opened Yoongi walked out and made his way out. He entered the code to the door and swung it open only to let it swing close behind him nearly shutting in your face. Okay that was it.

“Min Yoongi stop acting like a child! You know I had no intention to hurt you. Every time I even look in the direction of another guy you act like this. When are you going to finally trust me?”, you shouted. He just stopped and looked at you. “Say something Yoongi. I’m tired of you treating me like this”, you said. You instantly felt bad for being so harsh. You knew about his insecurities but you didn’t know how to fix them.

He stood there for a few minutes before walking to the front door. Following him you shouted, “You can’t always run away. We need to talk about this.” You thought you saw tears in his eyes but before you could get a better look he announced he was leaving and slammed the door.

You decided the get undressed and put on something comfier hoping that he would return soon as it was quite late. Thankfully he did walk through the door about an hour later. Quietly he changed out of his suit and walked out of the room. “Really Yoongi, you’re not even going to acknowledge me? We need to talk this over.”, you said following behind him. Suddenly he turned to face you, “What is there to talk about Y/N?” He started to walk away again but you quickly slid in front of him to stop his movements, “How about we start with why you get so upset like this? Even after all these years. You’ve been so cold to me and nearly slammed the door in my face. I think I should get some kind of an apology for that.”

He was clearly getting upset. “You know what Y/N I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I get so upset. I’m sorry that I don’t think I’m attractive enough or talented enough or affectionate enough for you. I’m sorry that I’m insecure that I’m not good enough for you. I’m sorry that I still worry every day that you’ll find someone better than me and leave. I’m sorry that I’m afraid to loose the best thing that ever happened to me.”, he said before storming off to the bedroom.

You never knew just how bad his insecurities were and you felt like you had some blame. When you opened the door you found him sitting on the edge of the bed crying into his hands. He looked defeated. You stood in front of him and wrapped his arms around your waist. He buried he face into your stomach. You could feel his tears soaking through your shirt. Tears started to form in your eyes.

“Yoongles I’m sorry that I got so upset with you tonight. But I’m more sorry that I haven’t made you feel loved enough and secure enough in this relationship to know that I’m not going any where. I’m going to work on that. I love you and I love every part of you. In my eyes no one else even comes close to you.”, you begin peppering him with kisses and praises until you could see a small smile.

After a little while he calmed down. You laid him back in bed and tucked him in. As soon as you started to climb in bed he immediately pulled you as close to him as he could and just squeezed you. “Yoongi I promise I’m not going anywhere.”, you said with a small giggle. “I know. I just want to make sure I can feel you here with me all night.”, he said. You quickly gave him a kiss before snuggling further into him making sure he knew he was loved.

TRAYVON MARTIN was walking home with an iced tea and Skittles. He was shot by George Zinneman, who was found not guilty.

KEITH SCOTT was sitting in a car, reading. He was shot by a police officer, who was not charged.

ATATIANA JEFFERSON was looking out her window, and was shot by a police officer, who is still under indictment for murder.

JONATHAN FERRELL was asking for help after an auto accident. He was shot twelve times by police, case ended in mistrial.

JORDAN EDWARDS was riding in a car and was shot in the back of the head by a police officer, who was found guilty of murder.

STEPHON CLARK was holding a cell phone, and was shot 8 times, 6 in the back. The officers were not charged.

AMADOU DIALLO while taking out his wallet, 41 shots were fired by four different officers. They were all acquitted.

RENISHA MCBRIDE after an auto accident, she knocked on someone’s door for help. The homeowner was found guilty of second-degree murder.

TAMIR RICE was playing with a toy gun, and was shot by police officer arriving on scene. Officer was not charged.

SEAN BELL was hosting a bachelor party. 50 rounds were fired by police officers who were found not guilty of charges.

WALTER SCOTT was pulled over for brake lights, and was shot in the back by a police officer who pleaded guilty to civil rights violations.

