I’ll Be Living Off Of Monster And Fruit.

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Forever mourning the LIFE app💔💔 best fasting app out there😔😔

I can’t live like this anymore.

I deleted tumblr for the week because my phone had no storage but I’m back now.

I’ve had the worst time. It’s bad enough I was demotivated after getting t-worded but im actually so done.

Two months. Two fucking months in a plateau.

I caved. I weighed in. I knew it wouldn’t be completely accurate because I haven’t pooped in days, I’ve eaten today and I had chippy the day before, so it’d be high in sodium, but to see the scale jump up FIVE LBS since the pre-October weigh in was horrible. Last time I hit a lw was the last week of August. This isn’t fair.

Why am I putting my body through hell when all I get is no fucking energy, being sad all the time, JUST TO GET FUCKING FATTER!?

I count every calorie, I stress over everything, I’ve lied to my family and done everything I can just to gain weight even though I’ve been in a deficit on average of 500 cals a day(I take metab days but my deficit on other days evens it out). I should have lost like 8lbs since August but I haven’t.

And to make it all worse my parents caught me skipping lunch during school. So now they’re like stalking me to make sure I eat lunch, making me eat higher calorie dinners, and banning zero calorie drinks from me. There’s nothing I can do anymore. What do I do?

Manifesting

Got a mini stepper today. I keep saying I'll get off at a certain time and when it reaches that time I keep going...I feel so happy rn. I'm sweating sm but I never want to get off

I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too

No wonder I'm so fat when the main way I bond with my dad is over food...he's a tall man so he's not fat. I'm jealous

Might make a new tiktok again I miss my old account

I'm such a fatty wtf

“Fuck you my child is fine”

Your child feels like a pig when she eats more than 600 calories

"Fuck it I don't care anymore" I say before immediately crying over eating more than ¾ of my meal