Me? Constantly Afraid Of Being Abandoned And Replaced? Hell Yes

Now the question is whether I should finish fasting at lunch time tomorrow and have like a bowl of soup or something and whatever my boyfriend decides on for dinner when he gets back. Orrr whether I should just carry on fasting until dinner time tomorrow… really not sure 🤔

I said no to halloumi fries and I’m really proud!!

He’s having some because he’s kinda hungry and asked if I wanted any, but I managed to say no ☺️

Even if it technically “could have been worse”, you still deserved better. Please don’t forget that.

His work phone and tablet have Twitter on them

I feel sick now… I definitely can’t cope with this

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

Just some personal motivation:

Due to the weight I’ve lost so far it’s so much easier for my boyfriend to overpower me when we’re playfighting! I love the fact that I don’t have as much weight to throw around/pin him with 🥺

I don’t feel like a person I feel like a disorder with a body

Just want to be skinny so I can wear what I want