PHILANDO CASTILE was pulled over and told officer he had a legally registered weapon in car. Officer acquitted of all charges.

AIYANA JONES was sleeping and was accidentally shot by an officer in a raid on wrong apartment. Officer cleared of all charges.

TERRENCE CRUTCHER needed help when his vehicle broke down. Was shot by a police officer who was found not guilty of manslaughter.

ALTON STERLING was selling CDs, and was shot at close range while being arrested. No charges filed.

FREDDIE GRAY was beaten to death by officers while being transported in police van. All officers involved were acquitted.

JOHN CRAWFORD was shopping at WalMart, holding a BB gun that was on sale—police officer was not charged for his murder.

MICHAEL BROWN was shot twelve times by an officer, including in the back. No charges filed.

JORDAN DAVIS was killed because he was playing loud music. Shooter found guilty of first-degree murder.

SANDRA BLAND was pulled over for traffic ticket; was tasered and then arrested. Suspicious “suicide” while in jail. No charges.

BOTHAM JEAN was fatally shot in his home, which female officer ¿mistook for her own? (Which I’ll never understand.) Officer found guilty of murder.

OSCAR GRANT was handcuffed and placed face-down, officer then shot him in the back. Officer found guilty of involuntary manslaughter.

COREY JONES was waiting by his car which was broken down, and was shot three times by police officer, who was found guilty of murder.

AHMAUD AUBREY was jogging. He was shot by two racist men who claimed they suspected him of burglaries. Both men were charged with murder and aggravated assault.

GEORGE FLOYD was suspected of alleged fraud. He handcuffed and pinned to the ground by an officer’s knee. He begged for mercy and he was ignored.

ERIC GARNER: Stopped for selling cigarettes on a nyc street and choked by a cop in broad daylight. Complications of the stress put on his throat by the hold caused his death; Openly said “I can’t breathe” several times and pretty much died while three other cops watched their compatriot kill a man. Eric was well known for just trying to sell goods as a side hustle and never actually hurt anybody.

DJ HENRY was fatally shot in his car by police officer Aaron Hess in the early morning hours of Oct. 17, 2010. DJ's passengers say they were doing nothing wrong when Hess ran out in front of them in the road. Hess says he only fired because he was in fear for his life. Hess later admitted to lying on multiple occasions after DJ’s death about the shooting.

These were all murders. They were not accidental. All of these innocent people: men, women AND children. Were murdered because they were black. Not because they were violent. Not because they were threatening, but because they were black. Something has to change. We have to MAKE a change. Black lives matter. Black men. Black women. Black children. Non-Binary blacks. Trans blacks. Every single one of their lives matter. Your friends. Your neighbors. Your teachers. Your brothers. Your sisters. We are the change.

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this list isn’t even close to a being a quarter of the wrongful African American deaths in America and if there is anyone you’d like me to add please message me. I will gladly add them because people deserve to know their names.

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boyfriend drabbles (pt.16)

pairing: jungkook x reader

summary: the one where you can’t sleep, but jungkook is there to soothe you

word count: 500+

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You’re tossing and turning beside Jungkook restlessly, your boyfriend fast asleep, soft snores coming from his mouth.

It’s 4am in the morning and you’ve taken every sort of substance possible to make you fall asleep, from a warm glass of milk to melatonin, somehow your body is wide awake.

You don’t dare to wake Jungkook up, he was clearly exhausted from a long day of rehearsals, boxing lessons, and his two hour long live with army at the end of the day.

But you’re so desperate to fall asleep, even though you had no schedule planned for tomorrow, it was exhausting having to lay in bed for almost four hours already and not yet being asleep.

“Sorry Bam,” You step over the dog’s sleeping body, envying how even the animal can sleep so well while you’re the only one wide awake.

You decide to try out the last idea you had, playing sleep music.

As you reach over to your laptop at the far end of the desk, you accidentally knock over Jungkook’s mini speaker on the edge of the table.

