I’ll Probably Be Back In Like A Week Lol. But I Think I Want To Start Recovery. So I May Be Gone For

My April fools joke to myself was saying I'd start this month well. 1k cals today and 500 of them was a chocolate bar😭

i hate when im watching porn and all i see is th1nspo

Fuck next week is pancake Tuesday. THEYRE SO HIGH IN CALS ALREADY AND I JUST KNOW THEYRE GONNA GREASE THE PAN WITH BUTTER

Numbers.

Numbers.

NUMBERS.

(W8, grades, BMI)

Any time my mum talks about trying to lose weight my heart breaks just a little because she's genuinely the most beautiful woman I've ever met. But I'll be in a 'healthy' bmi range and think I'm the most obese person alive

The only thing I need.

I forgot how high cal non-diet food is. Wdym i ate 1k today?? Need to get on track. No excuses this time.

when it comes to myself, sk!nny is pretty.

but when it comes to others, i see the beauty in them regardless of their w3ight or looks.

why does my brain work the way it does?