It's Byakuya and Senku time again
I've tried to put into words how Senku feels about Byakuyas death and I finally think i understand a fraction of it. Senku feels guilty. So so guilty because he never got to tell Byakuya how grateful he is, how much he loves him, he never got to see his father one last time.
But more than that, the guilt crushes him because he sees the way Byakuya cares for him every day. The village was a gift from Byakuya to him, the platinum was gift from Byakuya to him, Lillians record was a gift from Byakuya to him. Senku has to live every day, is able to survive another day because of his dad. Byakuya always planned for exactly what he thought Senku would need, he as and always will do whatever is necessary for his son to succeed and yet Senku will never be able to do the same, he will never be able to do the same for his dad as his dad did to him. His dad gave everything he could to Senku up until his dying breath.
Senku feels guilty because he's been aware of how much his dad has done for him up until his dying breath and the only thing he can do now for his dad is to revive humanity, even if he has to die to do so.
mizu5 made me emo
I’ve been watching the first season of saiki k and I love it
I always think it’s so funny when people have such intense beef with characters who are just actual children. This is what u look like. Btw
update: apparently my grandpa and I both ordered the general tso's chicken at medium heat... wtf
Today I went with my dad to a Chinese restaurant. Good food, I've been there before, it's probably the only Chinese restaurant I've been to tbh. My dad has to take a call before we get in, and I'm following him because I don't know what to do. He tells me to go get a table. I go inside and stand there awkwardly, mentally noting how many old people are there. Like sea of gray in this tiny restaurant. I get a table after a few minutes, sit down by myself, no biggie. My dad comes in and business happens as usual.
When we're done with our food, we get the fortune cookies and my dad got one that correlates to the one he got last time, which was kinda funny. Anyway, nothing out of the ordinary.
The server proceeds to tell us that my grandparents paid for our meals. I have one grandparent (he has a wife) who was in the hospital yesterday. My dad and I are both confused. A few questions later and lo and behold, it was, in-fact, my actual grandpa who was celebrating his birthday. In a completely different county. NOT EVEN 24 HOURS AFTER GETTING RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL. WHAT. GRANDPA.
what a weird coincidence.
I just wrote an essay for school mentioning this lol. If shit like this keeps happening, the whole country will be out of clean and accessible water, creating more and more shortages until we all are sucked dry :D. We literally can't do anything actually productive if we don't have water including and not limited to: basically every aspect of anything you've ever done.
I'm not trying to be a "Debbie-Downer" over here, but water is such a big issue that we shouldn't just throw it around in the background so people can argue about "transgender" mice, or other stupid shit. People need to fucking realize that we pay for this stuff for a reason. Like not everything is a scam so that blue-haired liberals with pronouns can slip money into the bank accounts of pedophiles in drag...
Same with vaccines, actually. I've heard of ppl claiming that we don't need them, which is far from the truth. We just don't understand that it's a problem anymore bc vaccines are so good.
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always so proud of his concoctions
ao3 turns 15 today
reblog if youre older than ao3
(there's a lot of people asking about this, but the legal age to use social media is 13, except in few countries. so yes, there are people here under 15)
im actually the grossest person to live poorly masquerading as a hygienic person
Senku building something while Gen is watching him
Senku, stretching his hand to Gen: Mentalist.
Gen, confused: (He needs me to pass something to him, but what? There's no instruments other than the ones right next to him. If he wanted those, then he would've took them himself. If he wants me to grab something then he nitely-defay knows that I can give it to him)
Senku, groans in irritation:
Gen: !! (Oh no. I'm taking to much time thinking! C'mon, Gen, what can you give him that only you have at the moment??? Check your pockets! What is it? Flowers? No! Why would he need flowers right know!? Paper!? Maybe for science??? Some chemical process??? God dammit, Gen, he's doing engineering not chemistry!)
Gen, looks around in panic: (What should I do!? What should I give him!? Is it too late to nonchalantly ask what exactly he wants??? Did I ruined it!? Will he be mad?? Will he lost his trust in me?? Will I ever restore it after that!? Control you breathing, control your thoughts, control your body language, don't make it look like you're about to die! Please, don't ruin this, my stupid inner self!! Please, don't have an anxiety attack! At least have it inside, don't let it show!)
Senku: Agh
Senku grabs Gen's hand gently and continues working like that:
Gen: :0
Gen: (Oh... That's what he wanted. To hold my hand)
Gen: ....
Gen: (Now I can't think)
|| they/them || eng/esp || science-user || im senku if he was an autistic white bitch with depression
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