BAAM.

Oh, shit.

The dog that was once sleeping peacefully on the floor jerks awake, standing up immediately and searching for the loud sound.

“Bam, it’s okay, shhh,” You try to calm the startled dog.

“Jagi-ah?” There's a hoarse, low voice coming from your bed, it’s Jungkook, who’s now wide awake.

“It’s okay, I just dropped something, go back to sleep,” You wave off his concern, but your boyfriend has other plans.

“Are you hurt?” Jungkook walks to you, hair messy as he grabs your hands, inspecting them.

“No baby, it’s okay,” You chuckle at his concern, finding it cute that he immediately checked up on you.

“Why are you awake anyways, I was all alone in the bed,”

Jungkook whines, wrapping his arms around your figure as he sniffs the top of your head, a habit he often had when hugging you.

“Couldn’t sleep,” You mumble against his chest, Jungkook pulls away from you and stares at you with a frown on his face.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Didn’t want to wake you up, you had a long day,” You cup his cheeks, smiling fondly at your boyfriend.

“It’s fine if you wake me up, you know that,” Jungkook scolds you, “I’ll end up sleeping with you again anyways,”

“Okay sorry sorry, let’s go to bed now then,” You roll your eyes at his nagging tone

Jungkook suddenly picks you up, tossing you on the bed as you let out a squeal.

“Yah! You can’t do things like that! I got a shock!” You whine, but soon your boyfriend is hovering above you, peppering you with kisses as you giggle under him.

“Oof,” Jungkook’s muscular and heavy body plops on top of you as you groan.

“How are we suppose to sleep like this,” You’re whining under him as he laughs, finally getting off you.

“Come here and cuddle me,” Jungkook pulls your figure to snuggle against his chest, you sigh in content.

“Love you Jagi,” Jungkook whispers against your head as his hands rub your back, soothing you to sleep.

“Love you too,” You mumble out, falling fast asleep in his arms.

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What a good day to be awake late ( my time ) 🙌🤍

Shooky

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader

Genre: Established relationship + FLUFFY FLUFF

Word Count: 700+

A/N: I am already missing Yoongi Boongi and he is not even gone yet, so I wrote this little drabble to make my heart warm 💜 

Yoongi shut the door quietly behind him, slipping off his shoes in the entryway of your shared home. He shushed Holly as the dog came bounding up to him in excitement, awoken by the noise of his owner coming home at such a late hour. Yoongi bent down, petting the dog affectionately, cooing at him to get him to be quiet.

With Holly now happily following after him, Yoongi made his way through the dimly lit house toward your bedroom, the door still nudged open from Holly coming to greet him. The small poodle snuggled back onto his dog bed in the corner of the room, quickly falling back asleep now that his two favorite people were back home.

Yoongi sat on the edge of the bed near your sleeping form, trying to decide whether to wake you now or save the surprise for tomorrow morning when you inevitably found his sleeping form next to you. He watched you sleep for a moment, peacefully unaware of his presence. He mulled it over, considering letting you rest undisturbed, but he couldn't wait.

He rubbed your arm gently, whispering your name, trying to wake you.

“Y/N, sweetheart, wake up,” Yoongi whispered, waiting for your eyes to open.

You groaned quietly, upset at being disturbed from your deep sleep. You squinted up at Yoongi, momentarily confused before you could make out your boyfriend’s form in the dark room.

“Yoongi!” you nearly shouted, voice rough from sleep. You shoved the covers away from your body, immediately sitting up so you could wrap your arms around him; his arms tightened around you instantly.

“I wanted to surprise you,” Yoongi murmured, words slightly muffled as he spoke them against your hair.

You pulled back to look at him, eyes taking in every detail about his features that you had missed for the past month while he was away at training. His hair was short, of course, but you still hadn’t gotten used to it after seeing him with long, dark locks for so long. You cupped his cheeks between your hands, squeezing his bread cheeks together slightly, making him laugh—you missed that sound.

