Causally Making Self-portraits While Not Being Able To Look In The Mirror IS The Life Im Living Rn.

This song, and self-destructive behavior.

I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.

Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know

: ( maaan

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

You guys get it. Get ME.

Dandelions - Vincent van Gogh , 1889.

Dutch, 1853-1890

Oil on canvas , 35.5 x 57 cm. 13.9 x 22.4 in

~ emlékekben amik nem is az enyémek találok rá szimbólumokra amik valamilyen kicsavart módon előbb lettek a honvágyam tárgyai, mint bármi ami valaha is az enyém volt ~

Checking out night mode on my new phone

I just love everything about this, there's something sooo pure and special about cave paintings - i have a special place for them in my heart i swear TTTT

(( i love humans so much ))

sold

I really enjoy painting with a sponge lol, can you tell?

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

This is me btw if you care....

Went on a little walk with my bf - the whole city is blooming!! 🌸🌸

@jagerfreccs 🩷

Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Shit I still love you, still see you in bed ...

...Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Should I still love you, still see you in bed?

☁️ at least while everything changes the sky is the same one we had over our heads in the beginning ☁️

~ On a little family trip