Confession: I Go To Sleep Fantasizing About Someone On Top Of Me Choking Me To Death. And It's The Most

Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms

Just saw a fucking amazing video essay about, wanting to die vs. Wanting to have never been born. There is some overlap but it's different

My opinions based on your sh tool

Pencil sharpener blades: We’ve all been there, the definition of desperate. May not be the sharpest but she gets the job done and will have a special place in our hearts <3

Razor blades: My absolute fave, works like a fucking charm. You’ve definitely done some experimenting trying to get them out of the razors.

Scissors: You’re either super desperate and using the only thing you can find, or you’re crazy and literally cut chunks out of your skin. I could never stomach cutting chunks so y’all are brave

Lighter: I’ve never used it, but you seem pretty chill. Definitely gets overlooked in the sh community

Hands: sometimes it’s just easiest to dig your nails into your skin until they’re decorated in those little half moons. Skin picking too, that also a fun one. Pretty easy to hide and execute, not the most painful tho

Knives: depends on the kind of knife. You could have anything from light cuts to some deep serious shit. It’s probably a pain in the ass to hide the knife tho.

Safety pins: these were my starter tool. Again, not the sharpest, but she works and isn’t really that hard to find. You’re probably just starting out with sh, and I recommend you don’t continue doing it because it can be very addictive

Glass: you’re pretty cool! It’s a pretty solid tool with good sharpness, and not too big to hide! You have a very well rounded tool and have probably been doing this for a while.

Box cutter: again, never used it, but they seem about the same sharpness as a razor blade. I’m kinda jealous of how easy they seem to hold and the leverage you can get. You seem like someone who likes the sharpness of a razor blade but is going the classy route.

I’ve definitely forgotten some so lmk what and I’ll edit it <3

If I got anything wrong I’m so so sorry

FAILED

Guess who's not eating today! If I have any say that is 😌

'Why are you so sad and gloomy'shall I give you the 463736637 reasons it's you, mother?

Nervous rn (not without good fucking reason) digging my nails into my thighs but obvs my nails aren't big or sharp enough for their to be blood. When will this torture ENDD

going out today. car crash??? 👀👀

i cvt my thigh in the shower, after i really long time of not doing it, and it felt sooo good. literally just one small tiny one and it still burns now even after an hour or so. and i was like, ok i have to get a side blog now.

💕

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

Life changing event upcoming. Loosing my mind wanting to cvt but my family is with me 😭. I honestly don't deserve them. Why didn't she abort me