“I missed you so much, Yoongs,” you said. You blinked a few times to rid yourself of the tears that started to accumulate.

Yoongi grabbed your hands in his own, taking them away from his face so he could kiss the back of both of them.

“I missed you too, love,” he said, leaning forward to meet your lips in a sweet kiss. You closed your eyes, waiting for him to deepen it when he pulled away. You whined, making Yoongi chuckle at your impatience.

“Wait a second,” Yoongi said, reaching over to your side to grab the stuffed plush taking over his side of the bed.” You felt your face heat up as he brought it in front of your face to show you. He quirked an eyebrow at you.

“Should I be jealous that you’re sleeping with Shooky instead of me?” You grabbed the plush out of his hands in response, wrapping it in your arms protectively.

“That’s so not fair, Min! You leave me for a whole month and expect me to just not have anything to cuddle with while you’re gone? I don’t think so!” You responded, scoffing lightly at the thought of sleeping alone while your boyfriend was away.

“Oh, is Shooky better at cuddling than me?” Yoongi asked. You rolled your eyes at his antics, placing Shooky gently on the floor next to the bed for safe keeping.

“Of course not,” you conceded. “I would much prefer to be cuddling with you.”

“Just making sure you didn’t replace me,” Yoongi said, left side of his mouth quirked up in a teasing smirk.

“Shut up and come cuddle with me before I kick you out and bring Shooky back to bed,” you threatened, laying back down and pulling the covers up to your chin.

Yoongi stood up, kissing you on the forehead before making his way to his side of the bed.

“Shooky can stay on the ground tonight, alright?” Yoongi said as he got comfortable under the covers, wrapping his arm around your waist to bring your body closer to his. You smiled, the warm feeling of comfort washing over you; the kind that can only come from having the love of your life home with you.

“I’m sure Shooky won’t mind.”

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“Yoongi joins you in your bath and you talk about your days.” 

Pairing: Vampire!Yoongi x f.Reader 

Genre: established relationship!AU, Fluff 

Warnings: casual & intimate nudity, Yoongi being the cutest bean in love 

Wordcount: 1.3k

a/n: I lose a lil bit of my sanity each time I write fluff. I can handle anything, but fluff always ruins me 😔 i love them so much 😔

You spent the day working in the gardens. It was a very rewarding day and left you feeling utterly content.

Content, but also very exhausted and very dirty. So you hopped into the shower for a quick rinse off and while you did, let the bathtub fill with the hottest water. You used  some of the lavender oil you made with your flowers and then lit some candles to set the mood. Ten minutes later, you were boiling in your little lavender soup, getting rid of all the tension in your muscles.

It is another ten minutes later when a faint knock on your door rips you out of your relaxation.

“Yes?”

“It’s me”, Yoongi says.

“It’s open.”

The door opens and in steps Yoongi. 

“Oh? Sorry”, he gasps, turning around, “why didn’t you say something?”

“Why are you turning away? You’ve seen me naked a million times before.”

“I don’t know, just don’t wanna be rude.”

You laugh, “you’re so weird”, you chuckle, “what’s up? Do you need help with something?” 

“No it was…no it’s fine, it was dumb”, he dismisses you. 

“No, it’s okay. Tell me.”

“It’s nothing, I’m dumb, just wanted to ask for, you know…”, he lowers his voice to a whisper, making it unable to understand him. 

“I didn’t get the last part.”

“I just wanted to…”

“Yoongi, you are talking too quietly. I can’t understand you.”

Yoongi whips around, “I just wanted to ask for cuddles!” he blurts out and pouts, “it’s dumb, okay?” he adds in a shy mumble and his eyes flitting to his feet.

“Aww my love, it’s not dumb. You’re so cute”, you coo, resting your chin on the edge of the bathtub, “do you wanna hop in here? The water’s so nice.”

He rubs his tummy, inspecting you with his head tilted to the side. 

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