Me Last Year When I Was Uw And Still Couldn't See My Collarbone, Went Into Recovery And Suddenly They

Not a fatspø supporter but the urge to post my ugly disgusting thighs for accountability is insane

ACTIVE 3D ACCS REBLOG FOR MOOTS THIS MARCH

Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! I just remembered my biggest inspo when I was like 12. MONICA GELLER. Cuz like first of all Courteney Cox is beautiful, second Monica was a fat girl that turned her life around and turned her binge eating into obsessive cleaning?? My rooms so fucking messy I tidy it like once a year

GUYS HELP I WOKE UP YESTERDAY AND MY CLOTHES WERE TIGHTER AND I SWEAR MY THIGHS GOT BIGGER AND I DONT HAVE A SCALE BUT IM FREAKINH OUT! Is it possible this is because my periods due soon!??!? I lost my period immediately last year so this is completely new to me

I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

felt

I can't wait to move out and cover my mirrors, fridge and cupboard wirh motivation quotes to keep ⭐️ving🙏🙏

A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)