getting matching halloween costumes with them
I will never recover from the treatment Jackie got. Since the first episode, Jackie gave EVERYTHING she had to Shauna. She suggested the dress for the party because she wanted to see Shauna approve of something she had saved up for and bought for her, and wanted to see her appreciate her efforts and her care and the fact that she had given her something that, to Jackie at least, would have been special. During the plane crash, Jackie gave Shauna the lucky charm necklace that she is visibly attached to in order to make her feel at ease despite the fact that it was HER favorite necklace and comfort object, as well as her mom's medication for relaxing, even though Jackie probably needed it more if she brought it with her in the first place. When Jackie pulled Shauna away from Van, she didn’t do it to save herself. She did it because Shauna was going to catch on fire. Jackie was still a ways away from the fire, so she didn’t have to worry about herself, and only reacted when Shaun was in grave danger. When both of them were still on good terms and starving, Jackie still gave Shauna her last piece of food because Shauna was hungry, even though Jackie herself was also wasting away. When she read Shauna's journal, it was because she wanted to know how to help her, not for herself or to satiate her own curiosity, just to help her, only to find out all the horrible things Shauna had done to Jackie. Even when they had their last fight, with Shauna projecting herself and her own cruel misdeeds onto Jackie, Jackie still couldn't hurt Shauna, using movie lines in order to keep giving Shauna what she sensed she needed; the promise that she still loved her despite everything within the lack of a true insult. Going out to die was also a decision made FOR Shauna and the rest of the group. They didn't need her, and she couldn't provide for them, not to mention the fact that Jackie had only ever kept living for Shauna, and now that Shauna didn’t want her, she couldn’t keep going, not even for herself. Even after her death Jackie sticks around for Shauna. “You're the one holding the knife” because Shauna had been the only cruel one in their relationship, the one carving everything from Jackie until there was nothing left to give, both literally and figuratively. Not only had Jackie given her whole spirit to Shauna, all her effort, she gave her body too, in the end, letting herself be ruined once more in order to keep Shauna going. As an adult, Jackie still gives the only things she has left to Shauna, advice and her forgiveness, because even with everything that has been done to her, she still loves Shauna, she still wants Shauna to be reminded of what she’s doing, the consequences that can happen to the people around her. And once more, Shauna ignores Jackie’s warnings, Jackie’s efforts. She does what she shouldn’t, and another person she truly loves dies. To the very end, Jackie always kept being a true leader, and demonstrating the reason why she was picked to be team captain; being able to make sacrifices for the good of others.
i don’t think anyone will ever understand the amount of love i hold for platonic snily. especially with the trans girl severus headcanon. because literally any time i imagine lily teaching sev how to put on eyeliner for the first time or teaching her how to braid and take care of her hair so it grows nice and long, them painting each others nails on lily’s bedroom floor while abba plays in the background, the two of them in bikinis running into the ocean while holding hands, long car rides with sev driving and lily in the passenger seat and the car windows are rolled down with you’re so vain by carly simmon blasting as they sing along, the two of them laying in a field of flowers together as they laugh and talk shit about the marauders, getting ready together for a party with the rest of their girl friends on lily’s bathroom sink in front of the mirror, it makes me want to break out into uncontrollable sobs. i just love them so much.
taissa texts in giant single messages and scares the shit out of van with it every time making her think it's a breakup message or something (she just asked van about her day and asked to buy milk) while van texts
like
this
with
just
one
word
for every
message
and drives taissa crazy with the sound of the notifications and how long it takes her to tell tai something
it's a good thing they are so in love because otherwise they would've killed each other loooong time ago
*crosses arms with a death glare*
“Ahem, I don’t appreciate that there aren’t any Trans Vance Hopper fics on ao3”
non sexual intimacy!!!! bathing together, washing each other, playing with each other's hair, kissing every inch of their body, writing love letters on their back with your finger, connecting their moles and freckles to create constellations on their skin, running your hands up and down their thighs, ugh just expressing physical love without it having to be about sex!!!!
i just think the show would be greatly improved if we had yuri/yaoi solidarity i mean LOOK at them
You’re gonna look me in the eyes and tell me that this man would be homophobic because it’s the 70s?
Sorry to break it to you but that’s a homosexual. That man is as straight as a circle. Boy kisser.
House MD was crazy for having their mc be an autistic bisexual depressed disabled drug addict who canonically self harms and experienced abuse AND was in a doomed codependent toxic yaoiship with his repressed homosexual bestie
how i'm watching this scene